hide and seek ft. corey slabs

prod by marlon & jacob vallen

its hard to feel proud
wonder when i fell behind
i cant find a reason now
between the lines

need something i can lean on
just something for myself
people change, it seems im the only one that cant move on at all

sleep away my days, its got me feeling useless
theres alot to say, when i dont i feel like a nuisance 

sleep away i lay awake
don't follow me, my dream is fake
my blood still flows it circulates
clown on stage 

not everything revolves around you, its a hard truth to tell, all this circus has to end
i've been barely proud of myself, this is where i dwell, no more masks we used to lend
from now on it's only no repent, i just do my thing, then i got no one to blame
but in the end i did resent, think i didn't think, enough to see flames

proud w/ marlon

quiet nights, no end in sight
memories playing in my mind
i’m lost inside, no wrong or right
just shadows that you left behind

i see you walk in
to the garden to me
you start to argue
why you tryna make me leave
I light a cigarette
just to try and help me breathe
you say i’m distant
but you never really see

all this silence
is the loudest part of me
until im quiet
so i hear this moment bleed
you cross your arms
like you're guarding what's left of me
like you're guarding what's left of me

you keep holdin’ on
to the man i used to be
like i’m trapped in your memory
but i’m changin’, can’t you see?
you cross your arms
like you’re guarding what’s left of me
but i’m tryin’ to break free
from the ghost you wanna keep

i see you walk in
to the garden to me
you start to argue
why you tryna make me leave
I light a cigarette
just to try and help me breathe
you say i’m distant
but you never really see

all this silence
is the loudest part of me
until im quiet
so i hear this moment bleed
you cross your arms
like you're guarding what's left of me
like you're guarding what's left of me

walked into the garden
everything’s dead now
isn’t it crazy what a call does
i just keep my head down 
just gotta keep crawling, all in 
hit rock bottom
and my friends dont answer
so why would i call em?

walked into the garden 
everything’s on fire
you told me that you “loved me”
what a fucking liar 
my arms are fully burnt out
from treading all this water
i guess i never learnt
how to fix this flat tire 

it says you got a new man now
my friends saw you both in town 
could’ve at least waited 
till i finally got the 
courage to end it
but im cold product
so i jumped in and drowned
these waves wont let me down 
and in a few years when 
you find me on facebook 
and see i fucking did it
i’d love to see your face love

garden w/ sendflowrs (jolst, irby)

(wraith)
You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

I’m just tryna keep my head above the fucking water
I’m fodder, sorry father, another goner, a bother

Everything I speak about
you swear is in my head
Rewrite everything I said
Just to spin it into weapons
I’m feeling reckless
All on the offense
None to the caution
Hell with defenses

You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

(grace horn)
you didnt want me at my worst
so you dont deserve me at my best
or even when im mediocre
i dont wanna spend another day sober
but
drinking the pain away never did work
for me so im puffing between every breath
maybe its me cuz im fucked in the head
but maybe its you cuz im trying my best

gettin better
spent years in this weathered
old shell of a body
im torn and im tethered to earth

bury me 6 feet beneath all the dirt
frequent assumptions that stick to the worst

if i had the chance to run it back then i would take the lead and run it differently
and ive been slowly goin goin thru the motions no emotions stick it to the mission please
im too lethal toxic can u step away do not approach come back whenever tensions eased
you could get a wrench socket power drill and still cant find a single point in fixin me uhohh

i tried to talk to you
but confrontation never works
i guess ill eat my words
before you eat me first

still waters of
corahbeiy have caused the dearth
the plague wiped out our fertile
ground and killed the birth

tethered w/ grace horn (dash)

riot ft camertin (hollowprpl)

Face Death, With Death 
Vails Blu52
Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
The walls are closing in, I hear the silence scream,
My body’s breaking down, but I’m trapped inside a dream.
The cold hands reach for me, pulling at my chest,
Every step I take just drags me closer to the rest.

(Hook)
Facing death, it swallows me whole,
Blackened hands are pulling my soul.
No light remains, just endless decay,
I bleed in the shadows and wither away,
So Breathe me in,
Swallow the night.
I’m not afraid,
I’ve already died inside

(Verse 2)
Eyes sewn shut, and I’m forced to face it,
Blood on the ground, yeah I can’t escape it.
Pain in my chest, but I still embrace it,
Death in my veins, and I can’t replace it.
Chains on my soul, and I suffocate it,
Truth in the dark, and I can’t debate it.
Hell in my mind, and I cultivate it,
Life is a curse, but I can’t erase it

Fire in my lungs and I suffocate it,
Knife in my back but I won’t misplace it.
Fear in my eyes and I can’t outpace it,
Death on my tongue and I learn to taste it.
Scars on my skin, yeah I can’t erase it,
Buried in the dirt but I still embrace it.
Hell’s in my heart and I consecrate it,
Life is the wound and I can’t replace it.

(Swamp)


#metal #rock #hardcore #emo #emorock #screamo #hardrock #song

Face Death, with Death (feat. Swamp)

lyrics<3

girl you tore up that apartment
when we started growing cold

someones daughter, needs a father
but he left her all alone

left the bar when i was carded
wasent 21 years old

took my heart, now its discarded
whyd you use it as your own?

last ditch, i rest my eyes in a parked car
so sick i left my wine on ur bar cart
time ticks and love will leave u with a dark scar
words slip and i think you just took it too far

where do we go?
im stuck on the outside
been losing control
been losing my damn mind
but you’ll never kmow
our loves on a faultline
turn me to stone
when im gazing at ur green eyes

baby i think thats toxic
maybe you think im all wrong
one word and im changing the topic
suprised myself that im moving on

yet u coiodnt care less
7 days same clothes got a loose neck
i was down on my own like a reject
pardon my problems i feel like a nuisance

last month i saw your mom in that walmart
on lunch i shed some tears on my carhartt
as kids we measured heights and left a door mark
we grew quick it’s such a shane we didn’t go far

fault line [jacob vallen]

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. (hollowprpl x ash.)

from a year ago <3

Its a total different picture,  
ur not here inside the photo frames  
I can really not forget you,  
what we had was real but it felt so fake 
and I don’t really wanna listen,  
to the bad things that u have to say 
I know got some bad habits  
I promise one day they will go away  x2

I love to lose my head,
I smoke up cuz im sad again 
and I know it will pick me up for time,  
it comes crashing down, I do it all again 
im just rolling up till the sunrise
and you know that im dead u can see it in my eyes

I cannot manage,  
oh shits fucked up,
Damn that’s tragic  
put me in the past tense 
they too busy laughing, 
I been building what I have for years, 
I don’t know if it’ll take me anywhere ill see 
right past the ocean I feel the breeze 
im way past emotions, I think I feel free

photo frames [everest]

ex girl(s)

Wasted All On Love

my album ‘in the woods’ is coming this halloween

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