damn this is over 4 years old already. heck

The Upload

GLøCk

Thank you Hk <3
Cover art: @pytn.d on instagram

Lyrics- 

I don't really care
you were never there
Said you had my back
you just never cared
Said I never loved but that shit ain't fair

claiming that you love me but you don't mean shit 
Claiming that you had me but you never did yeah x2
Always wanted somewhere there but you pushed me away
You want me in your bed but I don't want to stay x2

pretty heartbroken


You hit my line,
We're just wasting time
Always on your phone, 
You were never mine
Talking bout your ex almost all the time,
Yeah talking bout your ex he was on your mind

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I waited on you, you never came. (Prod. HKfiftyone)

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
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music video

demons in my orbit

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

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//いいんだよ//

sample is be kind by alex g

no amount of words could ever express my love for you guys. thank you so fucking much for every single comment, like, conversation, etc. i live for this music & to know i've got that much support behind me is insane. you blow my mind. i love you guys.

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https://genius.com/guardin-take-away-the-pain-lyrics

lyrics

take away the pain

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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Worried About Dreaming

ｏｐｅｎ ｕｐ ｙｏｕｒ ｅｙｅｓ
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lyrics:

open up your eyes, you look good I fantasize
every second that I spend witchu.
I hope that we can make it through this,
Guilt.
its the pain that brings us up,
we live off each others love,
but its only cause were fucked up.

shawty wanna fuck now
all black jeans with the cuffs down
don’t talk to me on the come down
im comin up shawty fuck u now
imma fall in love with the moon wow
imma fall in love with u now
all black jeep riding downtown
fuck u, I don’t wanna be held down
wait
up an the sun in eye
gimme a reason to live 
not a reason to die
i don’t wanna get high
i don’t wanna survive
too many lives imma fight for mine
there’s a reason that I wanna start giving a fuck
im tired of these bitches I tell em good luck
i fell in love
that’s a lot to cuff
imma real dude but I’m tired of, you

open up your eyes, you look good I fantasize
every second that I spend witchu.
I hope that we can make it through this,
Guilt.
its the pain that brings us up,
we live off each others love,
but its only cause were fucked up. x2

guilt

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guilt (prod. cayto)

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

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halloween, but all year

is anyone out there? 
i promised if i made it out, i’d find love again
i won’t forget the life we’ve lived

we’ll never get back the time spent
i won’t pretend i’ll find love again
i faked a smile and found the end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

i want to know what i did to ruin this
i’d love to find the reason i exist
just tell me if the lies will end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

prod/mix/master by me

‎▶ video

a lost promise

looking at myself in the mirror what a monster
had to load it up and then i eat it like its knackwurst
i cant open up i gotta fiddle with the lock first
whats the point of climbing when u worried if the drop hurts
i just slipped outside inside my nikes
rain had coat my shit and i can hear em laughing at me
i see all my forms like 2014 with the acne
im not gonna hurt em am i lying bitch i might be
bap
i just slapped that boy into reality
i just bent his mind and made him crave his own fatality
no
looks like everything about my salary
ya u got the weekend but the rest you living hourly
check
check
ya i got a cheque
break bread
half of it went to the meds
and the rest had put a polo pony right on top my chest
its a flex
its a flex
i got on at royal york like i was living in the rex

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

i never listen
i never listen
i couldnt get it
i hate the beef
but i eat it up
if u gonna bread it
you got to drinking
and said some shit
told me to forget it
i wish i could
but my memory
gonna know u said it
i go to sleep
hoping catching z's
gonna gimme leverage
when im asleep
its a lucid dream
bout what im forgettin
im drinking up
when im smoking up
knowing ill regret it
im passin out
when im throwing up
like i need a medic

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

it's a cruel, cruel world (eric godlow)

Mixed By @iof
Cover art By @suicideoutside

Your thoughts in your head
Verse my thoughts in my head
Dont match up at the same time 
i dont know if i control it

Your heart in my hand
Verse my heart in your hand
So out of reach 
Baby i dont if i could ever hold it

Your car when you drive
Verse my car when i drive
So damn different the distance
The person you meet and see and roll with

My head and your head collide 
Same time 
Baby i dont if were meant for this 
But together we’ll bite the bullet

And nothing seems to help out
Everytime i talk about the shit
Run my fingertips around the edge of bottles
Take a sip and dont amount to shit
And nothing seems to help
Im all by myself
Trust is something like a steel knife
Got it pointed at my wind pipe
It dont feel right
But nevermind nevermind nevermind what i said
And nevermind nevermind nevermind who you slept with
Its like everytime everytime everytime im upset ya
Its cause i spend every night with you like everytime overtime anytime overnight with you like everynight
Nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind

Sendin shots across town
Im tryna fuck you right now
Makin some noise im too loud
They yellin at me to pipe down
Im all in my head its too dim
I cant really see all the things that you said
Thought you had me all figured out
You might wanna go back and jot that down

You might wanna re-write that track right now
You might wanna retry that act right now
You might wanna recount that idea you had that u thought was so hot so profound 
You might wanna go back in the house
You might wanna tell all of ya friends tha you cant go out
Cause you dont have a moment to hesitate
Race against the clock what it take to be a heavyweight

They told me to save it

I got the cash like a banquet
Ya bitch i real got the bank wet
And that lil bitch is buttnaked
Im makin cash on the frequent
Im smokin gas and its fragrant
That lil bitch think she hot, huh
That lil boy think he fly, huh

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

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Lyrics:

With my eyes closed
I think I can see the bigger picture
Where I'm supposed to be I'll never figure out
So I don't talk 'cause nobody will listen now
So I just keep my eyes closed
'Cause when I keep 'em open I lose my hope
That's how life goes
Dream until my life goes
When I die I'll be an angel and I'll fly home
Yeah, I'll fly home
x2

Cut me up
Take out all my insides, like a pumpkin
x2

With my eyes closed
I think I can see the bigger picture
Where I'm supposed to be I'll never figure out
So I don't talk 'cause nobody will listen now
So I just keep my eyes closed
'Cause when I keep 'em open I lose my hope
That's how life goes
Dream until my life goes
When I die I'll be an angel and I'll fly home
Yeah, I'll fly home
x2

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eyes closed

Produced by ℒund & Forest
"Halloween But All Year" coming 10/31

lyrics:

ℒund:
Love is like a twister
And girl you got me shook up
I know I shouldn’t miss you 
When your the one that fucked up
But thats just a heartbreak 
Pulling on my heartstrings 
Girl you make my heartache
I'm used to all this pain now
Head full of voices
I'm going insane now
There's nothing you can change now
They gon' find me hanging
You're the one to blame now

Forest:
I’ve seen you before
Outside that door
What you staring for
Girl I know you want more
Wanna see my room
I could give you a tour
And if it gets cold
I could light a fire
That could keep you warm
Feeling so torn
Feelings hit me like storm
Deja vu, oh my lord

Forest & ℒund:
All The Time
You Ruin My Mind
All I Want
Is to be with you
That’s all I Want

heartache ft. ℒund

new video for "highschool" out now! https://youtu.be/W00tTrHoaCo

halloween, but all year

foreign forest

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