Foreign do you have the tabs of your song anywhere???

surprised this track doesn't have more recognition, i like your work foreign forest.

Claim we all madness tragic events but I choice rise and not be leads by others my life

prod deadfish <3

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

saving my breath

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shiki xo - saving my breath (vishs)

written, engineered, produced & published by foreign forest

lyrics:

my life is tragic
wish i could do magic
so i could climb out this hole
just to throw myself a rope
and jump right back in
'cause my life's just a joke, yeah yeah
can't cope with the madness
so I just reach out and grasp it
feel like anytime I could explode
words got stuck all in my throat
left a taste in my mouth
last time I saw your photo

every day feels closer to the end
it ain't in me to pretend
we aren't dying
if you say we're not, you're lying
let's toast
come tomorrow we'll be ghosts
still I always watch the clock
waitin' for the pain to stop

my life is tragic
wish i could do magic
so i could climb out this hole
just to throw myself a rope
and jump right back in
'cause my life's just a joke, yeah yeah
can't cope with the madness
so I just reach out and grasp it
feel like anytime I could explode
words got stuck all in my throat
left a taste in my mouth
last time I saw your photo

My Life Is Tragic

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

looking for myself, in the pieces you left me

I’ve been sitting in this 
Goddamn Waffle House 
For three whole hours 
Drinking six jet black coffees 
You said you were coming 
Then you left so early 
It felt like you played
Some sick joke on me 

And I know 
I know that I changed 
It’s probably weird to see me acting my age 
Don’t you think it’s a little bit strange?
All this time and you’re exactly the same 

I’ve been seeing ghosts walk through my walls 
Answering my phone when no one calls 
Why’d I let you go and take the best of me 
It’s not how it’s supposed to be 
I’ve been hearing voices when no one’s home 
I don’t got a friend just got my phone 
There’s got to be a way to let you let me go
Whoa oh oh 
So you could never lie and never say you’ll 
never say goodbye again 
Ever again 

Cause I’ve been sitting 
On this goddamn porch for like 
Three whole hours could you
 Please just say something 
I’m not angry Really 
I just don’t do so well 
Under pressure and you’re 
Scaring the shit out of me 

Cause I know 
You think I’m insane 
Cause you could never live with such rage 
You really think 
I want it that way? 
No I just never learned to deal with the pain

I know I’m no angel no, 
I never claimed to be 
If there’s a God or karma
 I hope they’re too big to notice 
Notice me

Ohh baby girl you got some nerve
Left me here to rot inside the dirt
If you found a better man you coulda told me first
she said that she loves me thats just words
He just wants your body and to touch up on them curves
But I want more than that
I could treat you right ...
But you just proved to me that you ain't wifey type
Fuck a fight
Get up out my face
This is the 3rd strike
Ghost her at a moments notice
thought I am poltergiest
~
Can't believe everything I did for you to stab me in the back like this
That girl left some holes in my heart like swiss
too good to be true from the start; reminisce
I DON'T WANT YOU BACK
~
Pack your shit and go
I gotta heal all of these scars you dealt
Trust Issues for life
Flick a light feel my body melt
Sick of getting high everynight just to unfeel what you did to me
All this damage on my soul for some mid pussy
~
Bed feels empty
I don't mind
Thoughts may tempt me but
~
Ohh baby girl you got some nerve
Left me here to rot inside the dirt
If you found a better man you coulda told me first
she said that she loves me thats just words
He just wants your body and to touch up on them curves
But I want more than that
I could treat you right ...
But you just proved to me that you ain't wifey type
Fuck a fight
Get up out my face
This is the 3rd strike
Ghost her at a moments notice
thought I am poltergiest
~
That hoe for the streets 
I ain't fuckin wit a cheat
cut her off like circumcision 
I don't want no damn receipt
Had to call up the mortician
cause that bitch is dead to me
I must be an electrician cause this shit ain't shockin me
Know that girl still watchin me cause I am poppin off
you must be mistaking me for someone that I was
I ain't takin shit from you I'm only working out of love
That's why all my numbers up and you've been stuck on drugs

Sometimes it gets lonely in the nighttime
That's when I just write up on the paper all these words
Songs that help me cope with these thoughts so absurd
This my one true love in this life not her

MUSIC VIDEO

NERVE! [Prod. JustDan]

lyrics:

don't blame me
for my aching
shivers are racing all over my spine
i don't recognize that i'm out of my time
too busy losing myself in my vices
wanted to come but i wasn't invited
maybe i'm a different type of person
maybe i'm a little bit overwhelmed
maybe i feel like i deserve it
but frankly i'd rather be in hell
than where i am at the moment
i can't really focus
i'm losing my way
but no one seems like they notice

cut me up deep but you won't see blood
only long gone dreams and a long dead love
i'm sick of only ever being lost not found
imma change my name, imma scream out loud like
oh,

{kana}

I can not figure out
Life it just brings me down 
Girl if im not around
Am i the one you think about?
Pills i take dont help 
This
Pain i feel wont melt
It
Feels so never ending
Wish that i could end it

Girl i know im terrible
So nauseating im horrible 
bore you out 
Such an ugly person be around
Scars cover over everything
cut me open im almost broken
Shoulda never left my heart so open
Really left me feeling paralyzed
Swear to god why am i alive?
Sunlight beating on my eyes
Another day putting on a smile
Wish i didnt have to live this life
Every drug i take to medicate it
Live my life confused im so sedated
Numb to everything and god i hate it
Someone save me i feel like im breaking

Oh, w/ kana (neverforever)

LYRICS:
And I'm sorry bout the things I said
There's no need to leave me left on read
But I get it girl
I've been thinking bout the days we fight
Walking on thin ice
I'm the fire to your candle girl
Best believe me I'm trying heal us
But baby girl I'm no genius
Gotta tell me how you feel, It's between us
Argue, late nights, I'm left sleepless
~
She wants dates nights, I want nights in
Got a bottle on the night stand
Bite my tongue so she stops crying
and I'm so sick and tired of lying to get what I want
Either you love me or leave me alone
Calling and calling please pick up the phone
I remain silent when I hear the tone
~
Girl I need you bad
Always on my mind
I've been in my bag
Remember all the time that we spent?
Late nights high, blowin smoke out the vent
now you always wanna vent
I'm like what'd I do now
Girl just tell me, I don't got a clue, nah
Why I got to fix shit when you're feeling blue?
Cause when I feel the same I got to fix it too
I'm done
Tell me how it is or I'm done
If you not gon try
Girl I gotta run
I can see it your eyes that you puttin on a front
On thin ice, hope it cracks, so I plunge
Freezing to the bone, Got me feeling how you felt
If you truly love me girl maybe I can melt
If not, oh well ... leave me cold, shattered and broken
~
And I'm sorry bout the things I said
There's no need to leave me left on read
But I get it girl
I've been thinking bout the days we fight
Walking on thin ice
I'm the fire to your candle girl
Best believe me I'm trying heal us
But baby girl I'm no genius
Gotta tell me how you feel, It's between us
Argue, late nights, I'm left sleepless
~
Rainy days
Hear lightning striking
I remember getting geeked when She typing
Now I'm lucky for a text without frightening
Me to the core, little love left Syphon
Crying cause memories haunt
Grasping whats left
Cause what's next I don't want
I lost myself in you
Parts of my heart
Thoughts of my past with her tares me appart

Thin Ice [Luv2Feel]

i am not the one
opening up
tryna fall in love
im making it up 

to you
but i always look like a fool
as wait for
the right time

you can never pick
even if i decide
its like a waveform, in the right night
coming out at me, like you held that knife 

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

ur pretty girl
with a pretty guy
could not forgive myself, how i ruined that night

if i say goodnight, and goodbye, would you look for me tonight

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

im a fool
walking through your room
i could never give up
never let go

whats it mean to you
when you look me in the eyes
baby you look like a no-bell prize
do it or die
long, late nights
stay up and cry

My Life Is Tragic

foreign forest

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