I'm trying to leave this life behind... 💙

 I was really finna promote my wack ass music until I heard the fye ass beat and decided that this was not the song to do this to 😅🔥

👹I have💊single out👨🏿‍🎤and it’s pretty decent‼️. Make you wanna🔪suicide🩸. Please {like} my🎶music and {follow🖤me}. I’m not a🎤rapper but I speak about my truth🧎🏿😫🤟🏿

alot of talent in the voice and flow tho💯

Last 4ever 🖤

loser slwd

all alone in my room
i'm feeling down again
i don't know what to say
it's getting bad again
all i know is i need to try my best
to get out of this hole i put myself in
she's my everything
she's all i've ever wanted
when i am with her
i feel like i'm important
i feel alive when i'm in her arms
she makes me want to live
how did we get this far
without me ruining it all
i'm scared that i'll ruin it all
but i swear i try my best
but i'm always such a mess
yea
i wish that i could love myself as much i love you
you're my everything
you're everything i need
and you're everything i want
when i'm down i tend to hide
but i'm tryna change
i wish i didnt hate myself
somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
but then i think of you and it all feels worth it
but right now i feel worthless
i feel so worthless
you make it worth it
just hold me
tell me that i'll be okay

it's getting bad again

Spotify ♥

it's getting bad again (prod. lil biscuit)

shoutout to soundcloud.com/itsyungvan & https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy <3

lyrics:
shattered:
shawty you know that you lie
you wouldn't care if i die
you wouldn't care if i cry
shawty why do you lie

i wish i didn't date you
i wish i didn't know you
i'll sell shows to break you 
i flex on my ex
cuz that's all that i got
she run away cuz she know she a thot

i hope it was worth it 
bite like a serpent
act like a bitch cuz it tears me apart 
truth is i'm hurting
truth is i'm learning
truth is that i hope that i end up burning
your legs are like doors
you open and pour
you'll love anyone who won't call you a whore
but
that's what you are to me
i'm just a casualty

manipulating
when we were dating
you told me don't fret
he's just an old friend
he's just an old ex
i only love you 
back of my car 
we can have so much fun boo
do i still love you
baby i can't tell 
you talk to others
while i hide in covers	
sheets on my head
make me feel like i'm dead
texting your phone but you leave me on read

yung van:
fuck you, you don’t about care me
fucked up, naw the blames not on me
don’t talk shit behind my back, cause i don’t roll like that
i know you wanted on me
what’s he got that i don’t
he’s got you, that’s a joke
you’ll switch up, like a roach
just make sure you don’t choak
with all that shit your mouth
you better shut the fuck up
cause when this news gets out
all your friends gon’ switch up
i have no remose for you
don’t come back crawling to me
when he finds out what you do
he’ll throw you off like his shoe

shattered:
baby
you're faker
than santa claus
than santa claus
the guy 
that you are with
will leave
so please just don't come back to me
shawty 
you're colder than ice with some salt
my friends were right
about the night
when we had met
you got me set
like juliet
with bayonets 
ready to fire on me at your will
choking on smoke while we kiss and we chill
leaving my ass for a kid with some skill
you just a park all you give is a thrill

flowars:
bad girl in a mad world
ass fat where you at girl
let me hit it from the back girl
i ain't got a jack shit black pearl
i don't wanna look at you
everything you put me through
but you won't go away
so i guess ill fuck your face
ask that nigga how i taste
does he know your love is fake
tell the boy that i relate
ooh i relate
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

Links:

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

Dark Matter

prod. @spacedtime

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be so clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

call your name in the flames
wanna hear you
reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
to my hell too
once you're like me
nobody can save you

once you're like me
nobody can save you
once you're like me
everyone will hate you
might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
become an addict
with some habit's that will hurt you
in the night
memories will haunt you
their's no telling to the damage that they might do

ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
how you think I got these issues

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

why do I do this
torture my own brain

why do I do this
drive myself insane

pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
try my best
just to end up feeling
permanently depressed

ever since I lost my soul
nothing been the same
the weather's getting colder
and I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
the whole entire day
so I can stay inside
and never see another face

never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
till I'm fucking gone
this shit is boring
feel like moving on

spotify

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

searching for a drug (prod. splashgvng)

mixed by Casey Bales: https://instagram.com/swinghighswinglow_?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=1p80i1yoycp9k

cover art: https://instagram.com/bigheadriver?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=kgngmg92jx2l

Lil Edgar Allan Poe  feat. Emo Fruits (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

Nobody's Happy.

dying in designer - Pull It

Official Music Video

why did this get botted :(

(prod. @deadspyro)
(feat. @polar333)

take my heart and toss it in the creekside
i don't want that shit no more that's my weak side

follow polar

Creekside (ft. polar) [prod. dead spyro]

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

Hope you enjoy! Been wanting to drop this for a while now and figured now was the perfect time.

Lyrics:
[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

[Jacob Sherwood]
No this won't last for ever
But you know that by now
It was just last November
And now the sun is out
But I don't see the light
Just the walls inside my mind
All we've ever had was time
Now the world we've stole is dying
No this won't last for ever
The same people killing the same ones that sayin the cash is better
But baby go stack your cheddar
The debt it will crash the setup
And stay on your toes cause they're all in control
Please don't ever let up

[Jacob Sherwood & Foreign Forest]
Ahh
I wish this would last forever
Ahh
But I know this won't last forever

[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

Nothing Lasts Forever (feat. Jacob Sherwood)

nothing lasts forever ft. jacob sherwood

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

and i know i’m not the one you're thinking of
but your love is like a drug and i can’t fucking get enough
i need your rush inside my veins, just load me up
let me die inside my sleep, this life is just too fucking tough
tell my mom, i’m sorry, but i just don’t give a fuck
i miss your voice, i’m not alright, my life is just so fucking dumb
can’t go a day without fucking something up
depressed as fuck, all i wanna do is cut

baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and you squeezed it till it broke
let me die inside the cold, i'm all alone, just let me choke
baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and your squeezing till it breaks
just let me die, i'm all alone, just let me fade

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

prod. @prodspyder
written by @lightninglogan

samples from You x Dracula

Ghost Me

SPYDER

ghost me [prod. spyder]

Gone by Lil Yung Pharaoh
available on all streaming platforms

lyrics:
Yeah, yeah
We doin' drugs in the party
Shit, somebody come stop me
I might OD on coca
I can smell the aroma
We got that snow, Nova Scotia
I sip until I'm slumped over
Shit, we off Percocet pills
My bro just touched me on shoulder
He said he wish life was over
Then I said, "Bro, why you trippin'?"
I wish I said something different
'Cause if I said something different
Then maybe he'd still be livin'
I swear sometimes when I'm drivin'
I wanna fucking crash the whip
I don't like being in public
So I just do the dash and dip
I always wish I told him this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I 
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Yeah, yeah

I was gone off some molly
If I OD it's on purpose
I'm just tryna stop the hurting
But shit man these drugs ain't working
I just touched bro on shoulder
Told him I wish life was over
Same bro that I grew up with
Them birthday parties, sleepovers
He just brushed me, said I'm trippin'
I don't think he was sober
He must have thought that I was joking
He was gone off the coca
I'm so gone off the molly
Tell my family, "I'm sorry"
I tried to reach out they brushed me
Now this blade finna cut me
20 years up on this earth, then I just turn into a ghost
They said I could have been so much
But that's how the story goes
(So I just do the dash and dip)
I always wish he told me this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I (Dee B got that heat)
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah

nothing lasts forever ft. jacob sherwood

foreign forest

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