You Could Stay w/ guardin (prod. Irby)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you

you'll get through it now
we'll get through it now
hard to hear you when the musics loud

ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you
you'll get through it now

[smrtdeath]
looking through the photos wishing that i was the same me
baby i know you thought you could change me
but maybe it was plain to see
we weren't made to be
you and me
so ima take the high road
cause thats the only way i'll be able to carry on
ima find those pieces of my broken heart and
take them home

and ima ride home tell your mama that im sorry for everything
x2

and ima take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
ima find those letters i wrote to myself
and when you get older 
i hope you think of me as the devil on your shoulder

time'll heal the wound but thats a lot of pain to wait through

Listen on Spotify

letters 2 myself ft. smrtdeath (prod. rogergoon)

one of my favorite songs i've ever made. big shouts out to the homie guardin for getting on this with me!! check him out here:

soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

sample credits: https://soundcloud.com/yungcold

sad chill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWgkYnqG4u4
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfn_ugMCzmQ
静的 static - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V_UlSTkw1k

california dreaming (feat. guardin)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. @cordyy

lyrics:

if i’m color blind
can’t see
inside your mind 
without speaking
how will i see your true colors

true
colors

i’m somewhere over the rainbow
where the angels have horns
no halos
i know somebody could look unapproachable 
but if you took the time to talk you might
find they have a kind soul
otherwise 
how could you know
the story behind those eyes
is someone’s appearance
an expression of what’s inside
or is it 
a defense mechanism
to hide from criticism
you’d be surprised what you’d find
listen and you will see the truth
your attention is a beam of light
their mind is a prism
where true colors shine
when you look inside

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

(guardin)
somewhere over the rainbow
love dies quick but the day won't
day one shit i'm unstable
have mercy on me john stamos
don't trip i got everything you need
i'm your chicken noodle soup with all these possibilities 


baby you could conquer worlds with what you speak
fiction in my caliber i'm shootin' in the sheets
if you just wanna kick it we could lie awake for weeks
sip some hennessy & roll another swisher sweet

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

over the rainbow ft. guardin (prod. cordy)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

Produced by @taxpurposes

Lyrics:

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks
I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks


Think her head does flip tricks
We been going through it now I'm caught up in the mix with
All of her bad intentions and all of her other mentions
Okay, no way treat me like a head space 
That you only get in when you go and think of my face
Latest, greatest doesn't know your playlist 
Can I hit shuffle or turn back all our pages
Can I turn back all our pages
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks 

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks

Please don't bring us up oh no
Hourglass body look like she from Soho
I can't replace you with no one
Guess I'll just wait till the day comes
Wish I could just remove this news inside my head of you now
Front page can't say you're not it
When it comes to what I wanted
Wish I could just remove this news inside my head of you now
Front page can't say you're not it
When it comes to what I wanted

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks
Can I turn back all our pages?

wake me up in october (prod. lilidentitycrisis)

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