stuck in the past

u hurt my feelingz!!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

my god, ur such a meanie!
i hate the way you tease me
you made fun of my hair and you told me i was weak so i pushed you off the swings
made you cry
that made my week
then i heard you fucking snitched so i punched you in the dick and said-

fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

trech:
terrorized from a distance
burned my bridge with persistence 
hate and mind, what’s the difference?
was too shy to defend 
so i internalize to pacify the need for
anything or anyone to understand 
but i dont think u can..

trech & nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

ur life is so beneath ME
and i made it look so easy!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

buh-bye!

u hurt my feelingz!! w/ trechor boy (prod. WellFed)

prod. @irby314
making it by
love u all always n forever
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
have a hard time picturing
making it another year
its the fault of few
but nothing’s truer 
than the lack of people here

and i’m fucking miserable
in the moments i hold dear
but i set example
i dismantle
from a brutal fucking year

if i could fly
i’d torch the sky
you’d see it over head
tonight
if i could right my
wrongs, i’d try
im losing sleep
over you tonight 

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

i lose it when you’re gone

i’ve seen my friends go through it
the shit they don’t deserve
the ones i love are hurt more
than they possibly deserve
i look across the sky sometimes
and see a star so fucking bright
i wonder if from miles away
you’d share that single light

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

have a hard time picturing making it another year its the fault of few but nothing’s truer  than the lack of people here  and i’m fucking miserable in the moments i hold dear but i set example i dismantle from a brutal fucking year  if i could fly i’d tor

spotify n apple

fourty more [irby]

last night w/ GLXSGXW x roachspliff

solitary headspace (cl6udy)

sometimes i can't escape the feeling...

lyrics

Tell me if I’m still worth it
I’m feeling worthless 
Underserving 
of your love 

Caught up and 
I just 
Can’t get up 
X2
Stuck in a rut 
I’m too fucked up
X2

Would you believe 
This is all I have 
Shattered to pieces 
A broken man 
Stuck in a way I can’t 
Look back 
looking for guidance 
I find your hand

Feeling kinda wasted 
You know 
I been on a chase 
On the road 
both of us, got mistakes
Girl you know 
Trying just as hard 
I can 
Will it be worth it 
in the end 

I can be the one
For you I swear 
when you call out 
Girl I’ll be there
Oh I’ll be there

worthless [prod. luffy x metlast]

karsa - PING PONG (PROD. KARSA)

TIRED OF L;S

VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvdND24hLik

https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy
https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus

LYRICS: 
Poppy Tears:

You told me you would take it away
You told me it'd change 
It remained the same
You see you used to be the light of my day
Now you'll find me darker ways
Now you'll find me darker shades - inside my head 
Do you remember when you said you'd be there til the end..
 
until the end, the end, the end, the end, the end
do you remember when, remember when, remember when

All the leaves have fallen now
And Im the one to let you down x 2

let you down I'll let you down I'll let you down I know 
so leave me out just leave me out I'll be fine alone

LIL LOTUS:
Im the promise that you couldn't keep
and your the reason that I never sleep
you took your time with me
wasted time on me

And all the things I swore I'd never see
right before my eyes, I can't believe
it was all for me, why's this all for me..

How can I believe you with your hands around my neck
I wana feel alive again, Im miserable at best

Im too scared to close my eyes now
I.. I don't wana see you walk out
time.. time is never on my side now x2

spotify

all the leaves have fallen w/ lil lotus (prod. teen pregnancy)

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

unknxwn. - regret

regret.

spotify.

regret. (feat. guccihighwaters) | Produced by brokn

make sure you check out don daze and dee b on youtube cause they got some really good beats! <3

ima blast off
sorry gotta blast off
foot up on the gas 
no more time i gotta dash off

ima blast off
sorry gotta blast off
foot up on the gas 
no more time i gotta dash off

ima leave earth i don't wanna break hearts
brokeheartboy wanna live on mars
ima blast off ima get a head start
wait a couple months you gon know jus who we are

i've been breaking from weight i've got under my chest
call me titanic cause i'm finna wreck
you think you're right when you've always been left
mac on ur girl till she loses her breath

sorry gotta blast, i got lots of plans
everyone around me only use me to advance
everyone the same, blonde hair same vans
if you tryna fake you can catch these hands

ima blast off
sorry gotta blast off
foot up on the gas 
no more time i gotta dash off

ima blast off
sorry gotta blast off
foot up on the gas 
no more time i gotta dash off

ima blast off
sorry gotta blast off
foot up on the gas 
no more time i gotta dash off

blast off! 🚀(prod. don daze & dee b)

guccihighwaters - goner

Leaving (ft. lil lotus)

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

Lyrics

Am I real? Am I fake?
Every path that I take always sends me right back to the start of the maze
Lost in a haze of the shit that was broken, I can't really say if I'm happy or hopeless
Fuck it, you think it matters it doesn't, what does? I can say for sure that not love
Every connection I had it was all lust, look at 'em now, they're so beautiful, all dust

Ashes of passion, could never imagine that what really has would have ever have happened
From crying to laughing, from peace to me spazzin', I used to have drive but I fucked up and crashed it
I'm still alive but I wish I could die, told me the truth when I wish you would lie
Cause sometimes the fantasy's all that I need, real isn't something I'm ready to be

Valentine in december
You say you love me but you don't remember
I named, you caused me pain
All girls are the same in the end

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me suppress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time at least

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

december. | Produced by capsctrl

Visual: https://youtu.be/GPKZ9nyH2lM

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I catch a girl I can't let her go
Everyone I every cared for is gone, if you don't wanna stay then let me know
Why does everybody like to waste my time?  If you don't think you are then where're you now?
While I sit alone in my bed and cry, I can't even get high to escape my down

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I say that so many times, ain't shit else to say
Even when I'm happy, I don't really get to feel it, been not so long, I don't really like the feeling
My brain is so messed up, my hardware fried, I got a virus
So much weight I can't get up, if there's any kind of help please help me find it

I been searching for so long for somewhere that I belong
I'm an orphan to my own thoughts
I get so lost but I know where I'll end up
Dead in a box all covered up, my life's a mess, I fucked it up

Where do I go when I don't know where to go? (x4)

Peaceful in Hell, when I'm not I feel so cold
I'm off the rails and back on the same road
Not doing well but this is what I chose
Laugh at my pain, my life is all a joke

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I get it now, I just let it go
Everyone I ever cared for is gone, you don't really wanna stay, I already know
Why does everybody like to waste my time? I got tired of it all, I don't go out now
I just sit alone in my bed and cry, why should I get high when I'll just come down?

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, ain't shit else to say
Never really happy if I think I am, It'll go away
My brain is so messed up, I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

virus. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

guccihighwaters - goner

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