prod me

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/

saw u in class
pulled up ur ig
i kno i never asked
cuz im way too shy to be
talkin to u
my request went right thru
saw the noti on ur phone
but u didnt have a clue
who i was

i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being

but i got a crush on u baby
pls love me no maybes
yea the way u flip ur hair
it drives me fucking crazy
kill me and degrade me
i swear i can take it
anything to be with u
i kno that we can make it

(i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being)

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/
x2

hope ur doing well

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

@oxwillow cover

bloodsekai + yuki - beta orbiter

i saw you at the store 
staring at the floor
i really wanted to talk to you

ur looking really bored
arms hanging like a cord
how could i brighten up ur mood?

i really wish i wasnt such an awkward idiot
wanna tell u a sentence but i cannot finish it
being in conversations just makes me the dizziest
i dont know how to respond im such an embarrassment


words are choking 
i ruined the vibe
i should start smoking to ease my mind
i wanna run back home and forget it all
but im stuck in this hell hole all day long

my lifes a sad story
i got no one to hold me
i suffer by my lonely
i think im dying slowly

throwing up my insides i really wanna die
when is it my time








 




awkward idiot

https://open.spotify.com/track/7mqbAhXUufSH7hlw0O2tr7?si=8ac1bdc7afc3412a

time & time again
i keep on trying
but i see no end to this

rip my hair and flesh
replace my bones n skin

agonizing heartache
im worthless im so sorry
if im gone dont worry
i might be better off alone

just throw
me in
a coffin

i broke
ur trust
n promise

if only i
i was honest
i wouldn't push myself away

agonizing heartache

@bloodsekai

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

i always fail whenever i try
so ill just sit back as time goes by
im dependent i rely on my friends
i think they hate me again
when will this cycle end?

im so useless and lost
im so clueless and gone
just give me whatever i want
why cant i have whatever i want?

sitting in my room and i wanna cry 
cause nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
i dont wanna go outside!

(nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
nobody likes me i wanna cry
ill stay inside my room and hide)

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

life is just a chore!!! :'(

prod @bloodsekai 

bottles thrown around my room
haven't felt outside in two 
days go by since i got u 
my sad summer remains true

my phone girl makes me feel sane
love u loving me this way 
miss u bad like all day 
text me tell me its ok

u hold my mind together my sanity's all yours
text me tell me u love me no tears will have to pour
times with u are so fun i dont feel like a bore 
when ur close i always forget im insecure

my phone girl makes me feel sane
love u loving me this way 
miss u bad like all day 
text me tell me its ok

summer with u

1moretime

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

don't u dare look at him
you only need me 
why can't you see?
what's so special about him?
i'll follow him home
with a gun on my sleeve


i'm really in a bad mood
i found him by the bus stop
pulled out my gun and shot his chest 
he was in shock
gotta hurry up and end him now before i get caught
i'm crying as his body bleeds out what have i done?

now you're next too and i know all your footsteps
i'll kill your family too i'm really upset
and when you're dying i'll lick blood off of your dress
and when you shout for help i'll whisper are you done yet?

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

lovely homicide

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

--- lyrics: ---

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

lifeless

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