demo

im so down on my calories
im wasting all my energy
my bmi is in the negatives
im too afraid to
ask for help
my social anxiety
its getting hard for me

u say that im selfish and i never treat u right
but pls know that i did it all for u
i did it i did it I DID IT ALL FOR U
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U OHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U

did it all for you (acoustic demo)

@bloodsekai

staring at each other in the back of class
who would've known that tryna love wld be so bad
so my wrists bleeding on the ground no one can go help
bc no one wants to help a lonely reject
i hate the words that i said
i feel so sick i regret that
im walking in on you two
who would've known that love is so cruel

i was so infatuated w ur smell
i don't know if u can tell
but im starting to get fed up aswell
there's no going back go n stop that
i don't want ur help u already know that
i wanna cut your head off
wanna cut ur head off

i said we had something special
now my hearts on the table
i swear to god didn't mean to do this
i have the gun and i had to shoot it
you were mine, i was sad
this schizophrenia can't be that bad
suffocating, medicating
the only thing that makes me

i feel okay
i am mad
you're so angry, im so mad
i think ill kill you again

classroom romance w/ lovecupid prod bloodsekai

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based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

@weejk cover ft @bloodsekai
prodme (lot ofjhelp from sekai!!!)

@yukisasayaki:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

@bloodsekai:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

rain w/ bloodsekai (cover)

i dont feel happy no more
i want my wings to swore
look at you look at him 
this life seems so brim
do you wanna be with me  we can go A cross the 
do you want to be with ,e 2x
hold my hand thru the dark
tell me what i did wrong
tell me what i did wrong
my body not that strong
i dont feel happy no more
i feel like my wings are torn
look you look at him 
your life seems so bring
my soul could just be yours
i could be yours 2x

do you want to be with mev2 master

@weejk

wen u walk thru the door
every1 hits the floor
did u jus want the cash girl?
i wanted to know
wanna be more than friends
rest my head on ur legs
but u dont care about me
u couldnt care less

wujek - you couldnt care less

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

ppwc

all black everything yaa wen i pop out 
i cant hear a thing my headphones are so loud
my body moves with the beat 
close my eyes im in the club
asked her who she wants to be n she said my slut
said she has another man i said idgaf 
really love how u dance when ur off of the drug
maybe u could take my hand baby we could fall in love
said what do we do from here i said all of the above

for the night plz just trust me 
for the night plz just love me
for the night plz just touch me 
for the night plz just fuck me

who do u want to be prod 2broke #ppwc

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

woke up on saturday
to a kick right in the face
i have to work in minimum wage
i shouldnt have to work today
because i wanna stay online
i know that i should really get a life
i wont

spend my days on the internet
i fell happy when im isolated

i wont go outside
ill just stay inside
i wont go outside
ill just stay inside

spending my days on the internet

@yukisasayaki
take to you to the woods and tell you all my storys
and you said want more
what do you just want from me
i stalk u like im crazy
tell me that you love me
tell me that you hate 
tell me that you love me
tell me that you hate me2x
stalk you in the woods
stalk youu
just tell you all my storys
you said wanted more
just say you hate me
i know u want more
why do i look so crazy 
say you want morre
then you just left meee

stalk you in the woods

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
который год-который год 
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах

что ты знаешь обо мне и безнадёге 
ты сейчас одна и я один тоже
помню ты сказала что мы не похожи
а я искал в тебе себя но всё же
выхожу из дома и за оном весна
может быть когда-нибудь 
а может никогда
ты мой повод выйти из двери либо с окна
ты мой повод выйти из двери либо с окна
и вот я  иду к тебе навстречу
время где-то уже ближе к вечеру
я в надежде что мы излечим
наши с тобой раны и наши увечья 
ты ведь появилась не просто так
я верю в судьбу ты мой маяк
но это всё может быть не так
но это всё может быть не так
я ещё тебя даже не знаю
но внутри уже что-то скучает
ты попала туда от куда не достанешь
ты попала туда от куда не достанешь
и мне так холодно после нашего вечера
больше не откроюсь я 
не трогай моё сердце А
этот вечер я запомню надолго (x4)

а на утро
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах




hit undo Prod bloodsekai

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