INTERLUDE… air!

1st part: lava, prod lava
2nd part: hatchet, prod hatchet (https://soundcloud.com/hatchetsaww)

lyrics:
(Lava)
i cant control my emotions
the feelings left in me, soulless ocean

light has gone
im not home, still not here
nothing ever seems my way
do i ever care
drown in my sorrows in despair
break me down, the only way is down

you, left me here to rot

WHAT DO I LOVE
NOTHING? I CRY FOR GOD
NO, I KNOW NO ONE

(hatchetsaw)

So cold
Freezing in this tomb i call home
Rotting with the mold
My future left untold

Theres no feelings in me, im a bottomless hole
Im a piece of shit or thats what ive been told
I just wanna lay here, among the mold
Not being there and being controlled

Withered flowers tend to forget but its stuck to me like a silhouette
Is this what i wept for?
Is this what i really went for?

In a stream of my own tears
Seems that i have lost my piers
Still thinking of a damn reason cause
Why the fuck im am i stuck here?

love, no more (ft. hatchetsaw)

концепция

like you f cared
sitting alone in my room
tell me why im like this
cant seem to fight this
drinking just to hold this on

write my s note i know im not long for this world
smash my f head until i cant feel anymore

tried to take it by myself
this pain is all ive fuc dealt
i cant even smk to stop this storm
this anxiety is embedded in my bones

i wont live long (Я не проживу долго)

he just walked up looking to barter and my coin pouch was feeling heavy

Al3x Jønes $old me a $herm $tick Prod.$cion ft. REJECTEDREYNA

Cover art by Theo

Out my body where it sat 
All that talking faking anger i get way too used to that 
Locked in Cages in a lab but come alive in night to map 
crucifying racing rats while satisfying spacing bats 
x2

Out my body where it sat 
All that talking faking anger i get way too used to that 
Cages in a lab come alive in night to map
Sacrifice around the map
Sitting here contorted 
let it rain down pour shit 
Soak in front court shit while they
Poking at the stored shit  
Sentenced life no forced shit
Actor led to do decor shit while he
Dreaming dreams times 4 shit ya
Rulet with revolver guess we’ll see how this day goes 
On god feel i hate you all wanna send his ass the globe 
Then im off the this and that and sleep in golden glow 
Out my body looking down like damn he comatose 
Over working time over working over working
Clover purge the pines under cursing under cursing 
Burning soul and mind bodies hurting bodies hurting 
Turning through the lines sign is lurking sign is lurking

Dead Genius [Prod. Kill Ebola + Frdm.wav]

Stream

we share the same moon

faith's winter.. её зима ушла

crowlyyy - now we cry remix


and i dont even feel like myself
f ing up my health
been too long since i cried out for help
theres something wrong with all my energy
and i just long what you said to me
i cant see myself in the mirror no more
all these scars that i told yout hat f i tore

something wrong w my energy (crowlyyy remix)

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i wish i could cry

ive been loathing in the fear since i fucked you
need emotions that you bear imma hunt you
or grow up to others with some nuts loose
i dont want to promote drug abuse 
make a new game imma fucking play through 
drain brain food fuel for the changed moods
so sick of the venomous gossip said 
thats enough read dont wanna manifest it

your glass full of yourself bitch
past on hold eating souls in apartments
coal in stove whole dome in there melting 
been a minute since i felt shit 
if fists were rocks bet the walls got my pelting 
dont worry bout my health bitch
know it aint me when the drugs got me belching
fuck out my face bitch cant recognize faces not like i know names is this breakdown what change is to find dirty places on earth thats done aging to kill us all off full of hatred
rather be cursed than tamed bitch
maybe one day ill watch my fucking language 
right now watch myself love anguish 
maybe one day ill swim to the sane bliss

brain food [prod. homele$$]

gfx/producer/artist 

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INTERLUDE… air!

f̩͗̃̔ͣ̋͗o͕̓̊̌̇͌̎r̪̓̓ͭͮ̊ͣi̙̓̈́ͨ̄ͬ͂s̬̔̀̆ͥ̈́̿ ͊̉͒̅̅̔ͅ ⸸

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