Produced by Fantom

*Lyrics*

What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Do you just want company

What do you want from me
What do you want from me
You hurt me so comfortably 


And when you’re gone how could I move on without you here anymore 

Cuz when I’m alone all I think about is you walking out that door 


What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Do you just want company

What do you want from me
What do you want from me
You hurt me so comfortably


I used to think about you always worried about the things you said 

Then I realized you don’t love me you hate me you just want inside my head

And when your gone I can’t move on it feels like I lost a piece of myself 

I think back when I would fall and down you’d pick me up out this hell

These feelings so misleading fucked me up but atleast some light was shed

On all these rotten thoughts these toxic traits feels like you want me dead 

What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Do you just want company

What do you want from me
What do you want from me
You hurt me so comfortably

And when I’m gone I hope you know I loved you but I’ve lost myself

I can’t depend on fake love anymore I’m rising out this hell

What Do You Want From Me?

i just want you 

you don’t gotta go so quick 

why your so down on yourself 
you don’t need no one else 
hold you close so tight 
to the point where you hear my 
mental health 
say it’s quite great 
(quite great)


(stair way off ooooo’s) 

say broken shit 
and broken bitch  
falling down this hopeless bridge 
of hopeless bits 
holding on what’s left of it 
just common sense
now you add it up 
and use the dividend 
to factor it 

is it worth it 

i just want you next to me 
not afraid of love 
more afraid of dreams 
more afraid of loving you 
more then me 
that’s just facts not even courtesy 
might just be me 

i just want you 

you don’t gotta go so quick 

smile so bright 
brighter then the sun 
i learned 
and saw 
life isn’t  fun 
without 
someone you love 
cherish so close deeply 
(deeply) 

i hope you miss me 
(miss me) 

i could someone to you 
(2) 
if you let me 
(let me)
i’d you let me
(let) 

i don’t wanna be this 
baby i don’t wanna be that 
i just want you next to me 
it’s okay to not come back you deserve 
you deserve that 

i just want you 

you don’t gotta go so quick 

i’ve been staring at the moon 
reminds of you
i’m so down nowadays 
it’s okay 
in my brain 
we can talk more when we relate 

don’t be down 

’ll be around in your dreams 
once again 

so every time you 
LEAVE 
you can’t 
why

i don’t
want to be lost in space

not so fast (prod. Stoic)

1st single off new CRXSH album 1800 RNBW BDY dropping later this year. Pop / Hip-Hop / Rap with dark melodies, hard-hitting experimental trap drums, and lyrics about freedom, keeping focused & driven while protecting your energy from toxic influences.

RNBWBDY

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No Cap! (prod. Pandemxnium )

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memory lane (prod. mingus)

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VAMPIN (Prod.Basinthehat)

d o u r l l y l u v m e - ft.jcpinthecut (prod.eeryskies)

Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii // ESTHXER // much love.
GoodSleeper: https://soundcloud.com/user-499827718
Inciede: https://soundcloud.com/corey-mooney-33267318
prod. ESTHXER - https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Lyrics:

GoodSleeper:

I can feel it all again i
don't know how to feel safe
the pain that you deserve in me is
bleedin me but you remain 
they will see me Drown again
rain my lungs asphyxiate 
cough I toss and turn, I wait
for the day I end my stay


Inciede:

I still hear you screaming, see you bleeding, I'm still asking why
I've been left with questions the answers for which I'll never find
Drink or a smoke or a shot or a toke
You will do anything you can to cope
I wish I could save you, but I know I won't 
Now I fear you're at the end of your rope
I was weak but so were they, I just wish for one more day
Hold me in your arms, again you're all that makes all the pain all go away

ESTHXER:

All I feel now is how numb one can become
Footsteps indifferent, I hear her weeping
Screaming a banshee or my minds seeping

I love the blame you birthed to rain all the more shame, sleeping little snake. (X2)

Goodsleeper:

I can feel it all again i
don't know how to feel safe
the pain that you deserve in me is
bleedin me but you remain 
they will see me Drown again
rain my lungs asphyxiate 
cough I toss and turn, I wait
for the day I end my stay

ESTHXER:

Burnt turned inside out, do I trust my mind or heart, do I let him close or far away
Burnt turned outside in, sin over sin, again
Becoming more than a monster was a mistake

WHAT A SHAME Ft. GoodSleeper & Inciede (PROD. ESTHXER)

SAD LIL BITCH w/ ESTHXER
Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii // ESTHXER
prod. ESTHXER
ESTHXER - https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii
https://www.instagram.com/entitywitch/

Lyrics:

ESTHXER:
Soft on my wrist
Slice upon my life
Lights out, I'm blind
Soft on my wrist
Numb to death's scythe 
Slice upon my life
Lights out, I'm blind
Numb to my reapers scythe
Lights out, hit the trigger, I'm gone. X3 


HELLRIDER:
I sharpen my teeth,
As I'm falling underneath.
Lights out, lights out.
Watching you pour out as you blacken out,
Lights out, lights out.
I'm breathing in,
The sweet scent of demise.
Feeding off the deathful sin,
I sharpen my teeth through the vision in your eyes.
Sad little bitch, sad, sad little bitch.
Bullet to my own brain,
Feeding off your pain.
Lights out, lights out.
I sharpen my teeth,
As I'm falling underneath.
Lights out, lights out.
Watching you pour out as you blacken out,
Lights out, lights out.
The sweet scent of demise.
Feeding off the deathful sin,
Sad little bitch, sad little bitch

SAD LIL BITCH Ft. ESTHXER (PROD. ESTHXER)

Hustling w/LA LUKO (prod. WMO ORY)

Formerly "CAM" is an award-winning songwriter, producer, and engineer hailing from the Southside of Minneapolis, Minnesota. Emerging in 2013 as CAM, he brought raw performances to the Twin Cities underground scene, fusing Hip-Hop, Jazz, and cultural subtleties. Returning amidst COVID rebranded to Formerly "CAM"  gaining 100k+ global streams and awards for Original Composition and Production at 2019's Pandemic Film Festival for “The "H"”

2020's brought collaboration with UK's Loathe on "Days", debut studio project 'The Horn Effect', and follow-up 'I'm Young, I'm Alright But I Might Die' receiving a double feature in MPR’s The Current alongside feature on Exxe's "Nine to Five" following various releases 'Don't Want To Be Here Anymore' and 'Run Me Them Rackz' stood out for their social commentary and homage to the Midwest landing his first in-person interview on DogStar, while 2024's 'LSM' (Bandcamp/SoundCloud/YouTube) was featured in 3-part series with Bold Journey+CanvasRebel

2025's 'Dowmedy' and video “With Woundz” have exploded becoming 2nd most viewed video in under 150 days with 250k+ views in 6 months across platforms. From trending audio on Facebook/Instagram, top creator in Minneapolis (#5 Minnesota) on Triller, to the first US artist on UK’s UNKOVA, and contest opportunities via Tiny Desk, Warped Tour and Global Citizen Fest, Formerly is working beyond music with Cameo, Hulu, and Sam’s Club providing perks for his local community and accessibility for his international audience

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