I will do anything for you baby
Please don't leave me all alone oh maybe
I can make it up to you, to you I will be true
'Cause I can't live without you

This one's for you Kayla my wife
I am blessed beyond measure to have you all my life
But I want to take this time to lay out all of my mistakes
Line by line listen up and I will give you what you'll take
And though you have forgiven me confession's on my heart
All these witnesses to hear that perfection's really hard
Where to even start, I don't want to miss a part
But to list out all of my sins is like the horse before the cart

So I'll start by saying how much I adore you
Poetically implore you
To envision women crying in the pews
At a funeral of a girl who died with her baby in utero
Take their suffering and put it in a cup never used
I would drink that cup if it meant I could be with you
One more day past my due
You and I know that's not later rather soon
How lucky my brief time on Earth can be spent up with you
Though many times I've squandered it like a goddamn fool

Now listen to the beat, I dropped a couple voices
To clean it up so you can hear about my stupid choices
Like the time I chose that crazy girl just to test her out
That was after I said to you exclusive to that there is no doubt

Or another time when I didn't check my mouth
And kissed Andrea, and started our little bout
But to that you turned around and
Took the book I read and used it in your freaking vows
I can't believe you Kayla your forgiveness literally has no bound

Even when I tried to cancel our wedding
I left you on the phone begging
I was simply letting
My mother's disapproval sway my thoughts, so asurb
I came to realize she is not the woman that I should try to serve
That woman's you, Kayla your name so sweet off the tongue
My tongue is yours not his or hers and for you all my work is done
But just stay tuned my lovely queen, listen up and be keen,
'Cause your crazy king blinged with a left ring has just begun

I will beckon giant crowds for you
Amass people I've found for you
Make them get real loud for you
Anything to make you proud
But I make this music as I please
If it brings money then may it be
A blessing from the Lord from which our kids can grow and feed
I never stop for anything for you I live and breathe
I'll be your noble steed or a gentle breeze I'll be anything you need
I'm unworthy of your love like a gift from above, nonetheless you give it out like charity, all for free

I'm undeserving cause I let my demons have a power over me
Take control of me
Ruin me
My progress incomplete
You know the sin of wrath is by far the very worst
I bring a senseless vengeance down on you, I know it is a curse
I am weak, not so meek, but I seek, the Living Water to quench my thirst
But in the process I make you hurt, and your presence I desert
And though I'm loyal I still go off and talk and flirt
With these young dumb bitches in their cute frilly skirts

Lust, fuck, now that I really hate
Regardless what I do it's always in my fate
I wish it'd let me be it has a grip over me
I beg the Lord God almighty to just free me as a plea
I know He hears my prayers and ignores them deliberately
He wants me to free myself if nothing else He refuses to give the key
If I had to guess I'd probably say that means
I must strive to defeat this demon to earn the wisdom earnestly

Even with my flaws you simply accept me
With your love you bless me
Touch me, pinch me, this all must be a dream
If it is then I don't want to wake up, if I do I hope it's not abrupt, like an atom bomb erupt
That's my love like a mushroom cloud looming loftily
Fallout dropping
On your heart wanting
All of me like I want all of you baby boo
That's the meaning of holy matrimony to which I said I do

I will do anything for you baby
Please don't leave me all alone oh maybe
I can make it up to you, to you I will be true
'Cause I can't live without you

Matrimony

Matrimony (feat. Alina K.)

NEW EP OUT NOW : linktr.ee/YvngHomieRyan

Cover art by: www.instagram.com/hugo.psd/

Lyrics:

All these memories...

What we used to be...

How much you meant to me...

Chorus:

I've been drowning in all these memories
Of me and you and what we used to be
You didn't see how much you meant to me
My heart fell for you infinitely

x2

Verse 1:

Time and time again I wanna end it all
Voices in my head, how could you let me fall
Look me in my eyes painfully recall
Look me in my eyes tears begin to fall

Girl you were my Novacane
Like a drug to ease my pain
Pop a pill I start to fade
Doesn't matter anyway
Wake up inside of my grave
I've tried to find the love I crave
Affection has got me enslaved
I might end it all any fucking day

Chorus:

I've been drowning in all these memories
Of me and you and what we used to be
You didn't see how much you meant to me
My heart fell for you infinitely

x2

Verse 2:

I wish I was just heartless from the very start
Cause maybe then I wouldn't ever have fallen apart
But in the end it doesn't really matter anyway
On this path I lead I can just go and walk away
It doesn't matter what they say

Chorus:

I've been drowning in all these memories
Of me and you and what we used to be
You didn't see how much you meant to me
My heart fell for you infinitely.

x2

Memories

Memories (prod. 5head)

Hoodstar (feat. Yvng8 & DSC Wokstar) - Single

Hoodstar (feat. Yvng8 & DSC Wokstar)

HOODSTAR (FT. YVNG8 & FTO K WOKK) [PROD. BY RAGE SANTANA]

Released Jan. 22, 2021

Stream Elsewhere: http://smarturl.it/mide-nirvana

Song Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Mide-nirvana-true-love-lyrics

Nirvana (True Love)

Mario Judah - I Cannot Love You

Nothings Changed

Way Too Long Ago

mixed/mastered/engineered by Matt Marie

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Way Too Long Ago

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