I AM THE WAY

LYRICS 

when autumn turns to rust 
and the leaves are crystallizing 
the person walking next to me 
will be your ghost 

it’s almost been a year 
since you turned to stone 
i’m telling you this winter
will be colder than it’s ever been before


i’m hanging on by a thread 
and as i slip 
the scarf around my neck unravels piece by piece 
showing me something i’m not ready to see
i’m not ready to go home this christmas eve 


winter falls down around me 
like gingerbread houses 
crumbling at the tremble 
of unsteady hands

pine needles dance around us 
as we stand around the christmas tree 
in place of the snow 
that used to fall at your feet 


i’m hanging on by a thread 
and as i slip 
the scarf around my neck unravels piece by piece 
showing me something i’m not ready to see
i’m not ready to go home this christmas eve

Turned To Rust (Demo)

The Root

By Daffodils and Death

Radio Waves/Dancing In The Winter Snow

Sympathy For The Devil Demo

The Holy Ghost Haunts False Prophets

Of Crows

The Fool

I’m Just Wasting Time Until I Die; There Is Nothing Left of Me

The Fool, Part Two

Paper Crane // Right To Die

Radio Waves

LYRICS

I don’t want you to love me
But I don’t want you to leave. 
I just wish you were happy.
I just wish I was happy. 

We don’t have to talk about 
What we do in the dark 
When we drink ourselves stupid 
And wonder if somebody cares where we are. 

I don’t want you to love me
But I don’t want you to leave. 
I just wish you were happy.
I just wish I was happy. 

Sometimes the pain imprisons me.  
I try to chase it patiently 
But patience isn’t worth the wait 
When drugs are just a call away. 
I’ve never found a chaser 
That could wash away the taste
Of the disappointment burning
A hole in my face. 

I don’t think you should love me
But I don’t want you to leave. 
I just wish you were happy
i just wish i was happy

I broke my back
Trying to prove to you
That I wasn’t addicted to drugs
But now I’m hooked on pills
And I’ve hurt everyone I love

Horseman

(she/her) i’d like to think i make some distant cousin of folktronica. might just be noise 🫠

For Odessa

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