ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Waking Up Is Hard To Do (Alt Version)

my head in a noose-ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR

so fucked in the head
always to the end
super-running out of luck
can't see things thru the rest

of these motherfuckers 
always crowding around me
get away from me
get away from me

fuck
i guess it all depends
shit
im breakin everything
why
does it have to never end
fuck
ill never get it in

feel so lonely
feel so fuckin depressed
cant see thru all the smoke
in my room im dead in bliss

these motherfuckers always crowd around me
gtf away from me
grf away from me

fuck
i guess it all depends
shit
im breakin everything
why
does it have to never end
fuck
ill never get it in
never get it in
x4

NEVER GET IT IN

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

ROTTING (STARVING IN MY ROOM)

THE THRILL-SEEKING ADVENTURE

pretty shit rip

Worthless demo

video: https://youtu.be/p02CVSkXwT4?si=Fnums85584RyPN0F
take me away

r9k i look and pray 
another awkard stupid day 
when i cry see myself on the way to hell 
and didnt i know why
and didnt i know why
r9k go way 
lord take me away

im brainwashed and hopless and so scared cuz r9k
we all need the father to save us from r9k
just brainwashed a goner so usless thats r9k
it took me over the father now i cant complain 

not chasing money i got better things to do
now i gave my life to christ it feels so good
and i really thought that there was no way out 

to saving my r9k
my r9k mind
to saving my r9k 
my R 9 K mind

r9k i look and pray 
another awkard stupid day 
when i got helpt said nevermind
i was always stuck inside
i was always stuck inside
r9k go way 
lord take me away

r9k mind

i have an internet addiction
my brain is rotted to the core
always needing more attention
wanna be an internet celebrity

i cant escape this shit hole
its apart of who i am
i want  to leave this fake world
but i always end up back

killing me
i just want to leave
but im so addicted to the screen
this is killing me
i just want to leave
why you shouldnt escape to fantasies
oh no

oh no oh no oh no
ive had my fun im done
im so im so im so im so done

INternetCELebrity

very screamy cover of https://on.soundcloud.com/rUKdW7dsM2qWpQgNA

rest in peace watermark i wish i could've known you bettter

moe r. on w/ inf3stxtion

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0b3ICwBXcuQJ6F6aYNNnQ0?si=48b0fd7b279d4470

NEVER GET IT IN

heelflip

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