what even is there to life here if we die later anyway, if we will not remember this anyway? im slowly falling into what i thought i was saved from. i thought i was good. i thought i was enough. i thought all these things. at least no one who can make any more fun of me will find this. damn it. i cant even sit at the dinnertable anymore and be present. nothing here is fulfilling. nothing here is helping. it's all just pulling deeper and deeper down into the endless pit of misery. i ignored the one thing that could save me, why should i even care? no person on this app can tell me to keep going, because i didn't even believe god when he told me so, i didnt pay much attention anyways. he's just doing me back the same. i understand.

I think I’m the only Brazilian to comment here, so if you want, translate to English…

Mas eu realmente acho que mereço morrer sozinho… Tipo, nos dois tínhamos uma bela amizade, mas eu sou tão egoista, mas tão egoista… Eu realmente só queria ficar do lado dela, mesmo quando ela já tinha deixado claro que não tinha interesse… e agora, eu só queria ajudar ela, mas qualquer merda que eu fizer pode e VAI ser mal interpretado, por que eu insisti demais onde não poderia… O pior? É saber que nada disso tem volta… Nada funciona mais, eu tento, realmente tento voltar ao que era antes mas não dá… Talvez esse seja o meu maior erro, estragar uma bela amizade com sentimentos inúteis…

Ima live to show this world what I’m made of I don’t need girls or money or safety I’m gonna do it if in gods will, also if anyone needs to talk on some real stuff.

Mood

our debut EP out on spotify, apple music and other platforms as well

Stress Relief

my bloody valentine - when you sleep

SymphoCat - Long Whale Song (Slowed + Reverbed)

9 -Dean Blunt & Panda Bear

symphocat - long whale song (slowed and reverb)

oblivion (+hozuki) slowed

https://c152.lnk.to/strongfeelings

strong feelings EP
01/19/24

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the night we met

i was born to be alone

Money Flip & Willix - the night we met

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realization

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burial

burial (stuttercore version)

Between each starlight

ESPRIT 空想 - Warmpop

Electronic ambient sound designer Kozlovsky Nikita

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