you are to break free from your mind and learn the art of dying

what even is there to life here if we die later anyway, if we will not remember this anyway? im slowly falling into what i thought i was saved from. i thought i was good. i thought i was enough. i thought all these things. at least no one who can make any more fun of me will find this. damn it. i cant even sit at the dinnertable anymore and be present. nothing here is fulfilling. nothing here is helping. it's all just pulling deeper and deeper down into the endless pit of misery. i ignored the one thing that could save me, why should i even care? no person on this app can tell me to keep going, because i didn't even believe god when he told me so, i didnt pay much attention anyways. he's just doing me back the same. i understand.

a real boy need a real name... joe

Gigi Masin - Call Me (slowed & Reverb & Instrumental)

Mind ( No Drum Version)

Mind (No Drum Version)

next to blue - audio 002 (slowed + reverb)

https://c152.lnk.to/strongfeelings

strong feelings EP
01/19/24

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forgot your name

deftones - L(MIRL) (slowed & reverbed + looped beginning)

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

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my little winter.

Deftones - (L)MIRL (slowed and reverb

"I Think Therefore I Am AM.. I AM!" - IHNMAIMS AM x Red Sex

I think therefore I am, I AM/ judge holden  x red sex (slowed n reverb)

Red Sex x AM Speech ( I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream )

Void in Blue [Outro] - Glare (slowed)

And i was trapped. I alone had no body x red sex

i was born to be alone

a way out (slowed to perfection)

prod. doxxyy
w/ @starwiitch
Dreams of the glory
@gloomsquad

lyrics:
[doxxyy]
when i come home i am nothing
when i go out i am nothing
can i go out and be something (yeah)
when i come home i am nothing
when i go out i am nothing 
can i go out and be something (please)

[star]
im afraid to look away
another day ashamed
to be me
to be me
im alone
i cant afford to be all on my own
i see u love away
love away
say its over
im in love
ive made my mind
ive made my mind
melted sorrows
the window

[doxxyy]
in a hotel, and im freezin in the blankets
1 bed, no nightstand, like the matrix
london flight at 4am 
im so gone at 4am
i hope you liked reading my story
doxxyy gloomsquad dreams of the glory
make my bed and set me free
im not dead Im Just Asleep

I'm Just Asleep (+Starwitch)

Electronic ambient sound designer Kozlovsky Nikita

For connecting: nichita.cozlovschi@gmail.com

inst: _forw0rn_

i was born to be alone

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