@violetxx9

what i need to do, what i need to be
i wanna be with you, want you to be w me
commit a crime for you and then we flee the scene
i'm in a beamer coupe and we don't need no keys
fuck it yeah i do it on my own
you ain't want me so you left me all alone
you used to spray all of my hoodies with cologne
now i never see your name up on my phone
what do i want?
why do i keep talking to her?
what do i want?
i don't know whats keeping me here
why do i make versions of her that do not exist?
why do i stay?
baby you're the one that i miss
in the audi, baby we like four deep
i seen you call me but i'm fuckin' on these thotties
with my brodies, keep the 30 on me
finna od, off the x n codeine
finally nice outside where do i go?
i dont wanna go out all alone
baby call me please
please call my phone
i dont wanna be all alone
what i need to do, what i need to be
i wanna be with you, want you to be w me
commit a crime for you and then we flee the scene
i'm in a beamer coupe and we don't need no keys
fuck it yeah i do it on my own
you ain't want me so you left me all alone
you used to spray all of my hoodies with cologne
now i never see your name up on my phone
what do i want?
why do i keep talking to her?
what do i want?
i don't know whats keeping me here
why do i make versions of her that do not exist?
why do i stay?
baby you're the one that i miss
wanna get high in the back of the ride
with you by my side
together till the end of the night
watchin' all the city lights

put into words (violet)

@han2k15

ion got much to say so when i talk yea it means more
but you gon take what i say n blow it up like a c4
smokin gas gettin high when i feel low like the sea floor
poppin pills to feel alright use em up damn i need more
takin pills but ik u dont like it 
but ily so i might try 2 fight it
tell u how i feel aint no point in tryna hide it
smokin gas pack yea it got me too enlightened
and it got me so high yea it got me in the stars
and im feelin safe w u yea no matter where we are
yea ill take a trip for u ill walk cross the blvd
i wont even trip w u me n u we goin far

means more (han)

prod @finbow & @spirit1004

you got me on my knees
yeah you, got me sayin please
and that's something i don't do (very much, very much)
but i guess for you
girl you gon hit me back? when im in town
yea i swear, i might not go back, 'cause youre around
but i know it's on me, i made you frown
but i know it's on you, when i feel down
winter's cold, snow is fallin', im gon hold you tight
imma hold you close, in my arms, baby girl you're mine
yeah you said you cant see your future its a scary sight i know
put your trust in me you know i'm never doing you wrong

girl you gon' hit me back? when im in town
but i know it's on me, i made you frown

yeah those eyes of yours, oh i get so lost in 'em
feel the ice so cold, stay with me 'till end of winter
and the lies you told, i want 'em out the way
i want 'em out the way
i want 'em out the way

yeah you love me in a way i dont get
think a lot yeah im stuck in my head
memories of us turn into sand
and like death note put my life in your hands

they said the devil wears prada
but so do you i should've known
you gon' breakdown when i leave
i can't leave you alone
know that your bad for me
so don't hit up my phone
i wont pick up like you think
let it ring at the tone

winter's cold (finbow & spirit)

@jkjmetasco


took a sip damn i spilled it on my shirt
blood stains on my sleeve, my wrist hurt
i dont know why i do it just for her
took a while but i know what im worth
all you care about is you not nobody else
cant believe i was with you 
could have been somewhere else
i done wasted my time with you i want it back
i wasted my time with you i cant get back
so ill just move on
yea you know i keep it pushin
whyd i stay so long?
could swear i was gon lose it
so stuck in my mind
no i cant think straight
said change takes some time
but i cannot wait
im so isolated
got me feeling different types of hatred
i know i hate it
i been feelin all different types of ways and
im tired of waiting
do i want this change i might go back
its hard to fight back
might go to the past
if you feel lonely
i could be lonely with you
tell me, baby
why do you seem so blue?
why do you seem so rude?
i dont know what to do
with you

change (jkj)

@acn77
prod @violetxx9 & @1wasterr


so if i let you go
you promise to come to me
like you said so
ill sit here till youre back to me
here ill wait here for you
even if its all i do
i would give my time
just to spend another second with you
i would waste my time
even when you wanted nothing to do
with me
feels like last week
you would ask me
"babe would you catch me if i fell?"
when im not around you im in hell
ive been feeling down not feeling well
i dont know if you could tell

and i been feeling so stressed
you could do what you want yea i know that u the best
if you need me you can call or you know that you can text
if he talkin down on you you know i grab that pistol on the dresser
in my thoughts all alone dont know if i trust her
if its me that you want i dont think it could work
and i know that you need me
i been off the drugs you know that im seeing 3d
please dont hit my phone yea you blocked i had to delete
if he play with you then we give that boy a 3 piece
i know that you bad but i dont think you could keep me
i know that you want me like baby come and see me yea

promises (violet & wasterr)

prod @mxsui

@violetxx9
want you to pass me by, till the day i feel alright
i walk right by, i see you walk right by
you stay in my head, through the dead of night
and i feel your cries, sometimes i wanna die
but i cnt right now, dont wanna leave you behind
and when it feels hard, i want you to be mine
want you to hold me down, wna feel my cry
need you to hold me tight, need all your love right now
like youre in the dark, and im your light
you keep me up late, you feel me w your lips
i can see through your lies, yea im used to this

@sakeu
i cant do this, we go back and forth
how can i miss this?
but she deserves the love and to you ill give
i know what we have is rough
but you and me still stick together
you look like poetry, you cure anxiety
when youre beside of me
but something inside of me just
let you go
but i couldnt let you know
i hate to recall
when you poured your heart right out
i let you fall
its so hard to talk right now, i dont know what to say
apologies so far away and sorry didnt matter 'cause i said it too late

feel my cry (mxsui)

@mxsui

said you want it to come to a stop
cause the pain it hurts your heart
but when everything comes crashing down
i know youll be in my arms
I dont wna leave u
for you i would go to extremes
when i asked if you would do the same for me
you just looked at me and didnt say a thing
yeah i promise not to break your heart again
baby its just you and me here til the end
are you even here
i just wanna heal

I dont wna leave u
for you i would go to extremes
when i asked if you would do the same for me
you just looked at me and didnt say a thing

respond in kind (mxsui)

@mxsui

i know its been a while
since i last saw your smile
hope its been well
you had something to tell
that left me stuck (right where we were)

so if you give me some time
ill get you off my mind
cause i ain't been on yours
and it feels like a chore
to spend all this time and i'm still not yours

and i can't keep waiting, waiting, waiting
so tired of you saying, saying, saying
that you'll be okay soon
yeah you had me so fooled

she said "you can't love someone like me"
yeah she said "you should take my love lightly"
she said, she always said that she might leave
and that's what she did, but its her i hope to see again

love lightly (mxsui)

@pyu 

i just popped1
n i aint got much left..
but ill save 1 for U..
she knows im off 1
cuz i dnt talk much
she knows im not tryna b rude
n where u go ill go
she said she'll follow me
dnt think ill meet a soul
that'll get all of me 
too bad we dnt talk no more
promises were left at the door
thats how it goes
its how she is
yea she'll come right back
its not right
its what it is
i know she got my back
thru thick n thin
when its rough
despite how i act
ill do the same just for her
ill clean up my act

in your name (meta)

@pyu

do you remember? december?
the weather?
and how close we were
and when you kissed me first
it was right there and then i knew
that i wasnt meant for you
and it hurt so bad
and sometimes i wish i could go back
but i missed my chance
may i have this last dance
one more time, one more time
what i need to do
what i need to be
what i need from you
is just one thing
just one time, one time
just tell me its all my fault
cause then maybe ill let things fall... thru..
i dont expect you to call back
but girl without you im so sad
so dont you ask, im ok
no, i just lied to your face
but you know that

do you remember? december?
the weather?
and how close we were
and when you kissed me first
it was right there and then i knew
that i wasnt meant for you
and it hurt so bad
and sometimes i wish i could go back
but i missed my chance
may i have this last dance
one more time, one more time

once more (meta)

prod @dreamboi228 & @bxxngan


you're falling hard
you know i could tell
but you fell apart
way harder than you fell
so you're staying quiet now
you're keeping to yourself
but what do i know
i barely know myself

i'm feeling so isolated
i'm tired of waiting
i'm tired of staying
of where i'm not supposed to be
wanna be with you i want you close to me
but i don't know if that's fine
are you thinking bout the last time
where you bled on me
red's all i could see
you act like it was me
that cut you, cut you

when you fell i caught you
when you didn't want to
be caught and it haunts you
you keep blaming me
the feeling of we
it scares you till this day
i cannot make you stay

i'm feeling so isolated
i'm tired of waiting
i'm tired of staying
of where i'm not supposed to be
wanna be with you i want you close to me
but i don't know if that's fine
are you thinking bout the last time
where you bled on me
red's all i could see
you act like it was me
that cut you, cut you

bled on me (dreamboi & bxxngan)

@symelz

i know, i can't fall
left me way behind, yeah you left me in the cold
i say that i'm fine, dont believe what you've been told
in the dark alone, im cryin'
waiting for you to get home
hit your phone
wait for you to call
you ain't even respond
you don't give a fuck no more
lying in the rain, yeah you left me where it pours
crying through the pain, girl you left me in the storm
loving you, its a chore
i'm not sure, anymore
it hurts me, to the core
you're the one i adore
need to leave, where's the door?
roll up leaf, when i'm bored
couldn't leave, what's in store?
i just had to know more
i just had to hold your, hand
you know you're, bad
oh girl what i need from you
i need all of you
just to tell the truth
i hope you need me too
'cause i need you

left behind (symelz)

#kop
prod @mxsui

@hollons
don't know what to say
how do i feel today?
i guess i feel a way
i said i feel okay
but, to tell you the truth
i don't know what to do
can i confide in you?
girl let's go to the moon
i've got a view you've gotta see
finally me and you
yeah we have some privacy
now you gotta choose
are you gon side with me?
you choose him you lose
all the things you had with me

@cipx
all of the shit that you do to me
in my heart she be shootin' me
i swear this shit is not new to me
she say i act so stupidly
sayin' that's how she feel
and that's for real
yellin' at me, chill
she wanna die on that hill
no she can't get a text back
i swear she a set back
listen to my voice girl just sit back
me and @wokeups outside countin' big racks
no this hoe so lame
two can play that game
she wanna drive me insane
i'm finna leave her in shame

@hollons
don't know what to say
how do i feel today?
i guess i feel a way
i said i feel okay
but, to tell you the truth
i don't know what to do
can i confide in you?
girl let's go to the moon
i've got a view you've gotta see
finally me and you
yeah we have some privacy
now you gotta choose
are you gon side with me?
you choose him you lose
all the things you had with me

i'll be okay if you leave
it won't be like it used to
would you still think of me
cause i know i'll think of you
don't know how you left with ease
i'm just so different from you
i don't get how you could leave
for me no girl is above you

her decision (mxsui)

@jalenvlm
@1luvpurp

she wanna make life hard
break my heart, so ill record
fight and fuss, go back and forth
this aint what im looking for
she loves me thats what she swore
man this hurts me to the core
i love what we had and more
but i cant do this no more
yeah your love felt like a chore that i just had to keep up
you just kept asking more and more, like we aint both had it rough
go ahead just walk up out that door, i know we both had enough
she said she cant do this no more, but im calling her bluff
so tell me
is it worth
cause when you
say it hurts
i dont know how to help
im just blaming myself
so i aint put it on you
you didnt worry bout how i felt
and how i dealt
with all this pain
i wasnt there for myself
i know that youre hurting, hurting as well
but as long as im with you theres nowhere else (id rather be)
nowhere else

worth (jalenvlm & luvpurp)

@assdirt @pyu

when you say, that you wont come back
i just pray, that you will run back
oh your words mean so much more
than you give them credit for
so next time can you just hold them back?
if theres even a next time, if that
cause i cant hold your hand
i cant be your man
i cant even dance with you no more
you dont know how bad it gets
how sad i get
its like it goes on and on
and i dont know how bad it gets for you
i said that i would be there for you i swore

false hope (assdirt & meta)

@jkjmetasco

Baby I can't miss you, but you know I miss you
You know that I live to love you
You was my baby, what I lived for
Said she left, 'cause then maybe I'd live more
My life went left, I got nothing to live for
And for myself, I can't do what I did for you
I know I'm supposed to think about me
But I keep seeing you in my dreams
It's a nightmare and I cannot leave
They keep me up, I cannot sleep
Baby I loved you more than I loved my own life
Stuck here missing you I know it's bad for life
Cuts on my wrist I'll die, yeah I'd die tonight
Blood spill on the floor know I ain't livin' right
I'm crying in that corner with that candle light
Burn myself I know it hurts but I kind of like it
Yeah I hurt myself just to feel alright
Fuck
Have you ever felt so choked up, that you can't speak no words?
I wish I could fuckin' speak up, but I'm gon' feel this burn
Look down see the cuts then look up, Is this what I deserve?
Take the lighter I got no blunt, I'm burnin' up my worth
In my head I'm thinking too much, so much it fuckin hurts
On the ground I cannot get up, put me under the dirt
Get the gun I load that shit up and join the club like Kurt
I don't think I'll ever let up, 'cause I'm too fuckin' hurt

live more, live less (jkj)

@hakeon

she said show me the light
i'm your satellite, you are my world
you light up the night
she want vivi pearls, we'll get something nice
you look so good that it hurts
where've you been all my life?
for you i'd make sacrifices i won't usually make
you and me compromise ain't no need to debate
'cause i love you like so much, hope you feel the same
just know as i grow up i'll make some mistakes
so can you, put my past aside?
i did that with you, i learned over time
i'll break these old habits with you in my life
i'm so glad i have her right here by my side
like i just want, exactly what you want
everyday of the month, wake up like "wyo?"
hope i don't do no wrong, girl i'll do right by your side
you're the love of my life, i could show you that light
show you the light that you been needin'
girl what you want? go 'head shop at neimans
i hope i'm not too much, i'm just overthinking
just forget who i was, i don't think i'm breathin'
but you bring me right back down
bring me back to the ground
head over heels right now
"are you gon' leave me now?"
she said "what you talkin' bout?"
i think i'm buggin' out
"why would i leave you now?"
i cant figure it out

learning (hakeon)

@1kkyoto

she wanna leave i'm like ok
i ain't gonna call her phone no way
don't say there's another way
when you talk to me cause you're way too late
i'm tired of her ways i'm tired of how she lives her life
like girl you know that this ain't right
it's way too late to make it right
but damn i'm missin' how you talk
but even if i miss her i know i can't unblock
i don't even know if i miss her, do i even wanna talk?
i guess i wish that you knew, just how far i've gone
but you messed it up
and couldn't just be there all the time
like when i wake up
i thought you'd be here by my side
but i guess i'm wrong
for going to you to confide
think i've had enough
i don't need you here in my life
no i can't give up, i ran out of love
you know that its up, are you ever wrong?
you love to talk, i don't wanna talk
cause you let me fall apart
she wanna stay lowkey, her man don't know 'bout me
we gon' hop inna v, yeah she ride around chillin' with me
we ride 'round like four deep, you know i got racks on me
i see her eyes on me, like bae where you wanna be
yeah whats the vibe tonight?
you shine in the light, baby girl you're so divine
it's a party night, i could make you feel alright
yeah she fine alright, baby wyo tonight?

messed up (1kkyoto)

@1kkyoto

go 'head play my heart strings and you'll hear your favorite song
had to tell you the truth i couldn't string you along
i just loved seeing you i thought we could belong
together forever but i guess i was wrong
is it my fault? is it my bad?
it took one call, now you're all sad
i ain't mean to put you down
'cause i love having you around
i can't do this right now
but i'll see you around
so how does that sound?
does it sound ok?
and i hate when you frown
when i go away
but you know i did it for you, like of course i wanna hold you
but i'm not the one for you and that's something that i told you
need to be somewhere else, 'cause i ain't doin' well
and it's givin' you hell, and you can't see that now
gotta break this off now
before it gets too bad, but it already has
i lost my best friend..
'cause i did her real bad, said "i love you" right back
when i ain't mean it like that..

heart strings (1kkyoto)

@1kkyoto
@jalenvlm

now i know that i'm enough
been away from you it took so long for what?
can't even be mad at you 'cause i know i'm at fault
and i know i'll be alone for a while that's how it goes
but wassup ouu ahh
if you want you could pull up
you and i get so stuck
why do i fall so hard?
if you roll up my sleeve
you'll see my beating heart
will you be there for me?
when it all falls apart
yeah i hit it out, out the ballpark, gettin' money i'm finna ball hard
yeah she said i got a cold heart, she aware yeah she so smart
but i miss her when it's all dark, like ohhhh i hate that part
just hit me if you miss me, you know i ain't that far
i'm way too far gone
and goin' back is so wrong
but baby girl we could see the stars
damn seeing you just makes it hard
to try and just stay apart
i tried to play my part, i tried to rip my cards
but i know i can't restart
like i know if i go i'll fall off again
i'll find a way to cope say "it's part of the plan"
but it's not, like am i in your thoughts?
is it worth being so stuck wondering if you think of me or not?

so stuck (1kkyoto & jalenvlm)

@otaku_u

you said you know me but you don't..
hop out, finna pop out amg not inna rolls
"how he get so fly?" put ts on it don't matter where i go
i thought you were mine, but right now idk...
when i look at you baby i fall apart
i said "what do you see in me?"
she said "i see it all"
i think that she lyin' to me 'cause i ain't no star
she looked me in my eyes she said "yeah you're way more"
i know i can't, i know i spent...
way too much of my time on you again
like i just need someone to call a friend
like i just need someone to call again
you need to decide tonight, whether you're on his side or mine
you know i could treat you right, baby just tell me whats on your mind
so when i call tonight, you gotta tell me what it comes down to
oh girl yk that i had to, i gotta move on right past you
its you ahhh, baby dont get it confused ahhh
oh yeah its cool ahh baby yk how i move ahh
you're the best that i've had
imma get you that bag
idc what i spend girl yk im gon make it back

way more (otaku)

@xangang-tm
@xankoma

Don't know what I thought
I thought you wanted more
but I was so wrong
You left me so lost
How you on me like one day
The next day you're not
Can you blame me for my thoughts?
You left me in the dark
Don't gotta keep me around
If you don't want me at all
"I don't like to do this often"
but every night we've been callin?
You acted like you were all in
You were so quick to move on
Why'd we do all the talkin'
When for you, it was nothing
I know I made some assumptions
but your actions didn't match all your words
I know you weren't tryna get hurt
But I'm the one under weather
Go 'head and cut me off
Yeah, severed
It's whatever

I don't blame you for being honest
but when you do all this
I don't know where my heart is
It felt like I was so wanted
If you didn't want more
Why did you act that way
So easy for you to move on
But I do not work that way
I've been through this before
Don't know how I didn't know
That you were playing a role
Got too attached 'cause I wanted more
This hurt way more than you know
I think that it's time to let go
It felt so good to be close to you
I wish you felt like that too

Don't know what I thought
I thought you wanted more
but I was so wrong
You left me so lost
How you on me like one day
The next day you're not
Can you blame me for my thoughts?
You left me in the dark
Don't gotta keep me around
If you don't want me at all
"I don't like to do this often"
but every night we've been callin?
You acted like you were all in
You were so quick to move on
Why'd we do all the talkin'
When for you, it was nothing
I know I made some assumptions
but your actions didn't match all your words
I know you weren't tryna get hurt
But I'm the one under weather
Go 'head and cut me off
Yeah, severed
It's whatever

severed (xangang & xankoma)

@prodmalice

I never learn, I want you with me
I never learn, am I against me?
I'm chasing real love
While she chasin' lust
Maybe I'll learn this time
No doubt in my mind

Girl, I'm on whatever you're doing 
Like where do you wanna be?
You're out of this world
Oh her body, her movements
This is something no one else can see
Like is this real, oh girl I love what we're doing
She love how I make her feel
Girl this feeling's surreal
Can I feel more than I should be?
When I'm with her, feels like time is still
I don't know my deal
I keep on falling, I'm bruising
Get back up, like I ain't learn a thing
She don't know how I feel
Attached even with no strings
I guess I'll never learn to think
To put my all in me

But it's not all on me
She keeps on calling
I pick up, we're talking
She tellin' me 'bout her problems and life
But I don't hear a thing
I'm so stuck in her eyes
Thinkin' bout how good she looks
Think 'bout all the pics we took
When I think of finer things
It's all bout her, I'm hooked
There's lots of sights to see
Shes one of them for sure
I’ve put in work all week
Every night just ends with her

Girl, I'm on whatever you're doing 
Like where do you wanna be?
You're out of this world
Oh her body, her movements
This is sum no one else can see
Went in for the kill, I said hey what are we doing
I don't even know myself
Like how should I feel?
I’m feeling more than I should be
She said she don't want nothing real
Nothing real

nothing real (malice)

@1kkyoto
@jalenvlm

I lied when I said I’m fine
When you’re not around, and you text so dry
Now you don’t know ‘bout all the tears I’ve cried
It was hard to accept that you were never mine
How can you move on like none of it ever mattered to you
I wonder if you even ever cared, do you?
I finally recognize why I’m so drawn to you
One call away, yeah you know I’m there for you

I would go all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for you baby 
But you won't do the same 

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough
Girl I hate it when you leave me ‘cause I start on actin up
Now I’m sitting here in pain with my pride half gone
Now I’m feeling dumb for staying ‘cause I stayed way too long
We were almost something, maybe it got too intense
Now you talk like you don’t know me, it’s not makin’ any sense
And I hate it when I miss you, I can’t get it out my head
I don’t miss you, just the version that I made up instead

Oh what you said, I guess it wasn’t real
But the way, we talked it made me feel
No more pain, I loved how you were you
And all I wanted was to do, anything to get to you
Late night talkin’ it was me and you, now it’s just I
Oh girl you know I fell for you, that one night
And girl I tried to play it cool, I couldn’t fight it
Like how can I get over you, oh this aint right

Girl I went through all this pain
You shot a bullet straight through my brain
You wouldn't die for me baby
I guess I should do the same

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough
Girl I hate it when you leave me ‘cause I start on actin up
Now I’m sitting here in pain with my pride half gone
Now I’m feeling dumb for staying ‘cause I stayed way too long
We were almost something, maybe it got too intense
Now you talk like you don’t know me, it’s not makin’ any sense
And I hate it when I miss you, I can’t get it out my head
I don’t miss you, just the version that I made up instead

just give me a reason (1kkyoto & jalenvlm)

@cloudbxy1
@pyu

She got me “So Stuck” ‘cause I wanted “Way More”
She played my “Heart Strings” till she struck a chord
Girl I know that I “Messed Up”, I might mess up more
“Learning” more about you is starting to feel like chore
She gave me “False Hope”, ain't deserve it
Like tell me was it “Worth” it?
I ain’t mad at “Her Decision”
Go ahead girl, go with it
Had to accept I was “Left Behind”
After she “Bled On Me” one more time
It was you and me, now it’s me and I
Just come back to me one more time

Just come back “Once More”
Crying “In Your Name” I’m on the floor
Who knew to “Love Lightly” would hurt so much
You can’t “Respond In Kind” ‘cause I did too much
For you

I know you can’t “Feel My Cry”
Not in tune as much as I’d like
You “Promised” a thousand times
I remember when you’d cry
In my arms overnight
And now I can’t call you mine
Girl if you walk away
I just hope things would "Change"
She said slow down the pace
We’re not on the same page
Cold like how “Winter’s Cold”
Your love “Means More” to me than you think
“Means More” to me than you think

Do you know how hard it is, to “Put Into Words”?
‘Cause I feel so much hurt, it feels like it’s not worth
to even say
You don’t care just keep going on with your day
If I’m not being heard, I don’t want you to stay

She got me “So Stuck” ‘cause I wanted “Way More”
She played my “Heart Strings” till she struck a chord
Girl I know that I “Messed Up”, I might mess up more
“Learning” more about you is starting to feel like chore
She gave me “False Hope”, ain't deserve it
Like tell me was it “Worth” it?
I ain’t mad at “Her Decision”
Go ahead girl, go with it
Had to accept I was “Left Behind”
After she “Bled On Me” one more time
It was you and me, now it’s me and I
Just come back to me one more time

aftermath (cloudbxy & meta)

@goyxrd

I can never get it right
It keeps me up at night
But maybe in another life
In another life
I’ll play all my cards right
and you’ll be by side

In another universe I got a chance
but in this one I fell too fast 
I got caught in a trance
and I cant get another try 
but I knew that in advance
and I know better right now 
but I know that I lost my chance
Baby we talked a lot, I got in my thoughts
I wasn’t thinking right
You already told me one too many times
I tried to keep it quiet
I know i gotta go, stuck in my head like usual
I know you could tell, yeah you would know
Yeah she said “Let’s take it slow”

“Okay lil bae where you wanna go?”
“I said let’s take it slow”
“I know, I heard what you said before”
“Like I gotta let you go…”
She left and closed the door
I’ve been through this before
But it hurts worse than before, before

I can never get it right
It keeps me up at night
But maybe in another life
In another life
I’ll play all my cards right
and you’ll be by side

In another universe I got a chance
but in this one I fell too fast 
I got caught in a trance
and I cant get another try 
but I knew that in advance
and I know better right now 
but I know that I lost my chance
Baby we talked a lot, I got in my thoughts
I wasn’t thinking right
You already told me one too many times
I tried to keep it quiet
I know i gotta go, stuck in my head like usual
I know you could tell, yeah you would know
Yeah she said “Let’s take it slow”

I was tryna play it cool, but my heart showed
Oh I ain’t even mad that you for letting go
And now I’m sitting, scrolling through here on my phone
Reading things that I wrote, just wishing I told you

I can never get it right
It keeps me up at night
But maybe in another life
In another life
I’ll play all my cards right
and you’ll be by side

get it right (goyxrd)

@1kkyoto

Brand new attire but I don't post nun
With you I can't get tired, I love stayin' up
Oh girl just give me a call and I'm pullin up
How she do it all, but still don't do too much?
I can’t get mad, can't get mad at her
I hide when I'm sad, but you know when I'm hurt
The silence gets so loud when I'm all alone
Take my phone off silent in case you hit me up

Yeah I was down for you for real
But you ain't think I was for real
I'm infatuated by you
You roll your eyes but its true
She let me know she want nothing real
Now I have to hide how I really feel

I know I shouldn't want you still,
But I do 
I hide that I still feel for you
Yeah it's true
I know I said that I'm done with you
But I lied
Hate that I do, have feelings for you
I still do

Used your worst against me and you knew it
Using all these words when your actions couldn't prove em
I was so lost and couldn't see through your illusions
Can’t even say it’s your fault, don’t know how I couldn’t see through it

But worst of all you were just playin'
I can't even say it
Took my heart for the taking
Don't know how you could fake it
'Cause for me I've been waitin'
To have someone say it
Just to feel like someone in this world has the patience
To stay by my side
To stay overnight
To read what I write
Oh girl you caught my eyes
I want more than to be a side
I just want someone that I can call mine

I shouldn't want you but I do
Wanna believe we're in tune
But you were just playing a part
I shouldn't want you but I do
Girl you played me like a fool
And to think you were sent from above
Thought you were one of a kind
But you messed with my mind
You were just like everybody else
This is the last time
So I guess I'll be fine
Will I still think about you? Time will tell

shouldn't want you (1kkyoto)

@friendly

i cnt go back believe me i tried
told em get ur ho back
on my phone she keep cryin
she cnt leave me lone in my dreams i keep dying
i just need time no this aint my whole life
feel like im dyin taking drugs to get by
ion even fw drugs but i needa get high
i jus popped another one
yea but i keep cryin
crying in the club ion need love
took another one come n pop another one
codeine in my blood vamp bitch wna suck me up
put ur fangs in my neck n suck me till im numb
suck me till i 
suck me till the sun is up
mud got me real stuck ya pourin up my cup
bro said he got a play lets run it up
count till my skin decay
dgaf

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