some little interlude track since i haven't released music in a while. currently work in progress stage when it comes to my microphone. i just haven't found motivation to make low quality music these past months. and i wanna start my new era and show my evolution both musically and mentally in as high quality as possible, and if i did make low quality music, it would be on purpose so. it's for myself and for you that are listening. so yeah a little update. btw my birthday in 2 days
UPDATE: droppin a single soon stay tuned

MIXED & MASTERED BY ME
ETERNAL REJECTION SOON.

USED TO IT BY NOW (PROD • SEEN & FLOWERMANSION)

LYRICS:
POSTED IN THE HILLS, LIKE A FUCKING HOG MAN
KNOW I GIVE YOU CHILLS, WHEN I PULL UP THERE IN ALL BLACK
THINKING 'BOUT THE PAST, AND I DON'T WANNA GO THERE
RATHER KEEP THESE THOUGHTS TO MYSELF
AND NEVER EVER LET THEM OUT AGAIN
MY MIND EMPTIES THE PORTAL IN MY CHEST
OF DRAWERS, PICKS THE WORST ONES, NOT THE BESTS
OR AT LEAST BETTERS
I'M SO SICK OF THIS CHEMICAL IMBALANCE
TRY TO SUPPRESS ALL THESE THOUGHTS IN MY FUCKING HEAD
LIKE A GUN, THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT YOU WILL HEAR THE BURST
ETERNAL REJECTION, THIS WOUND GOES ON, FOREVER HURTS
WON'T BE SURPRISED IF I TAKE THIS PAIN INTO THE HEARSE
NEVER GOOD ENOUGH, ONLY UP TO THE HEAD THIS CALIBRE
FELL FOR IT, NOW ALL THIS SHIT RUININ' THIS WHOLE VERSE
WHY ME AND WHY ME? IS THIS A FUCKING CURSE?
FELL FOR IT AND NOW, THIS THE ENDING OF THIS VERSE

I WAKE UP, I PHASE OUT, I THINK NOW I'LL TAKE TIME
I GET UP, I'M BOTHERED, IN MY MIND, IT'S SLAUGHTER
I BREAK APART, I GET CHOKED BY THE ROPES OF MY CONSCIENCE
I CAN'T STOP IT, I CAN'T STOP IT [x2]

HOW DO I STAY SANE IN A WORLD THAT'S INSANE?
STRUGGLING TO UNDERSTAND WHY I'M MADE THIS WAY
ONES GET LOST IN PAIN, OTHERS IN DIAMOND CHAINS
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO CHANGE, EVERYTHING IS THE SAME
EVERY EXPERIENCE FEELS THE SAME
SO NUMB TO EVERYTHING, I CAN'T FEEL THE PAIN
AND THAT'S HOW IT IS, LIVING LIKE I WAS RESURRECTED 
AT THE END OF TIME, I'LL PROLLY FORGET THAT I LIVED
SO DEAD, CAN'T STAND MY EMOTIONS
I'M NONDESCRIPT TO EVERYBODY, I'M NOTHING
HAVE A HIGHER CONNECTION TO ANIMALS
SHOULD I HAVE BEEN A HUMAN?
I AM JUST A NUISANCE
...THINK I SHOULD BUILD A NEW SENSE

I WAKE UP, I PHASE OUT, I THINK NOW I'LL TAKE TIME
I GET UP, I'M BOTHERED, IN MY MIND, IT'S SLAUGHTER
I BREAK APART, I GET CHOKED BY THE ROPES OF MY CONSCIENCE
I CAN'T STOP IT, I CAN'T STOP IT [x2]

MADE THIS WAY (PROD • PEAS)

LYRICS:
I DON'T GOT NOTHING TO HIDE
I AM NOT THAT FAR FROM COMMITTING SUICIDE
DIRT ON MY NAILS, MARKS ON THE WALLS
FOREVER THINKING THAT IT IS MY FAULT
ENDLESS CORRIDORS OF MY MIND
CANNOT ESCAPE IT, DEFINITELY NOT TONIGHT
I ASKED MANY PEOPLE WHY IT'S LIKE THIS
BUT EVERY SINGLE ANSWER STARTED WITH "IT WILL"
HELL NO, IT WON'T, EVERYDAY I FOLD
INTO A PIECE OF IMAGINARY WEALTH AND GOLD
DROWN IN MY THOUGHTS, COUNTLESS NIGHTS
JUST TO FEEL OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF TOUCH WITH REALITY
DARKNESS & BRUTALITY
FEELING LIKE IT'S 5 DEGREES
NO ONE WILL REMEMBER ME (NO ONE)


GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY ZONE, BITCH
YOU DIDN'T EXPECT THAT FLOW, SWITCH
MY MIND AS A PERMANENT DARK CRIB
THAT I JUST RESIDE IN & WON'T LEAVE
I'VE NEVER WANTED MUCH MORE PEACE
THE DAY THAT I DIE YOU WILL CALL ME
THAT'S HOW IT USUALLY GOES, NOW I'M IN THE WOODS, POSTED UP LIKE I SHOULD
SITTING ON THE GRASS STARING AT THE LIGHT
SHININ' ON MY FACE REALLY REALLY REALLY BRIGHT
MASK ON MY FACE, BUT THIS TIME, NOT FOR SAFETY
WALK INTO THE HOUSE LIKE IT'S MOTHERFUCKING EMPTY
INHALE, EXHALE, WRITE SOMETHING ON PAPER
RELAX, DETACHED, LIKE MY LIFE WAS A LITTLE TALE
IT NEVER MATTERED, IT NEVER MATTERED
IT NEVER MATTERED, IT NEVER MATTERED

ETERNAL REJECTION

LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED (PROD • KING ARTHUR / ARQIE)

LYRICS:
I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE FUCK
KEEP ON GOIN, LIVING SUCKS
WE ARE DIAMONDS IN THE ROUGH
NO EXCEPTIONS, ALL OF US
SOME OF US FORGET IT THOUGH
KEEP ON FIGHTING WHEN IT'S TOUGH
NOT A DAY WHERE I'M NOT LOW
BUT IT'S IMPORTANT TO NOT GIVE UP

I'MA KEEP BRINGING THE PHONK, LIKE PURRP SAID
SIPPIN' WATER AND DRIPPIN' WHILE I'M COMMITTING ARSON
ON THIS INSTRUMENTAL AND RIPPIN' IT ALL APART, YEAH
ABOVE THE RIVER, I'M COMIN' AND I WILL BE RIGHT THERE
BITCH I RUN IT UP LIKE I'M LOOKIN FOR THE GUAP
SHOUTOUT TO ALL MY HOMIES THAT HELPED ME GET THIS FAR
HAVE ALL OF YOU IN HEART, UNTIL IT BREAKS APART
JUST KNOW THAT THIS IS JUST THE START, GOIN' TOO HARD & I'M RAPPIN' A DOZEN
NO PAUSIN', KEEP GOING AT IT EVEN THOUGH I'M TAKING LOSSES
EVERYTHING I EVER TOUCH WILL START BECOMING FROZEN
FOREVER ON THE GRIND AND FOREVER HUSSLIN'
JUST KNOW THAT THIS IS JUST THE START, GOIN' TOO HARD & REPEATING THIS SHIT, LIKE

I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE FUCK
KEEP ON GOIN, LIVING SUCKS
WE ARE DIAMONDS IN THE ROUGH
NO EXCEPTIONS, ALL OF US
SOME OF US FORGET IT THOUGH
KEEP ON FIGHTING WHEN IT'S TOUGH
NOT A DAY WHERE I'M NOT LOW
BUT IT'S IMPORTANT TO NOT GIVE UP [x2]

I AM A MATTER OF TIME THAT DIDN'T LIVE UP TO IT'S EXPECTATIONS
GOT ME THINKING "WHO AM I?" AND IF I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL
MAKING ART IN ANY FORM, WHILE IT'S PURE AND ALL IN NATURE
CONSEQUENCES AND OBSTACLES THAT I'M USED TO FACING
AND IT'S FATAL, I KEEP ON LYING TO MYSELF
SMILING THROUGH THE WORST AND THINKING I SHOULD GET SOME HELP
I ALREADY DO, BUT HELL IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE IT 
I'M GOING INSANE, DAY AFTER DAY, MAKIN' PROMISES AND THEY BREAK, BREAK, BREAK (HUH)

THE GIVE UP (PROD • ETERNALWAVE)

FIRST PROJECT
95% MIXED & MASTERED BY ME (STERITY'S VOCALS ON SACRIFICIAL VERSES MIXED BY KEYZLOCKH)
FULLY WRITTEN & RECORDED BY ME
ALL SONGS MADE FROM SEPTEMBER 2021 - SEPTEMBER 2022
THANKS TO EVERYONE INVOLVED IN THE MAKING OF THIS PROJECT.

TRYING MY BEST TO MASK THE PAIN...ONLY TO FIND OUT IT LEAD TO MORE SELF-DESTRUCTION, CONTINUING THE MENTAL HEALTH SPIRAL DOWN THE DEPTHS OF A BASEMENT...MAYBE FOREVER.

ETERNAL REJECTION (REMAKE) (PROD • ONLYREALCASH & TOAD)

LYRICS:
I'M PAINTING WHAT I'M DREAMING OF 
I'M LIKE AN ANGEL AND A GHOST
I WASN'T SURE ABOUT THIS BEFORE
I'LL NEVER DIE, I'M ETERNAL
I'M RISING UP FROM MY HEADSTONE
SAVE MY LIFE THROUGHOUT THIS SONG
I'M COMING BACK, I'M GOING HOME
I'M COMING BACK, I'M GOING HOME
AND I KNOW WHAT I WANT, I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S HAPPENIN'
BUT IT'S ALREADY 'NOUGH, I REALIZED MY PASSION
LIKE A GOLD CRYSTAL, I'MA KEEP ON SHYNIN'
IN A WORLD SO WRONG, I'MA DIE RIGHT, BITCH
900 DAYS, KEEP IT UP LIKE THIS
FUCK THE WORLD, IS IT ALL FINITE?
BUT I STRIKE LIGHTNING, I AM INFINITE

COUNT MY RACKS AND COUNT MY BAG
GET YO BITCH UP OUT THE MAP
NOCLIP OUT CAUSE BITCH I CAN
KEEP ON SHYNIN' LIKE A LAMP
SWITCH MY STYLE LIKE I SWITCH HANDS (SHOUTOUT PEGGY)
WISH I MADE A LIVING OFF OF THIS
HEART RATE BPM ON MY WRIST
ALWAYS KEEP MYSELF LOCKED IN
SLASH A HEAD OFF OF A GOBLIN
TAKE MY HAND AND JUST WATCH THIS
SAY IT BACK, I SAID I LOVE YOU
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I TRUST YOU

I'M PAINTING WHAT I'M DREAMING OF 
I'M LIKE AN ANGEL AND A GHOST
I WASN'T SURE ABOUT THIS BEFORE
I'LL NEVER DIE, I'M ETERNAL
I'M RISING UP FROM MY HEADSTONE
SAVE MY LIFE THROUGHOUT THIS SONG
I'M COMING BACK, I'M GOING HOME
I'M COMING BACK, I'M GOING HOME
AND I KNOW WHAT I WANT, I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S HAPPENIN'
BUT IT'S ALREADY 'NOUGH, I REALIZED MY PASSION
LIKE A GOLD CRYSTAL, I'MA KEEP ON SHYNIN'
IN A WORLD SO WRONG, I'MA DIE RIGHT, BITCH
900 DAYS, KEEP IT UP LIKE THIS
FUCK THE WORLD, IS IT ALL FINITE?
BUT I STRIKE LIGHTNING, I AM INFINITE

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