interpolated s4lem

eyes hollow sullen round the room
my chain broke inside my head
night wishing wishing i were dead
 cry no i cant feel my mind

no i dont wanna talk turn my brain off
4am im going for a walk
no no neverland blood all in my hands
running in the dirt mind fall into the sand

imma hold it down cause nobody else can
spread so thin limbs rubber bands
face fallin off offa 3 whole grams
feel like shit imma do it all again

dont care at all i dont care anymore
losing myself in a silver car door
driving down a cliff jumping off the 4th floor
done with myself dont wanna feel anymore

Losing It

Jumped in the river what did I see
black eyed angels swam with me
Not a believer dont talk to me
Out the other side Still haunting me

Thought I knew myself well I didnt
Walking round life stranger than fiction
Imma real one going through the motions
Dont care about myself its an addiction
I dont really work on your agenda
Got my own shit going and i cant stop
no sleep no rest till my body drop
I think that you are a lame but i wont tell

Just go to sleep Chain broke
Nothing to eat feeling So slow
Two face on you Walking out the door
Cant trust myself not anymore
Face falling off on the wood floor
Cant think straight i need some advil
cant stand up in the bedroom
Just another day stuck in a loop

Pyramid

Walk into the fire For a warm embrace
See you switching up See it on your face
I know the truth So dont lie to me
I’m going through The motions everyday
I’m only getting higher Feeling gone today
In the Walgreens With a blank face
Look at you Staring at me glazed
Going through The motions everyday

I saw it coming Miles away
Kick it back another day
I See the fire with Open arms
I embrace
I embrace
Disappear into the flame
Dirty rag My gasoline
Burnin up Inside a dream
Sweet release I Immolate

Still breathing still walking Man i’m still going
Out the other side man i’m not slowing
Walk into the blaze with my eyes open
Smile on my face looking at a bad omen
Lost my mind running round in the forest
Wont take my eyes off the ball again i promise
Only got myself in this world being honest
Another chapter end and a new one starting

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