Your help is for suckers
I guess ill just suffer
I dont want your pills
I just want to be killed

I might kill myself
I might end up in hell
But im already there
So why should i be scared

I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself
I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself

Your job is so useless
Cant believe your this stupid
You think that when we talk
Ill break free from these thoughts

I cant stick around
Death is my one way out
I think its about time i put the gun inside my mouth

I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself
I dont want your help
Ill fit it myself

Your help is for suckers
I guess ill just suffer
I dont want your pills
I just want to be killed

I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself
I dont want your help
Ill fit it myself

I Don't Want Your Help

Theres a hole that i cant fill
And nothing will fix whats in my head
I wish i was dead 
When will it just end

ooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

Everything now looks so fake
And i cant explain why im so freaked out
I let you down
Now i cant leave the couch

Oooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

None Of This Matters

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

archives 2

worlds a fuck cover

i was nine when they left me at the hospital
i was nine when they left me at the hospital
i was nine when they left me at the hospital

f is for fuck this family

delay was a stylistic decision either u like it or u hate it

its whatever i got an alcohol method on doordash so i get drunk everyday

where the fuck is keepsecrets yes the beat is prod keepsecrets

GHOST MOUNTAIN - BY THE FLAME PROD. OSCAR18 & GHOST MOUNTAIN [DEMO]

PROD. @GHOSTMOUNTAINN 
COVER OF "DEVIL ON MY SHOULDER" BY @chloecherrie

i hit the streets i kept away from you 
i didnt ask, i felt you in the room 
told them tell her ive left and tried my best
but now im taking whats holding you 

took time i watched you move 
the flames danced i saw him through them
only moonlight how im hidden 
promised to the night you're forgiven
saw how you watched him drive
its alright

i just want to know 
how you could take it all
its all fine now, you're here with me 
in my dreams
inmy dreams

fourteen days before newyears-hope your doing well

fourteen days before newyears

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