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drums and additional production/arrangement by @fernanq
cowbell and tambourine by isaac corby

promising

17 jaar

For myself
might reupload


silent praying loss borne self 
  
  remember when you had your health 
  
  it doesnt matter what you meant to me 
  
  angled in
  poor title scored  
  
  bad things in threes 
  good things before
  
  i started convoluting love with competition and belief with idols 
  and me with someone who was not me 
  
  give me everything you know
  i do not have enough 
  
  i dont know what this is yet
  but i cannot give it up 
  
  i didnt notice repetition until i forced myself to breathe

Breathe

you, at the bottom of my coffee mug
where the enamel wears its thinnest
scaling all the rust off
losing energy drip by drip

i found you in the ditch on the garvin loop
where the transmission fluid and muck are one solution

treat me in the nurses room of my run down elementary school
the one that's never used save for temper tantrums
and workplace abuse

unprepared from the start for the unspoken "with you"
this rubber neck has turned before
i promise this time i'll just pass through

i can run
i used to run too

garvin loop

I can see again
The black spots in my eyes are wide open
And they are wandering, wandering around the room
I drove through the rain
Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again
And it was all the same
All the same, anyway
Nothing lost, nothing gained
It was all the same

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

I can breathe
Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me
My lover, you are not to blame
Not to blame for anything
I can feel again
The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin
And if it's new to me
Is it all the same, all the samе to you?
Some lies, some truths
Is it all thе same, all the same anyway?
Nothing lost, nothing gained
Is it all the same, all the same anyway?
I am drawn to you, but you were drawn away

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

Drawn Away

“love the positive things that come to you not for their longevity, but for their strength.”

BYE BAD THOUGHTS [桜]

scrapped advert work + old samples @oakscreen

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HAPPY 1K !!!! here is a little low quality treat that you can Never play at your show because of the quality

8.26.25 -- 240p dj repellent

Try not to repeat it
For I am closer to the edge

Than/Then I think

About the snake that’s been eating
Its own tail

What is left in its wake?

There doesn’t have to be much meaning
No pinning down a force that’s fleeting

louderplz!

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