self produced

original song by kali uchis

art is not mine

you are my church, you are my place of worship
i heard you're the plug, can i be the circuit?
when i got court, i hope that you're the verdict
when you're around, my insides turn inverted
my blood starts to rush when i see your doorman
i know you're nearby and i know your purpose
take one look at you, you're heaven's incarnate
what is this spell, baby? please show some mercy
melting like an ice cream when you smile
melting, you're a daydream, stay a while
i pray that i can learn to be funny
i'm watching every stand-up comedy
just hoping that it'll rub off on me
so you'll smile at everything i say
you got some soft lips and some pearly whites (pearly whites)
i wanna touch them in the dead of night (dead of night)
your smile ignites just like a candlelight (candlelight)
then somehow, i know everything's alright
melting like an ice cream when you smile
melting, you're a daydream, stay a while
melting like an ice cream when you smile
melting, you're a daydream, stay a while

melting (cover)

NACHI:
nose sniffing, aye, popping a benny
blood on my hands, shit could get messy
tear drops, diamonds dancing like kobeni
tear drops, diamonds dancing like kobeni
got the chainsaws, got machetes
got katanas, yuh, get to shredding
tear drops, diamonds dancing like kobeni
tear drops, diamonds dancing like kobeni

power on my mind, boutta drain up all your blood
leave you feeling endless pain, i could never get enough
pochita in my heart, always feeling endless love
eating up yo limbs, yuh, now im feeling stuffed
if you got some issues, let me use your blood to write them up
thinking you an alpha dog, but sorry, bih, you just a pup
send your bitch ass back to hell, your last moments gon be so rough
blade up in your throat, way my dick do, imma beat it up

speaking that la-da-da
im in your head, got you all winded up
you is my pet, bitch i feel like makima
chop off your head, bitch imma body ya
yuh yuh
speaking that la-da-da
im in your head, got you all winded up
you is my pet, bitch i feel like makima
chop off your head, bitch imma body ya
yuh yuh

MOTHGIRL:
bitch i got a forked tongue , i feel like sawatari
i be with my dogs , fox devil right beside me
im an angel imma take ur life w me
i be playin in the snow so come n fight me like im aki

imma blow up , hit the scene like a bombshell explosion
dont need gasoline my choker lights em all up
ill bite off ur tongue n treat u like my own pup

i feel so powerful , lemme just use ur blood
dont need a weapon bitch i feel like the control devil
just call me makima , nah i cant get enough
im gna use u n im gna lose u like himeno’s throwup

Control Devil (ft. Mothgirl) [prod. Travis Xantana]

NACHI X APT9 EP COMING SOON

LYRICS:
HOOK: (YEAH BITCH UNH!) PUT IT ALL ON MY PLATE
EAT THIS SHAWTY UP LIKE SOME CAKE
IMMA GO IN HARD, GOIN APE
CAMO PAINT ON ME, LIKE SOME BAPE
IM THE ONE THEY ALL LOVE TO HATE
ITS OKAY THO, I FEEL GREAT
CAN’T LET ANYONE STOP ME, NO WAY
(NAHHHHH YUHHHH)
PUT IT ALL ON MY PLATE
EAT THIS SHAWTY UP LIKE SOME CAKE
IMMA GO IN HARD, GOIN APE
CAMO PAINT ON ME, LIKE SOME BAPE
IM THE ONE THEY ALL LOVE TO HATE
IM THE ONE THEY ALL LOVE TO HATE
IM THE ONE THEY ALL LOVE TO HATE

VERSE: Now im sitting in my bedroom
3 weeks, spent onna tour
hadda come back, make amends soon
set these things right, now im onto more
spitting vomit, like MF DOOM
issa new chapter in my lore
hugo chad like im in the neptunes
ballin like the usual, man im boutta score

dont rope me in to ur drama
treating me like a persona non grata
we is some animals, fuck with the fauna
and we might just bring up the heat like a sauna
rambling on, radda radda
i just might leave you with scars and the trauma
pouring some gasoline over ur honda
light up a match, send ur whip to nirvana

on my plate!! [prod. apt9 x yeah0k!]

8485 - hangar (cover)

give it just a little bit of time
I promise everything will be just fine
i promise everything will  work itself out
eventually, we’ll laugh and leave this all behind

it breaks me every time i see you cry
wish that i could have you here by my side
think im falling hard for you, i can’t lie
think you’ve set up camp inside my mind

and im so sick of always feeling so alone
but im not sorry that I couldn’t fit the mold
freezing in this tundra, damn it sooooo cold

and don’t think i have a place i can call home
all this weight above me breaking all my bones
reaching out i’ve got a hand that you can hold

give it just a week or a month
promise this life won’t feel so rough
surrounded by every single person that you love
even if this world makes you wanna throw up

i know that’ll you always stay tough
sipping tear of joys straight out of your cup
i promise you’ll always be good enough
know its hard dealing with all the same old stuff

and im so sick of always feeling so alone
but im not sorry that I couldn’t fit the mold
freezing in this tundra, damn it sooooo cold

tundra

tundra [prod. apt9 x butangel420]

produced by me, beat switch by mafuba

Track 6 on Don't Move To Utah: https://open.spotify.com/track/2lrpHKGQ2mj7nHVbfodI7E?si=27188fbf826647bb

LYRICS:

[foxparkk}

Something inside me told me it wouldn’t work out
Worst case scenarios filling me with doubt
Now we're both just faded memories
Tainted in this misery

Been seeing the world in jade green shades, I can feel the whirl
As everything around me spins
I don’t even know where to begin

Lost inside my vices, back to old ways again
Back to old ways again
All my thoughts feel violent, body covered up in pins
Body covered up in pins, yeah, yeah

I need to make my escape before it all comes crashing down
Before it comes crashing down
I know we’ll both find our place, and it’ll all turn back around
It’ll all turn back around

[Mafuba]

I’ve been too busy filling these pieces 
So they fit right
I tried to let you know
I’m tapped out, delirious

Got shot at, I’m drowning
Don’t get caught up like we used to do
I can’t see clearly, do you?
Did I render all bright to you?

Now I’m running out
Of ink to put it all into
The world but I had good intentions
Not worth then we shouldn’t play
No words could’ve worked instead

Pretty soon I’ll go back To my old ways
Hold up, I’ll get stuck all over 
Not worth then we shouldn’t play
No words could’ve worked instead

crashing down (ft. Mafuba)

crashing down (w/ mafuba)

Track 3 on Don't Move To Utah: https://open.spotify.com/track/2lrpHKGQ2mj7nHVbfodI7E?si=27188fbf826647bb

LYRICS:
theres this feeling in my chest
and its starting to compress
my lungs and bones into a mess
i cant stop panicking from this stress
theres a storm cloud up above
now the earths shaking like a drum
everything around me spinning, heart exploding like a bomb

i think someone or something evil is following me
the angels calling me, faint sounds like falling leaves
the only way that i can break out of this anxiety
suffocate these demons fighting me, chemicals in a vial of green

Something inside me awoke
decided to go play inside the snow
headed fast down, sliding down the slope
enjoy the rush before i writhe way down in the lows
avalanche got my body gripped in a hold
and i can’t breathe, looking deep within me for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me, i can let this agony go

I promise that you’re not alone
inside this weather, got a beacon thats ready to glow
headed fast down sliding down the slope
but please just promise you’ll never let go of the rope
avalanche had my body gripped in a hold
i couldn’t breathe, looking within myself for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me so ill let this agony go

and there this feeling that i get
where i just try to forget
every terrible recollection
every terrible friend i had
I’m afraid were not the same
i won’t play the victim game
Imma let these wings of mine take flight
til the day i lay in the grave

neurosis

sup wyd wya?

sup wyd wya? (w/ doin' fine)

self prod

Just another late night out
Letting time tick on down
And i know youre wondering when ill come around
ADD kicking in way too hard
sorry if im breaking your heart
i really need to sit back, before this all breaks apart

i dont want to bull shit
lemme hear the full of it
feeling on your pull again
dont know if im over it
think i really really really wanna spend some time right beside youq
rolling up the grass, spark that shit like a raichu
get up in my grill, ill shawty imma bite you

imma bite you,  like a high chew
if only could you see the light that glimmers off you in my view 
you tell me that my music the type of shit that you could cry to

4am and im restless in the head
but my body feels heavy, i dont think im dead
but its so vivid, yeah my eyes turning red

hi-chew

previously unreleased song i recorded months ago, shout out baka if you're reading this i love you!!!

lyrics below!!!

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Held inside your arms the first time we meet in person
And not gonna lie, my anxiety is lurking
Need to get it off my mind, I know that’s for certain
Had to travel far and wide but it was worth it
Now we chilling out, drunk as fuck, loudly cursing
Sitting in your room, playing notes, music searching
Smoking on your dro, had to walk and close your curtains

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Laying on your bed, head pressed against your chest
I can hear your lil heartbeat, know you nervous know you’re stressed
Don’t you worry your little head, know you’re always doing your best
smoke all day and fuck all night, now yo room a mess
slept in way too fucking late, sorry that you missed your test
maybe we can go out for a drive, put your mind to rest
know this fog inside our brains, will start to hurt a little less

I wonder what it’d be like
moving far away from my hometown
sick of being homebound
sick of everybody having preconceived notions about me
always fucking doubting me
i’ll be happy when i leave them all behind
crawl up in ur arms and call u mine
if i stayed a little bit longer, would you mind?
cuz everything i’ve come to known just makes me wanna cry

I wonder what it’d be like
paying all my bills, with my music
couple racks from a show, can’t refuse it
spent too much time being told i was useless
spent too much time being told i was stupid
boutta flex on all of these karens and these susans
gonna do em harsh, like they smoking on some vuses
now my old opps grumpy as fuck, like they eustace

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not all alone
Some days come so easy, but some others drag along
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
looking straight at your aura, and it glimmering like chrome

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not on my own
always chasing all these highs, just waiting for the lows
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home

wonder [prod. bakadere]

wonder [prod. bakadere] (dec 2021)

i made this shit in an hour

shout out to @malickmcfly

GORGEOUS JEFE - GLEAM GODD (FOXPARKK FLIP)

the clearing [prod. foxparkk x natureplayer]

produced by me. a song about being trans and in love. idk. enjoy.

lyrics:

shaken up by the trauma that i’ve dealt with
system going numb, i feel helpless
fight or flight kicking in, i feel selfish
something wrong with me, i don’t think that they’ve felt this way
that i feel now, really wanna heal now
really wanna follow my heart, make a deal now
what’s the deal now? sick of always feeling down
i just wanna be my best version, make you really proud

cuz ive held this truth inside me
always felt that i had to fight it
spent time keeping myself blinded
navigate it, without any guidance
you make me feel immortal
and goddamn, you’re so adorable
and you make me feel so normal
in a world that makes me feel so horrible

let’s take it easy now
please just don’t leave me out here
in the cold, all alone
know that we can see this out
promise i’ll keep you warm
when the sun starts to go down
when the sun starts to go down

when the sun starts to go down...

original song by ween. instruments composed by me. art by @D0GB0NG on twitter.

roses are free (cover)

i’m too tied up, imprisoned in this foggy glass
my fingers burnt, but it’ll only hurt when
this mist suffocating me will move and pass

can’t keep my eyes shut, the visions have me in a grasp
im feeling hurt, i want to wash the dirt off my face
but this desert’s left my skin all cracked

this might just cost me everything and everyone i love
might fry away my memories, they’ll turn to ash and dust
consumed by all this energy and blinded by the lust
and when i make it out of this, i promise, that’s enough

cuz i don’t know if i can keep living like this
and it’s felt like a lifetime since felt a hint of bliss
but when i’m right by your side, you pull me out of the abyss
in my mind, every time, feeling cured with your kiss

((but is it too late to reverse this damage i’ve been dealt?)
(will i ever find my way back home from hell?)
(lost the pace, i’ll find my way only time will tell)
(this falling rain will wash my pain, then it’ll all be well)

i can see the lines on the road when it starts to rain
i can see the light, it gives me hope, i’ll be back again
i can see the lines on the road when it starts to rain
i can hear your cries thru the storm, i know you’re ashamed

fool's opal

toda oídos (c. november 2022-january 2023)

typewriter_001 (c. feburary-march 2023)

taking back sunday makedamnsure foxparkk remix

iJust Wanna Break You Down So Badly

iJust Wanna BREAK You Down So Badly

drowning (c. may-august 2023)

I don't think that I'm coming back from this
Locked in and the gates have been welded shut, yeah
Lost my mind, I've pawned my happiness
Knife in your hands, leaving me covered head to toe in infected cuts

I think it's too late for me, so caught up wallowing in misery
You've cast your spell, I'm prey to your witchery, to your witchery
My skin is blistering, my lifeline soon to be history if I can't break away from your witchery

But I can't fucking help it, lifting me up when I do not deserve it
Stuck in this cycle, I'm convinced that I'm cursed
But I can only blame myself, not the people i've hurt

When you run off in the day, you leave me stuck in a reverie
Said it once before, I think you'll eat at my memories
Suck me dry of my energy, oh no

I promise this is the last time
I just slipped a bit last night
I promise this is the last time
And then it's goodbye forever for you, or least I hope...

------------------

a song i wrote when i was feeling hopeless; before i started making things better.

vocals, guitar, programming, and composition by me, additional melodies by baredex

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witchery

vocals, instruments, etc. by me

original song by the used

all that i've got

all that i've got (cover)

city escape mission 5 (c. march-may 2024)

vyvanse nite (october 2023)

son et luminerenard/yshkm (wuhtc)

blk&yeeeelw/tmso

biofennec/ggllffp

bring me the horizon chelsea smile remix !!!

logo in cover art by @AZZYC0R3 on twitter!!!

igotasecret.

all stand for the national anthem o7 o7 o7

stepping wind (foxparkk remix)

stepping wind (Izzy's Version) [FREE DOWNLOAD]

*note to self*

you've let this

plague

have its way
with your heart

self-immolation

all your bones
depleted
into dust

you've let your 

sorrow

off its chain, and
run amok

now all the aches
and the pain
leave you

stuck

then the ghosts start to sing

all their favorite sour notes & melodies

paralyzed

unable to let out a single scream

giving in to every

cry & every
ring

echolocation

In Memory of Bernardo Palacios & Selena Quintanilla. Produced by yours truly. Cover Art by Jacq Van Staden.

LYRICS:

First and foremost, fuck ICE
Lemme cook em’ like rice
Every systematic shithead’s like societal lice, and if ya
try to make a change, they gon take yo whole life
They need a way to shut you up before you expose all they lies
Every dumb pig and elite dick are all intertwined
Working together forever to try to save their way of life
Stashing up their trillions, they could use to save a couple fucking
million in poverty from getting sick and then die
Now they condescending towards me and the rest of the working class
We too lazy and shit? Nah, you’re the lazy ass
Grooming your toupee, like you grooming them kids
Your reign is over, today, man you looking like a bitch
The best choice for you, hmmm? pop some fucking fentanyl
and kick the fucking bucket, or stay a fucking vegetable
Let the youth run this bitch, we on your fucking trail
When we break apart the system, is when you fucking fail

Miss me with your xenophobic shit, this that boy Ignacio
Run up on your daughter, imma face fuck on dat nazi hoe
Do this shit for every troubled soul inside the barrio
Do this shit for every kid like Bernardo Palacios
Who got their whole life taken away
By some cuckboi pig who wanna murder and slay
On innocent folk, on some color of their skin shit
Flash a badge, cry and rant, police on some bitch shit
To be honest, I’d trust a brown or black man
More than some rich white bitch, from the ave, man
Fools is weird, patrolling like they Batman
But they twisted up inside, thinking I’mma bad man
Fuck your property too. All yall great-great-great
grand-daddies done took it from Shoshone and Utes
And yall motherfuckas aint got a clue. All we want is some
justice, you dumb bitch. Now your jig is busted.

ThereIsNoWarInBaSingSe (RIP Bernardo Palacios/Fuck ICE Deep Cut)

SHROOMINGANDSMOKINGOUTDABONG






LYRICS:
Well, lemme get it started real quick
i’m gonna have to run my mouth and talk my shit
You know how it be, when you’re in the underdog position
Gotta mount the world, and get to dicking, uh
fuck the world, and get to sticking
while i spill some blood, they get to licking
then i go, scheming and get to tricking
take it slow, then I make a foe get to skipping
I ain’t no hype man, imma bonified star, bitch
Betta get it right, cuz you looking like a tard, bitch
This a fight, that you don’t wanna start, bitch
Break your teeth in, now I’m ripping out your heart, bitch
That’s just da way that i do it
Now you on the ground, man you look stupid
Shoulda used ya brain, man you so clueless
You coulda ran way, but nah, you fucking blew it

So you betta hop up on our wave
Before we miles away, before you’re left astray
before I pull out the blade, and filet your face
I mean, you’ve always seemed kinda  fucking fake
but issa shame on me, for tryna see the good in people
even though they’re fucking evil, now i’m flying like an eagle
And all yall motherfuckers flocking like seagulls
tryna get a cut, bitch shut the fuck up

Man I’ve been struggling so long, but now this rocket taking off
So I’mma sip and sing along, to mine and all my homies songs
Just shrooming and smoking out da bong, til all my sanity fucking gone
All headed for the paradise that we’ve all got drawn!!!

headed4paradise

thank you @hangoutt7 & @aithuia for making this masterpiece with me.

we leaving 2020 in the best way possible

Blacked out! (feat. hangoutt) [prod. athena x hangoutt]

(yeah!) (nachivelli!) (d-d-d-d-demon pop!!!)

(ayo nachi! drop dat shit real quick!!11)

always tell myself i’ll stay sober, but i don’t give a fuck
always get too high and anxious, then i go get way too drunk
it’s like a brand new level every day, whisky mixed with lemonade
i just wanna get away, i’m feeling way too stuck

my homie wanna link up at the bar, so i grab my chains and hide my pain and hop up in my car
then i floor down the expressway, chevy moving like a shark
we delirious til the next day, waking up, the sky is dark
oh these old fucking habits, die so hard, i hadda get my fill
growing sick of everything, we hadda find some time to kill
maybe if you’re lucky, all these thoughts i have will start to spill
cuz i’ve been feeling this way, depressed, since i was just a cyndaquil

so tell me when if i go way off the deep end…
so lost in my head, think i need to reset
and if i suffer, i can always pretend
everything is fine for now, i’ll cruise smooth thru the weekend

whisky+lemonade

im just a dumb foxgirl that makes weird music. if you're reading this i <3 you!!!

foxparkk

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