8/2/21 The Upload

Private Space

Reach Out

Aisles

Safety Dance

Locust Laced

Dodo Birds

BLACKOUT

Losing My Mind

Bag / Close To You

Close To You

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Robert Mine

LYRICS:
I’m feeling so broken
Like everything’s chokin’
Like everything’s a breath away
And I’m breathing ocean
And I’m done with this shit
And I’m done wishing
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’m sick of feelin’ pain like a blade’s in my mind
I’m sick of feelin’ drained every day of my life
It’s like I’ve got a plague and I’m fading away
Man, I’m praying, and I can’t even name you the God
I’m done thinking, fuck, can I fake it or not?
How many of them “I’m okays” do I got?
How many more days will I waste in my mind
full of hate for myself like I’m waiting to rot
Well, this is me taking myself from the lie
This is cocaine for a hell of a mind
This is my way to command what is mine
I’m coming for me like my hand is divine
Yeah, I’m just a phantom in time
I’m like a seed on the breeze from a dandelion
I’ve been gifted these hands of mine
And if that’s not enough, man, then what kind of man am I?

Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I see the devil now as clear as you and me
I see him peeking from my wounds
Reaching to what I could use to keep me weak
I see the devil now as clear as you and me
Maybe it’s a dream to be immune
But I see you
So let’s get blood up in these teeth

Alright!
Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

Stream

Chokin'

#SCFIRST

Lyrics

Intro
World ain’t gonna end but it ain’t gonna get much better so you might as well get the fuck out now...

Verse 1
Sometimes I think about 
What me as a kid would ask me now
Is the sky still blue?
For now...
Are the rich still rich?
For now...Shit...

Chorus 1
Don’t panic
We will find a way
Don’t pan-i-i-ic
We will rule the day

Verse 2
Sometimes I think about 
What me as a kid would ask me now
What about life?
I don’t even care
What about art?
I don’t think about art
Is the world fucked up 
Oh yeah but you know what they say
We will find a way
I can’t do good
I can only do wrong-wrong
I lie awake 
Staring till my eyes burn out 
The stars above 
Taunt me cause I cannot sleep

Chorus 2
Don’t panic
We will find a way
Don’t pan-i-i-ic
We will rule the day

Bridge
I can’t do good
I can only do wrong-wrong
I lie awake 
Staring till my eyes burn out 
The stars above 
Taunt me cause I cannot sleep
I lie awake 
Staring till my eyes burn out 

Chorus 3
Don’t panic
We will find a way
Don’t panic
We will rule the day...

8/2/21 The Upload

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