My first comparison track goes back to March 2015 and it's a surprise even to my own ears.  The current voice comparison track was recorded February 13, 2020.  
Hearing my voice from 2015 reminds me of how far I've come and how much I've really become the person I was meant to be.  Not just in voice, in body but also in mind and soul.  You don't realize how much something is killing you until you step through it (as if it was as simple as that - and yet, it really is that simple).  I struggled with my mental health and tried more than once to take my own life ("I Fucking Hate You" I've uploaded touches on that quickly).  Someone told me something, which sounded trite but saved my life, "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."  Sure, temporary wasn't seconds, minutes or even days.  It was weeks, months, years and yet here I am, having survived all of it to reach my goal.  As ridiculously cliche as it sounds, I would rather fall 100 times and keep getting up, eventually making it - even if I had to crawl by the end to get there.  If you don't get back up, you'll never get there and never will.  It took being uncomfortable to find comfort.

Voice Comparison - 5 Years on Testosterone

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