Copy of collection of songs on bandcamp.  Like a proto album.

Years of Moonlight

Your Mouth (4trak10)

recorded on four Track to cassette

Here at the end of my 
souls straightening￼
It’s like my spine in a ball
And my heart on the brink

I took you to task 
right down the road 
you said￼
Take it for a spin
Find my drive in the way

It’s my one and only home 
But I never felt more alone

Is there something wrong 
with my heart on my tongue 
I just can’t leave my love 
at the door￼

tonight you swear￼
Nothing will be right 
again I’m stranded 
everything that’s wrong 
can’t be strong handed
Take it to the line
You want euphoria 

But everything you’ve 
been doing all along 
was all important￼

Wait down here for a ride
Be not unaware 
for I’ve been there 
100 million times￼

Green-Axe (4trak13)

Recorded to cassette with four track. 

Complain all you want I’m onto your shit 
there’s nothing you could say I haven’t seen or heard yet￼
Before it was faces of things you only see in bad dreams
I’ve been drowning my life down in the seams

Where did you go￼￼
Out on the fairgrounds
Out on your own
Into the background

Give me too much
Give me I’m sorry 
I’ll let you know
Got you open

Every now and then I’ll go 
and get it you must do it 
once for the blood 
or you’ll need a medic

Now and then 
I have a vision 
where I don’t submit￼

A clean upheaval
A heart of evil 
And all that 
we know
Is 
Feeling feeble
I bear it below
My gland adrenal 
It roars

And I’m not gonna stop￼
It’s not that I want to

Taken too long to admit
Compiling dirt to catch a wave
You gots to believe 
There’s some luck for me yet

Lamp Shows Where

Cassette from four track tape recorder


But did u see the bunny

Overlooking Me

A Delve

Treeze

I don’t see it as fucking up￼
I see it as growing in my way￼

Just don’t get crazy 
saying those things to me 
it gets me raging 
and I can’t control what I say 

I didn’t mean to let it out loud 
I meant to be more delicate 
I can’t control what I say 
when you get me like this￼

That’s all I need to break my own heart￼
To get me falling so hard￼

The Winepot

Photo is from Mt. Shasta in California.  Song recorded to cassette in North Carolina

Tell me something real so I have a sort of baseline￼
I can replay the reels when I think that you are lying￼

Desirelessness

Cassette.  Def running out of tapes will have to get more somewhere and tape over old ones.

Cold are the foibles of friendship
Never can do what you want￼
Mixed up between your emotions￼
And everything you’ve promised￼

But there will be time for both
Love me back and I will show it

Filling in where I belong￼
Gotta take me with all along￼
I hope you don’t take it the wrong way￼
I sure would

Not doing any good 
Not doing any good
Take it wrong way
Just in case
Just in case it could be true

Grey Robe Ragged (Wrong Way)

Here again I wish I had something of news￼
Something to relate and not to break or confuse
I’ve been trying so fucking hard￼￼
I’ve been doing everything I could think to do and it’s￼

Never enough
I’m just drowning in the mud￼
I can’t pick myself up
I can’t do anything 

I can’t pick myself up
I’m just drowning in bad luck
I can’t pick myself up
Like you can
Like you

Mudflow

Lying awake for the next night in a row￼
Fading to nowhere
Counting dominoes

Walking out at late night I got to compose
Some sort of reason
Some sort of code 

Don’t give up too much of your love
You gotta save some￼
For yourself

Nobody can know it better
Than u



Is it all that you wanted￼￼
Is it all that you needed￼

Save Some

Several hours
easy when you got
something to do

I was climbing
up to the light 
when you were
standing there

And it took all my being
All my heart and believing 
Not to think you were a figment
of my imagination I’ve been waiting 
for something like this for so long
it’s been all that I want￼
and it’s driven me wrung 

Strung all my life away
unraveled in unwinding ways
Ba da bum da da

Island Terrace

And then she died￼
It was a terrible time and a terrible thing￼
I don’t think I cried￼
When anybody was looking￼

I think it’s so hard to get up anymore
and walk out the door￼ to do the same

When you're dead and 
dying all on the inside
Nobody I could look in the eye 
and tell them I would rather die￼

Jealous of the squirrel￼
I’m jealous of the tree
They never had to love me

Jealous of the squirrel￼
I’m jealous of the tree￼s
They never had to love me

Jealous of the Squirrel

cassette jam

This one I used my guitar and loop pedal, bass guitar, volca kick, and ms-20 synth recorded to cassette with four track

The title is from Seamus Heaney’s translation of Beowulf

Blurred in the Upswirl

Hey hey
Things are going the same way￼
There’s no need for an update￼
Nothing is changing 

I still wake up every day￼
Unsure of my place on the planet￼
In this building 

As my heart beats
Like a balloon
And my radar
Going full unguided

But you already knew about it
I’m just beating a dead thing
So it won’t walk away

I’m on my last stop￼
I’m on my last breath
Can’t hold on much longer
It’s coming to the end
And I got nothing left

I got nothing left
I got nothing left

Nothing Left

I look around
Everyone doing what they’re supposed to
I’ve got permission from my head that say
I’m not allowed to

You got to go and get it
If you want it
You’ve got to go and get it
She said if you want it
You got to go and go and get it

Suppose

I record mostly everything to four track to cassette.  Everything is pretty unfinished, mostly stream of consciousness kind of thing.  This is like a journal.  I’m looking to collab and create.  In Asheville, North Carolina at the moment.

Ig: frainbloss

Years of Moonlight

Frain Bloss