it’s harder to see this way
if only i could make you stay
i wish it didnt come to this

but does it look like i need ur help?
well how did u realize it?
how could you tell? 

i guess
i don’t know
what i want
what i’m asking for
i’m not sure

i won’t lie…
ok maybe a little bit 
i won’t trim it again
i won’t trim it again

trim

i hate
your eyes more than anything 
it’s how they seem
embedded in my memory
act like i don’t mind this 
just look through me in the driveway 
with a cigarette
in one hand the other in his

when i’m slammed to the ground
torn and broken and beat
will you watch as i bleed? 
please watch me

watch me

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i should be dead right now

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I would always say yes if you came back (prod. shvrs)

mint that like, ill post it.
yeah nah tho i mean, the actual vocals on the track are probably good in theory but the mix is dog ass. and like sure ur saying why didnt u just mix it properly then lazy cunt, and like good point bro but its a dead project lets b real. the beat lowkey sounds ai too. my bad wildwood, if thats even ur real name 😳😳😳. nah but otherwise eh this ones a solid 4/10 there is definitely some potential, and maybe ill revisit in future but otherwise fukit bro.

lyrics --

how do you sleep at night?
i close my eyes, if im feeling right
i blame my- myself 

i blame my-  myself
i blame my-  myself

do you ever feel like
youre still searching for your purpose;
some meaning. 
now in ernest, you let me down.
saw your mum last night, she ran
from your home with empty hands.
now her car wont start,
like your bleeding heart.


how do you sleep at night?
i close my eyes, if im feeling right
i blame my- myself 

i just want to drink all night,
just want to close my eyes.
cant close my mind.
girly says im way too shy,
girly says im way too high,
said thats alright.
i just want to talk to you,
one time.
if it makes you comfortable
ill lie.
dont you know im done with your
spineless shit? 
rot in your pit, tell me-

how do you sleep at night?
i close my eyes, if im feeling right
i blame my- myself 

how do you sleep at night?
i close my eyes, if im feeling right
i blame my- myself 
i blame my myself


conversations with a ghost (prod. wildwood)

1 - Moon River -(Guitar) - Tommy Emmanuel - Henry Mancini

Canned heat killin’ me

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

xxxxxxx

i wish you told me the things that i did wrong
left unannounced
left me dead in bed
oh the things you said
what made you change your mind
when we were walking through the green all night it was the best time of my life

a fern leaf

A very untalented person documenting everything I work on

Avid chorus avoider

I love you

I would always say yes if you came back (prod. shvrs)

Francach

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