helloo to anyone  still using soundcloud <3 sc was the first place i felt like i could share my music to 10 years ago and holds as special of a place in my heart as any website could ~ havent been on in a while ~ revisiting to share this demo that became a west america track and i plan on uploading some more recent sampler based and bedroom pop sounds as they are finished who knows when but mark my words they will join the digital archive xoxoxo

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some say love
some don't say much
some talk with touch
some don't feel much

i'd walk the ocean for u i would walk it if i had to
i'd walk the ocean for u i would walk if i knew how to
i'd walk the ocean for u i would walk it if i had to
i'd walk the ocean for u i would walk it til i stop

i'd do anything for u
and u do what u want
but i'm stuck in my head wishing u were there

there's something abt trains and loneliness there is something abt trains and

i was there and i forgot
u were there it felt so wrong

i'm always falling passive i wake up with a clenched jaw
and i get up exhausted reborn sixty days in a box

trains and loneliness (hrt solo mix)

time flies by
dragging its feet
dragging
aching memory
feel it most of the time
feel it most of the time
the space between
where i am and where
i want to be keeps expanding

days go by
with or without me
i'll move on
eventually move on
eventually move on

w/ or w/o me

full version here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMl8wROCbq4&ab_channel=franzmurder

h.e.a.t. (diminished mix)

molotov - WEST AMERICA

scatterbrain ?


a way to feel important
i still get lost in the motion
of being aimlessly determined
i'll stop and wait a moment

then i'll lose all my focus
of the nothing i've been chasing after
cos silence tends to find me best when i'm not looking

i'm searching for the feeling that i lost
like the expectations drop
like flies in my chest
like we're directionless
as if it's harmless

if you think about it
if you remember it
if you write about it
you should sing it
you should scream about it
why don't you scream about it

you should live about it
or you'll die of it



ANYWHERE

prepare yrself for a full band version!!!

COURAGE (a song for god)

I WAS WICKED

oh you poor thing

digital love

2 hearts fell off my guitar
i luv the girl in the white dress
this is as close as it gets 
being the mirror
u kno i want 2
kno u best

..

a heart fell of my guitar
i luv the girl in the black dress

..

i luv the girl w no dress

[ pic by lucia santina risbi ]

BUT WHEN WE MADE EYE CONTACT IT WAS LIKE THUNDER AND I FROZE UP ✿NOW HERE I AM ALL FILLED UP. REGRET

honesty as an art
once a hopeless optimist
i can love you from afar
no i can't love you cos it's hard
not if you're a devil's advocate 
are you still ashamed to be in yr own skin
but good company is an art
i'd try if u tried to try

do you argue for the sake to talk
you've been making me uncomfortable

or do you argue for a chance to mock the misfortunate

but it's cause and effect
since money ate god
and shit's been shit from the start

sympathy as an art
a desire to understand 
that things are wrong
because hurt 
is not an art
and
power isn't love

~~~
is it real life
did it feel
and we're all out
your arms
you're always back
it's all south
i hate me
get me out
that's enough
let's begin
can we please
and you're always
it's all shit
you're always there
thanks for nothing babe
and you're always
not at all

shit's been shit from the start®

the breakfast club cover - tele/visions 


this track was on a valentine's day compilation, then i ruined it a littlle bit in audacity and posted it.. here's the unaltered mess:
https://t.co/01Y4lShAas

i'm feeling wild with you (tele/visions cover)

look at this video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgqnuKnwsSc

if i try hard if i don't quite make it

hey (pixies cover)

i'll go due south
 til i find yr house
and i'll make myself a home
 in yr rusty bones

wouldn't it b pretty nice

be nice

recorded on Apr 28 2016 at kcsb by Josh Redman (5...4...3...2...fun!!)

s/o to the dave from the grave

Song 4 God  - West America (Live)

thirst før god (nicole kidman cover)

volume as an instrument
at night i am restless
panic oscillates a nervous overdrive
meet me at the quiet sonic side
in static the setting subsides
in this busy air we can hide
i'm positive
it's a lie
more time
would be
fine
i'm wrong
this time
it's done
oh my

if we were perfect systems
you could listen

if we were perfect systems

alien wifi massacre ( part 2 )

moving parts (loop )

give u my lovin (mazzy star cover)

elevator plane death

im 10 seeing molecules
i know everything
i am the water droplet hugging my eyelash
i am every intention becomes regret
im 20 learning a new name
im still young and afraid
im still old and it's the same
but now i shake on the outside like i have in my head
sweet empty nothings fill me up instead of something honest maybe it is
until i become weightless dragging on the pavement
im still learning how to forget
is as honest as i'll get 
is as honest as i'll let it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=751jDHXeiZ8

when i was invincible

i am a bad mood
i take so much
what to give
metal arms is innocence 
is always cold never naked
i am the worst color in the sky
im not soft spoken for by
the things i cannot i say i scream
it's always gone embarassment
hiding shame fault guilt pleasure
craving desire death want to live
cry fuck cry again fuck cry fuck again
cry again fucking crying again
i am an insatiable sadist
building inwards silence
no formidable boundaries
can you teach me how to trust my gut?
can you teach me how to be a bad mood can you teach me how to take so much can you teach to be the most beautiful color in the sky can you teach me to talk about what i can only scream about can you teach me how to be present can you teach me how to commit can you teach me how not to cry after i fuck and how not to fuck after i've been crying can you teach me to be satisfied can you teach me how to trust my gut

worst color in the sky

https://soundcloud.com/ifidieinmississippi <3

back in ur head (tegan and sara cover) w/ if i die in mississippi

as much as i want my skin to be impenetrable
rough + thick i know it's impossible
i want to melt into velvet
i want to let u in
but i wasnt trained that way
i was born alone
i was 2 and selfish
i was 6 and punching
i was 10 and wanted to fuck
i wasnt born that way
underdeveloped and bursting
sometimes i sleep while the ground is shaking
give me silk and spit like glue
beautiful metallic flesh bleed + bruise
burn am i young again
reflective silver touching bleeding bruising burning up
i am relearning

i am relearning

jokes on me ;( <3 ft izaac mellow

@ifidieinmississippi laying down the bass + harmonies <3

dont give up
 it takes time
u can be patient
u can change ur mind

ur everything
id ever want
but im so sick of u
and i just need some time

i need space
i need it now
i need u to tell me when u want me around

i need attention
i need direction
i need someone to tell me things r gna b alright

im so sorry
ur so boring
i cant help how i feel right now

venus in sagittarius ______ ft if i die in mississippi

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wannabe emo popstar 
<3 






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