im not even joking this is the best song i've found this year

Lyrics: Light creep in the shadows but it could be me. I know that you miss it’s
I know that you miss it.
I creep from the coffin like a dead body
I’m pale and full of…

I know that I promised
I know that. 
Now your all alone again.
Keep your eyes closed 
Keep your eyes closed
so you don’t have to see me take my life.

Cut myself to past the time I want to feel something I want to feel something.

You take me on this marry go round 
Wish I never taken it. 
You take me on this marry go round 
Wish I never taken it. 
You take me on this marry go round 
Wish I never taken it. 
You take me on this marry go round 
Wish I never taken it. 

The way that you test me
I’m losing my mind 
The way that you test me
I’m losing my mind

TheTreesHaveFacesAroundHere. (P.  Takizava)

this one is for the og fans

art by xovort

resurrection

𝙷𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 “𝚗𝚘...𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚁𝚎𝚡𝚡𝚡)

prod by yvri
mixed & written by yxung plague


lyrics

i dont really have anywhere else to vent to
i never really thought about how im gonna help myself
thousands of scars everywhere on my body
last year was the start of me going downhill
depression have been slowly building up
keeping me from taking care of myself
dont have the energy to help or talk to anyone else
when i still feel like i cant doing anything right
i am the fucking problem and im getting sick of it
i wanna die
everything i think now is just static
just a fucking empty head


im fucking rotting
im physically hurting and i dont fucking care
i stopped caring since last year
wasting my energy to fix what i have left
tell me what i should fucking do
when all i do is sit and think on my chair
what can i fucking do now
why am i like this
i do nothing interesting
just a hollow shell

Depressixn Seasxn Pt. 2

Wings Rotting Away [P. Yvri]

@abortedaudio

pig recording its truffle 
why my heart get me in trouble 
falling down the stairs hurts double
from the spawn to the dark shore
skeletons and zombies roar 
cant escape the beating were so sore 
tortured upside down and wait for more 
theres fucking piss and shit all on the floor 
played this map noted math
they chasing biting scratch 
octopuses fucking laugh 
as a baby burned on dad 
what does that mean 
this bitch let me hit it like a dab peace 
sucking on her neck and cum in ass cheeks
its way better than last thing

bitch im waiting for the day
their all the same and im misplaced 
all the evil cant erase
all the wrong i done cant face
bled on sheets and then i place
isolation won disgrace 
screaming brain i dont feel safe
spreading pain in my escape 
happy chase and taking space
why i feel so damn forsaken 
bitch quit touching me dont rape
chop the bodies like a steak
the alien puts rod in face
bloody mess cant drive for days
they rip his skin off from his legs 
i squeeze his neck until it breaks

pitch blur (feat. kill ebola)

𝖈𝖞𝖇𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖝

the lyrics were written back in January but recorded only recently.
thanks for all the expectations, glad to be back<3.

prod. by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:

bitch i keeping back to this shit
someone think that ima died or now im healthy to quit
or I'm wandering my ward in my own suicidal dreams
or maybe now i feeling happy as i wanted all these years

but fuck, bitch, stop it i ain't used for this shit
all my life is like a balance but on ends are only pits
problems teaching to survive and now i know that i won't sink
and im back with this noise, thats my way just to see all this shit

i mean to see the sense in grinding my thoughts
i mean i want to see the reason why my life going cross (with what i want)
i want to get the way i should care my wounds
remained from past in me, and living in the many other hearts

but i keep fucking wandering here like im blind
like I've pierced in my eyeballs when i was a child
and they're bleeding right now cuz these needles are stuck
they are long to my brain, bitch, i fucking trapped

thats the reason my music for me always sucks
that's the reason why you still looking for my blood
that's the reason one day I'll gone like fully mad
if i'll never found escape from endless ward

bitch i got lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
i'll fucking die in this pit bitch

i've got lost in this pit that i did by myself it's my own mental cage.
it's like hole in the head, like a rope to my neck, it's all sign to an end, want to get rid of that

and thats what now im doing im working on shit and i'll shut anybody that gotta prevent
all of my music is not always sad
when I'll feel i get happy I'll write shit bout that
but now i lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
I'll fucking die in this pit...

2024.

resurrection

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