memelovania or smth idk

first version, recorded on electric acoustic around September 2023 before I got my telecaster.

hurt (demo)

almost made it to the ep but i ultimately decided it was pretty boring

Your fear of death will kill you
Please open the door
You're in your head it kills me
It will the end when someone breaks
No one you could save
Then what will you do

Just keep wasting time
Same room the same wall same everything
You were the only one who didn't hate someone like me
I overheard you say that you're gonna leave and not come back
I'm shoveling your grave i just need to see you one more time, one more time
Again

Your fear of death will kill you (Last time that i saw you looked)
Please open the door (Happy i don't get it did you)
You're in your head it kills me (Get fucked up or something i can't)
It will the end when someone breaks (Get the answer i want from you)
No one you could save
Then what will you do

fear of death (demo)

october 2023 album scrap

one of my friends
they make music i guess
it sounds funny but
i think i'll send you a link
so you can hear

i still find it weird
when i hear their name
said by someone i don't know
oh how time flies

i remember the days
when we used to play
all those dumb computer games
how bittersweet

i guess it worked out
seeing by the big number plastered on their page
i hope they're good

i hope i hope i hope
(was i supposed to let go?)
i hope i hope i hope
(or did you just outgrow me?)
i hope i hope i hope
(all of those times we spent i know)
(do you still think about me now?)

you're busy with plans
i don't think we'll ever meet again
i'll keep you on
the back of my mind
and check on your numbers all the time
but we won't talk
again i feel like we could hit it off in current time with ease
i tell my friends about the times we spent even if they were brief

one of my friends (demo)

funny bom game
MY track for teh game, enjoy n chill or wahtever

[TM OST] - Bombshell

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE UPCOMING ALBUM

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

lyrics:

i’ve been so harsh these days
im chained to something that i had before

boy
im not taking a chance
cause i don’t wanna know
and just because i knew i had to take a choice
doesn’t mean that i can
you turned me into two
i can’t run back to you

i can’t flip the page i tried but it won’t budge
so stuck up about it i don’t think i’ll ever learn
i don’t wanna turn into what i hate the most
and im so sick of the change
we’ve been so harsh these days
and i can’t seem to tell you why 
i’ve been getting more distant
the paper yellows, time goes by
it makes me sick to think
you never even gave it thought
so tell me something that i know im not

boy
im not taking a chance
cause i don’t wanna know, know
and just because i had a choice
it doesn’t make it much more obvious
it’s not easy like you make it seem
not as simple as just you and me

why can’t you be my boy?
i did it all for you
and ive planned so many things
so much i meant to do
and i’ve been feeling so afraid
but you don’t even wanna know
boy you don’t even wanna know

if i ran back to your loaded gun
and i spent one day under your wing
doing whatever i wanna do
staying wherever i need to be

boy
throw away my one chance
i was looking at you
noise
i don’t even get words
you split me in two
it all went sideways
when i got everyone figured out
stepping all over us, in your garbage after throwing it out
it’s for the weak
so i guess that means you did it for me..?
so i guess that means you did it for me..?
so i guess that means you did it for her

for the rest of your life

prod me
art me

letra:

mesmo sabendo que e mentira eu te escutei
e voce me tirou do serio pela ultima vez
moro em niteroi mas meu importe e japonês
vou tentar a vida não vou ser igual vocês
eu sei que o mundo da voltas, voce vai ver
eu nunca mais vou ser o merdinha que eu cansei de ser
não e por nada mas com sua ajuda eu vou perder
voce quer ver eu me fuder

vendo as horas elas passam e nada acontece
o mundo não para e meu corpo envelhece
fico te encarando mas voce não percebe
me tirou pra nada agora so me esquece
e que eu amo aquele cara mas ele me apodrece
e assim que eu somo ele me esquece
carreguei a lua e pra voce foi leve
eu so te peco so não finge que me entende (x2)

eu so peco que não finja
nada ia durar mas vou olhar a fotografia
voce foi tão longe me pergunto quem diria
corro atrás do sol atrás de alguma luz do dia
disse que tu ia ficar mas ja saia
dia após dia
nada me abriga


(so não finge que me entende x2)

mesmo sabendo que e mentira eu te escutei
e voce me tirou do serio pela ultima vez
moro em niteroi mas meu importe e japonês
vou tentar a vida não vou ser igual vocês
eu sei que o mundo da voltas, voce vai ver
eu nunca mais vou ser o merdinha que eu cansei de ser
não e por nada mas com sua ajuda eu vou perder
e se e pra depender de alguém não vai ser de voce

e nada jamais vai me fazer voltar
ou continuar
tudo que eu falei no calor do momento
pode se esquecer
não da mais

nunca mais

mess 🛏️

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memelovania or smth idk

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