Relapsed N it CLICKED!!! 🤬

Freddie Sunshine’s “Cross the Sun” delivers a care-free medley of genre blends from Alt R&B to Punk while effortlessly weaving his inner thoughts on angsty summer flings and their undoubtable end. It supports solid engineering mixed with DIY culture.

Cross th Sun

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Cross the Sun

Forever Lost (prod. DUSTMYTE)

RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES

Threshold

lyrics:

I don't feel better, but I wanna be
People always label me a wanna be
Parents always talking like the part the sea
I don't feel better, but I wanna be

Try to do better, I'm a wanna be
God I wish could but it's hard to be You
Wanna be tool, but I'm hard to be used
Knowing what to do,
But the feeling unmoved

I don't feel better, but I wanna be
Marcos always told me I'm a wanna be
Parents always talking like the part the sea
Me and Lil Mikey abandoned for the beach

Going through the couch just find the fee
Lil hot ready just to meet the need
Try to do my best, I'm a wanna be
God I'm fucking stressed, I don't wanna be you

Wanna be tool, but I'm hard to be used
Knowing what to do,
But the feeling unmoved

I'll be your person of interest
You say I take miles from inches
I refuse to subscribe to religion
I refuse to align with the system

You
You never cared about me
Where were you
All alone, seventeen

I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be
I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be
I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be
I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be
I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be
I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be
I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be
I don't wanna be you
I'm a wanna be

Wanna Be

OD feat Manny P x Mulakkhan

Clear Eyes V2

The Thoughts You Run From

DaTruTh-Red Green.mp3

prod. @pxlse

pennies from my pocket pop a pill and pick a topic 

drinking danish from the faucet faux influx of feeling awful

I see visions in my moxxy moterboat the fattest bitches

smoke the biggest blunts and pass out in the tiniest of kitchens

suck a dick if you succeed, sucks if you don't

take a rip of the wrong shit, feel it in your throat

running on the torn ligaments, fucking shit I'm feeling it

fingers in the baggie in the basement I'm living it

why you livid fucks tryna act like you new to this

watcha seizure in the skate park tryna get the kicks

bitch I been around and seen the same shit I'm serious

fighting for the high fahrenheit I feel delirious

demons in the dorms where I'm chillin make the walls move

running through the city while I'm sweating like a monsoon

find me at the bottom of a bottle chillin with the worm

put me in the dirt, it's the only way I earn


pain ignites, chest feels tight

left the fucking city in the middle of the night

hit the joint, kill the fright

boy who learned to fly out the window outa sight

pain ignites, chest feels tight

left the fucking city in the middle of the night

hit the joint, kill the fright

I'm the boy who learned to fly 


room feeling like a fucking prison count the walls

never leave the fucking city smoking ciggies at mall

feeling dizzy from the fall but it's the middle of the winter

drinking 40s in the morning popping scrippies for my dinner

I'm a sinner with a motherfucking scope

doin dirty shit to keep the nose clean, running from the rope

didn't find the message in the money or the dope

but maybe I can learn to fly right out the window yeah I hope

Boythatlearnedtofly (prod. PULSE)

Prod. @oticah

I need the drip like i'm geeking,

Fuck with the coke and I'm feinding,

Pour me  a drink and I'm steaming,

I do not have a good reason...

I need the drip like your bitch need the dick,

And my nose is all bloody and full of the shit.

Fuck all your music this party is shit,

And your hommies all wack,

I just need me the drip...

Doing up lines in the kitchen,

Shut the fuck up and just listen,

I am the god of your system,

I am your universe gifted,

Fuck all you faggots I'm ready to kick it,

I'm living existence so sick that it's twisted,

I'm sniffing the shit like a coke zombie,

Buy more, I got more on me...

I NEED THE DRIP

Wasted as fuck I just need me the drip,

Puking up shit in the sink like a bitch,

Slurring my words I'm incurring the hurt 

I'm returning to dirt and I'm scratching the itch,

Slipping in comas and sleeping in piss,

Taking the hit I ain't eat in a week...

Cutting up lines ain't enough for your bitch,

Bits of my sanity starting to leak,

Balance on low I ain't got it today,

Need me a baggie no work and no play,

Getting so desperate starting to cave,

One in my arm just to start off the day,

Live like an animal die like a thief,

Live like a Ubermensch die like I'm weak,

Stare in the mirror I can't get to sleep,

But I know that for sure that I look like a creep...

The Drip (prod. oticah)

Idkhowmuchlongerimmabehere
Ig: Grimmtheweeper
OFFICIAL AMV : https://youtu.be/SzXmIS1vzK4

Alone.

All Inquires (Production/Features/Collabs/A nice chat): 

Email:
gaothearsonist@gmail.com

Instagram:
@guywithanoldasslaptop

Lyrics:
teeth grit and fist clenched,
calling for God,
now he reeks: spit and piss drenched him, (huh)
bloodied piece ripped from his wrist
when he slit them,
to withstand
bombshells:
fell he did dig trenches,
lay face down in the dirt,
certain that at this rate now,
he'll be burnt up,
curtains,
like: show's over,
hope the he'll cope with the broken bones,
and stay strong 'till it blows over,
and it will right?
answer me, don't kill quiet,
force fed hard to swallow pills prior,
to when I found out you can't chill fire,
feels drier in the pool of knowledge,
than my mouth when it's filled with prayer,
I'm not built with higher tolerance than all rest,
I can toil until i'm tired and I'm tired,
of looking at the leading,
I should peel the piper, wear his skin,
need a light in the labyrinth,
drown him in paraffin:
man-candle,
man-handled, been,
roughed up,
just brush up?
now that's the thing,
I feel as strong as molasses thin,
the chance I invested in,
I'm cherishing,
it seems to be perishing,
battalions of tallied failures are garrisoned,
on the horizon,
sun rise, dawn, stride cross the sky,
fall till the night comes,
then my corpse collects flies on it,
I'm looking for the answer with the lights on,
but my sight's gone,
light a pipe bong,
or a pipe bomb,
between my lips,
either way I'm getting blasted,
acid re-flux, give a fuck if it's rancid,
fear stricken bastard,
shirt sticky, plastered to my chest,
with my sweat,
so close to kissing caskets,
nigga.

eaten up by questions, cotton candy at the carnival,
silence leaves me breathless like asthmatic late for rendezvous,
tell me who to ask,
tried the shit they taught in Sunday school,
answers always quiet like the sky I'm fucking talking to.

nah bitch,
no need for sipping on booze
pick the spliff from your lips,
no tripping on boof,
I don't need no fuck niggas twisting the truth,
too advanced in that shit:
mind blank and confused, uh,
lack of answers cause cancerous tumor,
spread to my head quick like bitches with rumors,
looks like enlightenment's later than sooner.

just let me know where I fucked up,
fill my face with holes from a buckshot,
on my knees chewing gravel, yeah I'll dust off,
all my pride if you decide to give me some thought,
that I ain't already heard before, fuck what he say,
I need words divorced from the brain-dead and the cliche,
wanna put a stick in my mouth like I suck adhesive,
mimic a bitch with a stick between its teeth.

eaten up by questions, cotton candy at the carnival,
silence leaves me breathless like asthmatic late for rendezvous,
tell me who to ask,
tried the shit they taught in Sunday school,
answers always quiet like the sky I'm fucking talking to.

I Need Answers

Vibed so hard we got a buzz to this one.

WITH: @VENTINGPALACE
PROD: @VENTINGPALACE
ART: @C3OF & @VENTINGPALACE
SPONSORED BY @ABYSSALSOUNDSFR

LYRICS:
[PAPA SLEEP]
She dont love me
She dont want me
Tell me all about it
I dont love you
I dont want you
I dont really get it
Bathroom wall
Out the mouth
Out the bathroom stall
On my knees
Please just tell me what you want from me

She get blasted I might leave that bitch
Really an addict the way that she glitz
Out for the glamour she might down that shit
Drown in that foil and she gon ask for a kiss

Life ain't been like a movie
Come and give up all your beauty
You can get off debt free
Dead beat just the way that the man in the mirror always gon look at me

[CHORUS]
Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough

Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down

[VENTING PALACE]
I'm in the club and I start seizing up shawty
Walk in the room and I steal all your energy
Got so much cash I might just bribe the treasury
Deep in the ash I crawl out and cause misery

Feeling demented
Your boys outnumbered not what you expected
Method ineffective

Don't follow directives
Don't see the point in all of your incentives
Bitch give me the sloppy while I do the sedatives

Chrome to the bone now he hurting
I'm certain this vermin will meet his demise
He says that he's fine I see through the disguise

These haters they typin with tears in their eyes
They try and try and try again
But never seem to reach the level
VP, Papa Sleep, lord give em mercy
Flows and rhymes so fuckin dirty

[CHORUS]
Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me love
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
Think I'm coming down

Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me love
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough
Give me drugs
Get that buzz
I ain't had enough

Buzz (Single)

Buzz

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Papa Sleep & Venting Palace - Buzz

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

I sit up all night with a gun to my head and my finger on the trigger hoping one day I fall asleep and blow my fucked up brain all over the walls.Tried to slit my wrist and overdose but it just won’t work. Gotta stay high off everything to heal my pain sitting up at night wondering what is my worth. My dreams they haunt me so I never sleep hoping I get put in the earth cuz I no longer feel my shortys warmth

OD feat Manny P x Mulakkhan

Freddie Sunshine ☀️

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