expect a few versions of this one lol. written in 2019.

FUCK YOU (ME)

what's the point of telling the truth anymore
when there are people waiting for you to fall to the floor
i keep my thoughts to myself like a nice young man
but understand it’s only cuz i think you’d hate me again
where’s the fun in trying your best all the time
looks like it’s easier to let things flow and not force the rhyme
at least not all the time

i guess this is life (is this life?) (this life?)
GOD I'M ALIVE
and i will take it upon myself to decide what is wrong from right
i'll do what i like (what i like) (i like)
THIS IS MY LIFE
and it goes like

i wake up and i’m real pissed off
my head goes
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
i smoke a bit and try not to cough
my lungs go
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i think to myself
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i say to myself
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

i made a list of all the things i should do tomorrow
instead of sleeping in
i’m shedding off this skin
and letting go of who i once was
someday i swear i’ll beat the system
and break every rule till i’m numb
i’m learning to run
away from the signs that say “RUN”
 
i guess this is life (is this life?)
AHHHH AHHHH
and i will take it upon myself to decide what is wrong from right
i'll do what i like (what i like) (i like)
THIS IS MY LIFE
and it goes like

i wake up and i’m real pissed off
(i wake up and i’m real pissed off)
my head goes
(my head goes)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
i smoke a bit and try not to cough
(i smoke a bit and try not to cough)
my lungs go
(my lungs go)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i think to myself
(how many times in a day do i think to myself)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i say to myself
(how many times in a day do i say to myself)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU(ME) [very old acoustic demo]

never uploaded this to soundcloud sorry soundcloud fellas

LYRICS:
Seems like it's all worked out
How great
Cut the mould and eat around
I fill my my emp-
-ty plate
To the edge and push it more
I swear I'll win
Today
Long as I have everything I need in place
No way
Is this supposed to feel so weird?

Cause it does
And it hurts
I'm afraid of doing any worse
When you call
I'm asleep
Dreaming dreams of you that go too deep
I don't enjoy
Being used
Passing time and keeping you amused
You break me apart
And it hurts
Never thought that I could do much worse
Worse

I am cold
Miss the heat
Can't feel my fingers to my feet
Just stare straight ahead
Lie in bed
Try to envision life when I am dead
Do I know?
Am I upset?
Do I have things that I regret?
I know I do, how can I stop them all from happening?
Can I stop myself
When I don't think?

Cause I don't
And it hurts
I'm afraid of doing any worse
When you call
I'm asleep
Dreaming dreams of you that go too deep
I don't enjoy
Being used
Passing time and keeping you amused
You break me apart
And it hurts
Never thought that I could do much worse

Yeah I feel so much worse
Just tell me I'm alright
That everyone gets like this sometimes
I don't wanna fight
But I'd be lying If I said that it's never felt right
I guess that I'm a bit of an asshole
It's time to fuel my spite
End of the conversation

Any Worze

HYPERPOPUNK

vox: deadman 死人
prod: fredo disco

HYPERPOPUNK

simping should be illegal

discord e-girl crush (feat. luvlxckdown)

suicide boy

emotional song

industry

how can i let go without closure
and how can you say
you don’t care
can’t believe it’s not my fault
words without their meaning
salt the wound
you got me good

leave me out to dry while you go

call your friends
tell them i’m crazy
pretend
you don’t miss me
i know you try so hard
hide yourself
it’s worked out this far
let it go
take a break
let the words out
enjoy the weight of the world fall off
i know you
more than you do
i know you
more than you do you

picking me apart
don’t break your fingers
no one else can do it like you
i’m afraid that you won’t remember
half the things i said to you

finding out the truth is overrated
best believe it
no excuse is left for you
so just go

call your friends
tell them i’m crazy
pretend
you don’t miss me
i know you try so hard
hide yourself
it’s worked out so far
let it go
take a break
let the words out
enjoy the weight of the world fall off
i know you
more than you do
i know you
more than you do you

pushing me away
for no good reason
pushing me away
while you fall apart
pushing me away
gimme me one good reason
you’re pushing me
pushing me
pushing me to say it

fuck your friends
they’re all crazy
pretend 
you don’t miss me
i know you try so hard
don’t let me in
or this’ll go too far
let it go
take a break
let the words out
or else they just might take you down
i know you
more than you do
i know you
wish that you did too

one week

salt the wound

i keep on chasing what i don’t have
i keep on chasing what i wish i had
a window
want to open the door
i took off running like a mad man
i took off without a second thought
never look to
what i had before

why you always in a bad mood
bad mood
burning up inside the bedroom
bedroom
why you gotta call me at 2am
when you know i’ll answer
say my name
and forget it after
bad mood
bad mood
i think
you want to
want to
don’t call me at 2am
cuz i won’t answer
say my name
you forget me after

i made a deal it was a bad one
i made a deal couldn’t take it back
surrender
sign my name in blood
i heard that time is moving faster
i heard that everything we know is a lie
pretender
guess it’s in our blood

breaking every rule in the book from above
sneaky how they do it in the name of love
print it on the back of a magazine
ask me what i really mean

why you always in a bad mood
bad mood
burning up inside the bedroom
bedroom
why you gotta call me at 2am
when you know i’ll answer
say my name
and forget it after
bad mood
bad mood
i think
you want to
want to
don’t call me at 2am
cuz i won’t answer
say my name
you forget me after

bad mood

i found god in a parking lot
he said
tell me what you’re after
brushed it off 
but i kept the thought
i know what i’m after

it’s you
it’s always you
watching juno in your room
playing music i could only write for
you

put it all out for the world to see
want to be remembered
you read me
like a book at night
chapter by chapter
you go back to sleep
listen to you breath
in and out
in again
i know what i’m after 

it’s you
it’s always you
watching juno in your room
playing music i could only write for
you

i found god in a parking lot
he said
tell me what you’re after

you
it’s always you
give me all of you
i want you
it’s you
it’s always you
watching juno in your room
playing music i could only write for
you

juno

i miss you when i wake up
you’re on my mind
dreaming of the past on a friday night
you used to
be by my side
making me wish i could turn back time
i keep thinking
hit restart
take back the things that broke your heart
you used to
be by my side
i’ll see you in my dreams tonight

leave me alone
so i leave you alone
i’m chasing my tail
in the meantime
keep showing up
memories on my phone
it doesn’t get easy with time

i miss you when i wake up
you’re on my mind
dreaming of the past on a friday night
you used to
be by my side
making me wish i could turn back time
i keep thinking
hit restart
take back the things that broke your heart
you used to
be by my side
i’ll see you in my dreams tonight

climb to the top of the 
hill that’s before you
taking my time to breath

i miss you when i wake up
you’re on my mind
dreaming of the past on a friday night
you used to
be by my side
making me wish i could turn back time

i miss you
you’re on my mind
dreaming of the past on a friday night
you used to
be by my side
making me wish i could turn back time

i keep thinking
hit restart
take back the things that broke your heart
you used to
be by my side
i’ll see you in my dreams tonight

by my side

i wish i could take it
you know i’ll try until i can’t
take me to paradise
well
if this is paradise id rather be dead

you can go away and do what you want to
go away from me and my own
go away and do what you have to
i like to be on my own
go away and never look back
throw away whatever you had
go away and do what you want to
i’m fine on my own

i can’t escape it
the feeling of losing control
taking me backwards
round and around we go
it’s the same old shit that we used to do
never gets old like we do
i go down with the ship tonight
floating away from you

you can go away and do what you want to
go away from me and my own
go away and do what you have to
i like to be on my own
go away and never look back
throw away whatever you had
go away and do what you want to
i’m fine on my own

go away

covered one of my favorite bands, definitely listen to the original if you haven't already


When you told me you were leaving, 
well I couldn't feel my mouth, 
because all I'll ever be is someone else. 
As I watched you walk away, 
I felt something in me change. 
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away 

So I drove home, 
at a hundred miles an hour, 
just to see what it feels like to fly. 
I crashed my car, 
into someone else's backyard, 
just to see what it feels like to die. 

When you told me that you missed me, 
well i couldn't close my eyes, 
because I realized what it felt like to die. 
'cause all you'll ever be 
is a nightmare and a wet dream, 
a reason to smile from six feet under ground. 

So I drove home, 
at a hundred miles an hour, 
just to see what it feels like to fly. 
I crashed my car, 
into someone else's backyard, 
just to see what it feels like to die. 

So bathe me in pale flesh, 
promise that I'll never be good again. 

I hope you miss me when I'm gone, 
because I can't hold on for too long. 
and I'm so scared of dying alone, 
that I'll kill myself right here, right now. 

and i'll die.

Blonde Hair, Black Lungs - Sorority Noise (cover)

wake up
too late
i stayed up too early
dreamt of
your face
but all it did was hurt me
i'm still not too clear
about where we stand
you said you need time to think
but i don't understand that
we were fine yesterday
i thought we were fine yesterday

you don't know if you love me
anymore
well i know i do
so get the fuck out of my doorway
and you'll crash
your car
before you get too far
you could never do this the right way
but this time i
won't be there
to save you
i owe nothing to you

i wish that i could hold you
and tell you i forgive you
but the truth is that i'm bleeding
you're the drug i'm needing
when you called me
i didn't answer the first time
because well i'm sorry
but it's my turn to need time
we were gone yesterday
i thought we were gone yesterday

you don't know if you love me
anymore
well i know i do
so get the fuck out of my doorway
and you'll crash
your car
before you get too far
you could never do this the right way
but this time i
won't be there
to save you
i owe nothing to you

wake up
too late
i stayed up too early

what a year

donut

download!

here's a video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbIvEVmt6mw&lc=z120uzzy2knpefllr23hytih2qq3vzu4g04

where are you now
probably watching reruns of your favorite show
that i never liked on my couch
and how long
until i can call you
to hear your voice
and not focus on what i did wrong

but i got your voicemail again
call rejected

you flipped like a switch
from anti to social
so if that's part of life now i'm ready for it
i still love your eyes
they used to be mine
oh baby you put the good in goodbye

i haven't seen your face in days
fuck this game

are you alone
or out with the people
who took you away and changed you into someone
i don't love
i think you feel the same
but i miss the way you'd my name
cuz these words become truth
and truth into pain

oh anna
you brought us here
oh anna
i loved you dear

sadboysongs.jpg

anna

s/o to colin riordan again. luv that man.

you trapped me with words that meant nothing to you
“i love you" was bullshit you felt nothing new but
i found a way i found a way i found a way
out
i found a way i found a way i found a way
i thought you could change but that just goes to show
when happiness hurts well it's all got to go but
i found a way i found a way i found a way
out
i found a way i found a way i found a way
out now

this is for the last time you talked to me
when you threw the wooden spoon in your hand at me
it’s been
six months since you looked me in the eyes
not a day goes by without me thinking of you
i miss you
and i know it’s wrong but i get sick when i picture
you with another guy

i don't know what i was thinking
leaving you
you're the one thing that i truly needed
you

well what did you 
expect
from me
after all the times
that i 
believed
that we were going to end
it's harder to pretend when you're not pretending anymore
and what did i
expect
from you
when you'd tell me what you thought
i thought was the truth
what am i doing
what am i doing

this is for the friends that i lost too soon
for the one that i loved, and that fucking spoon
i'm sorry
i let you down
you'll smoke pot, but you won't touch weed
i guess that's what makes you different from me
you love me
but you won't touch me

and you won't even realize what you've done
so all i'm left with is this smoking gun

well what did you 
expect
from me
after all the times
that i 
believed
that we were going to end
it's harder to pretend when you're not pretending anymore
and what did i
expect
from you
when you'd tell me what you thought
i thought was the truth
what am i doing
what am i doing

i never thought that i would end up like this
i never thought that i would end up like this
i never thought that i would end up like this
i never, how did i end up like this

well what did you 
expect
from me
after all the times
that i 
believed
that we were going to end
it's harder to pretend when you're not pretending anymore
and how come i could never see
that you never truly loved me

i'm not sorry

single (FIRST MIX)

wooden spoon

a few weeks ago i could only do 10 push-ups
and six months ago i thought you were my girl
now things have changed and i'm so tired
i thought that i was your world

but now you've got new friends
you have all these beginnings while i've got ends
that i didn't want
and yeah you fucked some other dude
i guess he loves you more than i do

you say that you've found god
but that's for brownie points
a lie only a sad sad person would tell
i don't buy religion, so here's my concept
your school spirit is sending you straight to my hell

but now you've got new friends
you have all these beginnings while i've got ends
that i didn't want
and yeah you fucked some other dude
i guess he loves you more than i do
yeah putting up with all your shit
didn't work out like i'd hoped it would
so i guess i'll just move on
shower song

school spirit

shower song

this is my "try-hard-angsty-emo-high-school-ass-bullshit" song about wanting to grow weed and high school. plz enjoy.

i feel so angry and i don't know why
my parents say it's hormones but i just wanna die
and i'm always tired but i can't fall asleep
thinking about the things i wanna be but i will never be
i stay up later than i probably should
when i wake up in the morning i regret it like i knew i would
i hate your friends because i don't fit in
maybe it's selfish but it sucks to not fit in

i want to buy a house in the mountains and i
want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
i want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
and i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your fuckin face

i want to tell you that i love you
but honesty means that i shouldn't lie
i wish that i could say i miss you
but if i did well then i would be lying
to you

i want to buy a house in the mountains and i
want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
i want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
and i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your fuckin face

i want to tell you that i love you
but honesty means that i shouldn't lie
i wish that i could say i miss you
but if i did well then i would be lying
to you
and my friends
and your friends
and my parents
and everybody else who knows about what happened
like you
and my friends
and your friends
and my parents
so i'll smoke a bowl and talk about later with you with you wake
up

saturn suv

try and try again
you bring me up and break me down
life is bland
i'm tired of playing around
new faces i don't know the voices of
yours is not the one i long for
anymore

i fell in love with a temporary tattoo
i risked a lot to ink my skin
but it fell through
and every day i miss the old you
i'm not saying that you gotta stay the same
but i didn't think you'd change

remember now and then
the way we used to feel, in love
now i'm spent
from hours of thinking i'm alone
how should i feel
now that you say the past few months
have not been real
you used me

i fell in love with a temporary tattoo
i risked a lot to ink my skin
but it fell through
and every day i miss the old you
i'm not saying that you gotta stay the same
but i didn't think you'd change
i'm not saying that you gotta stay the same
but i didn't think you'd change
yeah you changed
i wish you hadn't changed
but you changed

try and try again
you bring me up and break me down
life is bland

temporary tattoo

this is a song letting out three and a half years of pent up frustration.

you're going to community college
which means that i'll be here for you
so you can place me on hold and call me
when you fail your tests
cuz you'll fail your tests
and you say god fucking hates you
because you think you try so hard
but you were born to fail
and i've known that yet i still love you

i know you better than i should
accept the bad and love the good
but at some point love isn't enough to make this worth it

so this one's
for the rides back home
the only time we'd get alone
all the pictures on my wall
now we don't take any at all
it's for the catholic school you hate
but suddenly you seemed to change your mind
and now i'm second place
it's for you

and all your new friends will leave you
cuz they have better things to do
while i've spent three years knowing you'll stay at your house
wasting away the days like you do
you don't deserve to go away quite yet
because failure and laziness end up the same
but they're achieved by different ways

i can't keep lying to your face
you shouldn't be proud of your place in life
because 18 years of bullshit doesn't pay the bills

so this one's
for the rides back home
the only time we'd get alone
all the pictures on my wall
now we don't take any at all
it's for the catholic school you hate
but suddenly you seemed to change your mind
and now i'm in second place
it's for you
yeah this is for the lies you told
all the hands you chose to hold
every place you said you'd be
but you were always late for me
for your dad who never tried
when i held you while you cried
our beginnings and our end
it's for you

you're in community college
which means that i'll be here for you
so i can love you until i can't do it anymore
i can't anymore

artwork done by @midnaut (luke davenport) on instagram, thanks man!!!

community college (high school 2.0)

hey mike, come back home plz thank you

if being young is easy why the hell does it feel so damn hard?
growing up being told that looking back is the best part
don't want to lose my friends, nights that never end
writing letters that i'll probably never send
cuz i read them
when i'm lonely at night

and everybody around me is leaving too
some are already gone, lucky it's only a few
i never said goodbye to one of my best friends
hey mike, i miss you man
playing horrible songs in my backyard
gettin high for the first time between two cars
sneaking out to drive around
and enjoy the peace

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

preparation for the things you can't seem to prepare for
such a waste of time, but it's only going to happen more
telling me i'm wrong, knew it all along
so i'll let it all out in these fucking songs
part of me is preserved
the best of me is preserved

and if i can't slow time i'll enjoy today
not stressing too hard bout my GPA
cuz in a couple of months
we all know it won't matter anyways
doing things that i shouldn't just because i can
when you're under 18 who's to tell you what you cannot
do
it's something new

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

cuz lately i've
been feeling pretty good about myself
and lately i
don't fight my parents when they try to help
it's been a long 17 years
be on my own in less than one year
but i'm so scared
expecting me to know who i am

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

hey mike, i miss you man

hey mike, i miss you man (backyard version)

i used part of the words from "elevator music" and i'll probably change that before i get the final version. yaga.

i haven’t felt the same these days
been a while since i’ve felt this way
filled with procrastination, failing classes
lost my job
been exactly a year
three hundred sixty five days of 
getting to know myself
and i am confident that i haven’t 
even scratched the surface

i wish sleep was optional
i wish waking up was optional
i wish everything i don't want could be optional

cuz now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams

yeah i told you i loved you
but it went out of fashion
and when said that i hated you
i finally felt some real passion
it’s kind of funny to me that i
would bitch and cry
when things didn’t go my way
but that’s a pattern that i broke
opened my eyes and i awoke

i don’t wish we never happened
because if we never happened
then i wouldn’t be the person i am now

but now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams
now you’re part of past me
a time when i felt unclean
every day you fucking killed me
that’s the person who i used to be

charlie sheen

charlie sheen (demo)

WOOOO FULL BAND SHIT LET'S GO! get ready for a whole lot of this coming soon ;)

also fuck Mariano's that place sucked to work at. eat a dick Jean.

i've been 
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

it's 4am and i'm supposed to be at work at 10
but i fucking hate my job
so i'll sleep in and hope they fire me
because i'm no quitter
i've got a paper due on Tuesday that i haven't even started
who really cares about the end result
if i didn't try
cuz it's all bullshit

it's getting colder outside these days
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

in the end we're all the same
just empty smiles with forgettable names
your excuses don't mean anything to me

my family thinks i have potential but i use it all on
things that shouldn't matter (but to me they really matter)
cuz they take my mind
off of the future
i tell myself that if i can't pay for my college
i'll just run away and sleep inside a van until i figure out
who i am
because i don't know who i am

but i'm running out of time
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love
so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love

i'm
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

Ghost of Mariano's

music video!

Disco Inc. - Ghost Of Mariano's (acoustic demo)

hi. hello.
my name jimbo.
i wrote this song
to let you know.
i hope you like
the things i sing.
so please enjoy
this music thing.

are you gonna stick with that story?
talk big about your life
to make it seem less boring
are you gonna keep on going
to the gym?
so you can see him
because every single time that you're caught inside a lie
you'll fake another tear so i feel bad that you're crying
but inside i'm dying
and every other day when you come late
and you smell like sex i'll just say that you look great
cuz what else can i say

i don't understand
why you gotta hurt me
i'll hold my own hand
cuz you won't touch me
and i know that i talk too much
and i love too much
yeah i loved too much
sorry

it's been so long
since i've felt happy
i'm my own doctor
and i hate therapy
i'll never really get what i did to you
thought that i was yours and you were mine too
but i guess that's not true
i'm working out a way to build up strength
got my words all good and my head on straight
still not worth the wait

i don't understand
why you gotta hurt me
i'll hold my own hand
cuz you won't touch me
and i know that i talk too much
and i love too much
yeah i loved too much

jimbo

jimbo (demo)

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i had a dream about a girl
but this time it wasn't you
that hasn't happened before
felt nice to kiss someone new
i don't remember her face
but she had soft brown hair
not thin and dyed out of place
like the style that you wear

i felt happy when i woke up
and that's unusual

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

i walked a mile by myself
considered options and plans
i realize i've got bigger fish to fry
and don't need you to hold my hand
you're in the same boat
focusing on yourself
so i'll take the letters that you wrote to me
and place them on a shelf

i don't smoke anymore
but i sure as hell want to

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
cause these days i'm tired, hungry
figuring out if i like me
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got my problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

life!

she picked me up, said we need to talk
i sat in silence, wanting to open the car door, get out and just walk home
where i feel safe
where i feel right
the only place i fall asleep at night
but where's my home if i don't have you?

so you left me in an empty room
with a broken mind
only way i'd feel better was to get high
but soon that grew old, increased the pain
i knew i would never think the same
about myself, how i hate myself
how i wished i could be anyone fucking else
but i'm still just me
why am i me
why am i me

tell me where i fucked up
running out of my luck
i don't wanna be touched
if it isn't your touch
i'm alone and afraid
i'm still singing your name
you're just playing the game
while i'm going insane
tell me where i fucked up
running out of my luck
i don't wanna be touched
if it isn't your touch
i'm alone and afraid
i'm still singing your name
you're just playing the game
while i'm going insane

it's been over a year since we fell out of love
i don't regret it, it's better to say
that at least i once felt love
i fell in love

The Boredom Keeps Me Up At Night

No Ragrets

buy it!

Disco Inc. - No Ragrets

my mouth tastes like blood
i've got a canker sore
goddamn it really hurts
grew from one to more

so pour a cup of water, add some salt
and swish it through my mouth

(swish swish swish swish swish swish swish)

YOU'RE LIKE A CANKER SORE
YOU NEVER REALLY LEAVE
JUST WHEN I THINK YOU'RE GONE
YOU COME RIGHT BACK AND ATTACK ME

SO I'LL MAKE YOUR POISON, SWALLOW IT DOWN
AND HOPEFULLY THAT KEEPS YOU AWAY FOR NOW

BECAUSE WITH EVERY WORD I SPEAK
YOU MAKE ME CRY OUT IN PAIN
MY FRIENDS ALL KNOW THAT I CAN'T EAT
AND I'VE GOTTA TRY AND EXPLAIN
THAT IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE ME WILL YOU?

i've got a canker sore
underneath my tongue
it's always judging me
been here for months

but one day i'll beat it
one day i'll defeat it
because i don't need it
i don't fucking need it

Canker Sore

Disco Inc. - Canker Sore

i've been 
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

it's 4am and i'm supposed to be at work at 10
but i fucking hate my job
so i'll sleep in and hope they fire me
because i'm no quitter
i've got a paper due on Tuesday that i haven't even started
who really cares about the end result
if i didn't try
cuz it's all bullshit

it's getting colder outside these days
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

in the end we're all the same
just empty smiles with forgettable names
your excuses don't mean anything to me

my family thinks i have potential but i use it all on
things that shouldn't matter (but to me they really matter)
cuz they take my mind
off of the future
i tell myself that if i can't pay for my college
i'll just run away and sleep inside a van until i figure out
who i am
because i don't know who i am

but i'm running out of time
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love
so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love

i've been
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

Disco Inc. - Ghost of Mariano's

staring at the wall
spacing out is one of my specialties
denying my calls
just another weekend

i walk to my car
look back but you're already inside
the drive home is far
i hope i make it

it's plain to see
i'm not the person that you want me to be
smile, say cheese
and i'll leave you alone

apologies
as good as a bandaid on a broken leg
try to hide the truth
but i know you

it's plain to see
i'm not the person that you want me to be
smile, say cheese
and i'll leave you alone

saying that it's you not me
now i feel like maybe you're lying
but
i like me (i like me) (i like me) (i like me)
i like me (i like me) (i like me) (i like me)
i like me (i like me) (i like me) (i like me)
i like me (i like me) (i like me) (i like me)

Frankenstein

Disco Inc. - Frankenstein

i'm an asshole, star student
in faking myself
and you're a liar
we compliment each other real well
but now we're both found out
everything's crashing down
and i'm alone again

just let me run away once more
i want to go outside
you have these games that you play
but this time don't look for me while i hide

it's cold inside of my room
but there's nothing i can do
to light the spark that once kept
me warm all through the night

Don't Play With Matches

Disco Inc. - Don't Play With Matches

ayo you'll get a full version of this soon!!

i used to think before i spoke but now i just want a laugh
still caught up in the things that happened to me in the past
the smell of roses
and yoga poses
these little things are inconvenient and bring me right back
i just wanna go back

so i tell myself i think too much
and swear to god i'll stop this but

i got high
and it felt right
but then i got too high
and that was the end of my night
i laid in my car for two hours
listening to the song on repeat
and i realized
i'm still not the person
that i always wanted to be

i used to love all your jokes but now i stare into space
what once was funny now is just a dirty slap to the face
"your hair is too long"
i think that you're wrong
cuz every word that leaves your mouth gives me a sour taste
they're burnt and worn out

so i tell myself i'll sleep tonight
but that's a lie i will not fight

i got high
and it felt right
but then i got too high
and that was the end of my night
i laid in my car for two hours
listening to mobo on repeat
and i realized
i'm still not the person
that i always wanted to be

i miss the way things used to be
the pointless nights and meaningless feelings
i miss the way things used to be
cuz all i feel now are terrible feelings
i miss the way things used to be
the pointless nights and meaningless feelings
i miss the way things used to be
cuz all i feel now are terrible feelings

burnt and worn out (demo)

idk life is nuts.

there's nothing worse than wet socks while you're walking out in the rain
got my sweatshirt on, i'm uncomfortable
there's nothing better than coming home after a million hour day
just lay on the couch and watch some grey's

i like that i'm well liked by my peers
that's one of the things that changed this year
i'm glad that i don't hate my body
took me a bit, but it's my only body
i like that most days i feel fine
a bold statement, but no longer a lie
and i'm glad i have the friends i've got
big thanks to them, they've gotten me through a lot

everything is changing, even i am changing
i write less about less, feel my chest build up and burst with my stress
my eyes are tired, from staring at my screen
try to find meaning, reading in between the lines that i see

i like that i have thoughts of my own
that's one of the things i truly own
i'm glad that i don't fake who i am
yeah you might hate me, but it's who i am
i like that i do things for myself
cuz sometimes i don't want to share my wealth
and i'm glad i have the friends i've got
they might not know, but they got me through a lot

honestly i'm scared shitless
honestly i'll really miss this

late night thoughts on a saturday about life and stuff

i've been keeping my bedroom door unlocked
just in case i need to escape my thoughts
they're never ending
they're never ending
i got a lot of ideas but no drive to achieve
all the things that i know i could probably be
so i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but you know me
and you see right through me

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am

i've been faking my way through class every day
looks like [all] the problems i've made won't just go away
they're never ending
they're never ending
call it seasonal depression or whatever you want
but i feel like shit and i put up a front
i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but i know you
and i can't lie to you
i wish i could lie to you
but you make me face the truth

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
yeah I don't even know who i am
even know who i am

space date (demo)

i guess i’m 18.

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
it was shitty
i’m stressed and low on sleep
the two go together it seems
they’re best friends and my enemy

i’ve been falling apart at the seams
since february

i’m turning 18
and that scares the shit outta me
cuz what’s left to wait for now
i’m out in a couple of weeks
all my time will be set free
and still i won’t do anything

i’m turning 18
happy birthday to me

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
i'm breaking my knees under the weight of
responsibility
i'm growing my wisdom teeth
just to get them ripped out of me
and i'm sitting here thinking about how that's kind of funny

i guess i'm 18
ready as i'll ever be
or so we'll see

18 (demo)

if i'm being honest
i don't know where to begin
cuz i keep setting my alarm then hit snooze and sleep in
i signed up for the gym and went twice cuz i'm so lazy that i'd rather pay the monthly fee then cancel it entirely

i feel like a loser
when i talk to my friends
because they all have seemed to come to terms with reaching the end
and i don't want to go to college but it looks like i will
cuz in the years to come i'll have to find a way to pay bills

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

things are gettin heavy
and i feel so confused
cuz every time i think i'm comfortable i end up bruised
i've got a million different choices and there's no way to tell
whether the one i make today will send me up or to hell 

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

i'm a piece of garbage
and i've learned to accept
that there are things about myself that will stay permanent
no matter how much i pretend that i am in control
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that will take control

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

the feelings you will feel the summer before going to college (demo)

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