lyrics&vocals - J-Spliff, Nick Free
sound&vibe - Ralffonious
mix&master - Kres

* Chinwaggin' part 8 * co-starring J. Clifford Spliffington XVI

vox: Nicholas Freeman (5omebody 5pecial)
mix & finesse: Kræs

prod.: Christ &  the Crackbabies™ (2013)
[aka. Tobias Kielbasa, Niels the Gimp, Ralffonius, Shaman E. Twain, Nick Free.... & KRÆS!!]

 
*In case anyone cares to know, 2013 was really fucked up.*



lyrics:

there you are 
sight for sore eyes, care to talk?
let's share the dark -  there's a spark
I'm just sure I'll scare you off
now, here's my thought - let's stir it up
you & I could both find what we want
we're here and drunk, can barely walk
it's time to go, I'll bear the cross - [carry you off]

can't I just have, have what I want?
I want what I can't have 'cause I can't have it
can we just have, have what we want?
we want what we can't have, 'cause we can't have it
can't you just have, have what you want
you want what you can't have, ‘cause you can't have it
can we just have, have what we want?
we want what we can't have, 'cause we can't have
what we really want 
what we really need 
all we really want
all we really need [is]

how could I forget you?
these days seem like I never met you
feel like I never made love and I never gave a fuck 
and I never gave up and left you
maybe it's best I just leave it alone
scheming demons feed on my bones
it's all temper, I need to control
I can't venture that deep in my soul -
‘cause I'm so stuck on the thought of us
said you wanted me and I called your bluff
I knew I wouldn't want another man grabbing at your hand
but I didn't understand your demands and lust
like, "come a little closer than you're supposed to"
more like ride my roller coaster
no brakes, no lights, no brains 
just drive this bitch right into the ocean
emotion sickness, 
lonely misfits 
broken and split, just hope to fix it
we're only victims, show some interest
know in our souls that we'll go the distance
is it us, or can't we just last
a minute and a half before we must ask
- whatever it was, that happened with whoever, somewhere 
whenever it was, fuck that

and I was hoping you would find
a moment of your time
to show you know you're mine
but no, you won't [it's fine] 
this show's as old as time
i'm broke, don't own a dime
but know that you're my light [my life]

can I just have, have what I want?
I want what I can't have, 'cause I can't have it
can we just have, have what we want?
we want what we can't have, 'cause we can't have it
can't you just have, have what you want
you want what you can't have, ‘cause you can't have it
can’t we just have, have what we want?
we want what we can't have, 'cause we can't have
what we really want 
what we really need 
all we really want
all we really need

and you know this hopeless guy
you've choked & thrown aside
is comatose inside
but [you're as cold as ice]
alone & roaming, I'm 
not lonely, no, I'm lying
I won't be home tonight

I’m alone and waiting 
for a late night plane out of Copenhagen
the flight’s delayed, and I'm so impatient
‘cause it just feels like there's no escaping
this hole I made out of hopeless anguish
my very own maze in a mouldy basement
with a broken nose full of loathing hatred
I approach the gate as they open, take my 
[boarding pass, I'm on at last 
stewardess does her little song and dance
and then she gives me a haunted glance]
as if she knows where I'm at
‘cause I don't give a rat's ass if we do crash
it isn't too bad, considering it was too good to last
if you knew it was me that flew past
you'd watch as I burned to ash, 
and you'd laugh, you'd laugh
you'd laugh and dance on the runway

twentythirteen

I used to be this guy... https://soundcloud.com/spiritedsage

| Nicholas Freeman |

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