VOID

Lyrics : 

My broken life, cause my grandma just fucking died
And my mom is torn apart, cause my mom’s the last alive
All this stress on her shoulders while her body's getting older
Her heart is getting colder, I just wanna go and hold her
But I can’t, cause the pain’s heavier than a boulder
So hard for me to lift I might just blow my fuckin shoulders
But I don’t call it quits
Cause my mind won’t forgive
Through all the pain and the shit
Until I give all I have to give
Damn, this shit’s so fucking tough
If only you knew about the stuff that I think above
If only you knew about this shit when it’s getting rough
If only you knew about the pain in my life with no love
I make all the songs, you guys barely listen
So I make more tracks just for you to peep a snippet
Yes I just repeat myself and I’m looking for a way out 
So don’t be asking “man why the fuck you always stressed out”

Roadbumps

Stressed Out (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

[Fuego D]
A lot of you niggas been bluffin perpetrating the walk
You can tell I’m a God from the way that I talk (facts)
You speak, then we liable to break ya jaw
Run down on your crew leave them pussies all sore, pause
I’m from the street where the hustlers eat
Fuck with the fam nigga and they won’t be discreet
Have yo block sweating cause they coming through with the heat
These feet, will never know the meaning of defeat
So mind ya mental
Niggas shoulda stayed in DC
Lincoln used to be ya boy’s top currency (uh)
Now I get the Benjamins, women be lovin’ me (yuh)
Grabbing my dick like a key of electricity (ooh)
Shoutout to the plug I’m smokin’ the best weed
Without it my nigga I’ll be on edge, that’s facts G
But let me digress, I step back 
And the homie get at you pussies, he’s on attack

[Manny]
And I’ve been tryna count it (yeah), weight be heavy though (ok)
I know you gotta rub ya eyes when you see this glow (whoa nice)
Was born in ’97 (I was) 
Pops had the model on the Lexus 
I was focused on progression
Never touch a Smith & Wesson (no)
But I been that nigga out in Queens (yeah)
110 & 63 (ok)
Skating through blocks
Dodging the cops, knocking Pac
Pop shuv-it off the block
Picture perfect check the crop (picture perfect nigga)
I’m on a different level (uh uh)
I crashed the fuckin’ Revel (I did)
Lemonade in my kettle
Serve my chicken with the special 
Flow smoother than butter (whoa)
She really talk about lovin’
So I don’t really hear nothin
Just kiss my dick with no smudges (damn)
Tryna ball with no budget, I’m in a different league (ok)
I got that summer time heat, hittin’ like 103 (oh word?)
You just a backpack nigga (uh)
I’m a top rank hitter
Leave your body with shivers
Reassess your position (pussy)

[Soba]
What am I supposed to do wit all the shit that I’ve been through
I’m just tryna get it too and find my peace and inner tune
Family’s going through it (yeah)
Body’s going through it (yeah)
I’m surprised I made it far and I didn’t fucking lose it (yeah) 
At least that hasn’t happened yet
Maybe soon that’s my guess
Cause I pile all this stress
Soon might need a therapist
John thinks I need it (yeah)
Probably should agree with it 
But I’m stubborn and I think my self awareness better than 
Couple girls that need amends 
Cause I only fuck with 10s
I should really keep em friends
Body really needs a cleanse
Why do I do it (yeah)
Fuck it, so let’s do it (yeah) 
Bitches playing games but body flames so I say fuck it (yeah) 
Learning as young man
Young man with a plan
Plan to help me grow some fans
Fans to stick wit til the ends
Cause I’m coming for the green
Screaming til I hurt my spleen 
Ima go crazy til dad my whips a vet down the street (skrrt)
My father just reminded me
I didn't grow from poverty
But 9 to 5 deliveries 
Are feelin’ like the death of me
Feeling kinda lazy (yeah)
Jobs drive me crazy (yeah)
Jeopardize my mental health just to have some dollaz (yeah)
All the fun and games aside
Family stay on my mind
Gotta keep a way paved
So no one has to walk a slave
I don’t wanna do it (yeah)
But I gotta to do it (yeah)
Setting the example so my kids have no excuses (yeah)
These are just my growing pains  
Living life is kinda strange
Tryna reach it with my range
Always searching for a change
I’m gonna do it (yeah)
I’m gonna prove it (yeah)
I’ll even cop a crib have my family move up in it (yeah) 
Always sticking with my roots
In the dirt like I am Groot 
Keep it safe keep a roof
Tryna shoot, I’m bulletproof 
So don’t fuckin’ test (yeah)
Won’t like me at my best (yeah)
I’m always doing great regardless of the press from the rest (yeah)

Growing Pains (feat. Fuego Diego & Manny)(Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

So why does it seem like I'm the only one who thinks like this
Where every bad thing points at me and just doesn’t miss
I wanna go away 
I don’t wanna stay
I just wanna lay in bed all day
Cause there’s no point progressing with my faith
I'm feeling really sad but no one really sees it
I'm trying to progress but no one really gets it
I know death ain't gonna fix it, but it's hard to learn my lesson
Dark thoughts have been my only friend and that is my confession
I've been depressed 
I'm screaming everyday saying fuck the rest
It's hurts my chest
Crying myself to sleep living in my mess
Tried my best
Tryna live with no regrets
What you suggest
Trust me when I say that doesn’t help me even in my quest
I'm telling you that it's hard to focus 
When you come from a place where everything is bogus 
And living here seems hopeless
People lie
People scream
People dying for belief
And I'm trying everyday, but the weight is pressed on me

It's gotten to a point where I don’t feel like eating
Like the devil is proceeding 
And he’s coming for a feasting
I don’t know why I feel like this
Should I slit my fucking wrist
And end this bullshit
Cause no one really gives a shit
Now I don't wanna live
But I don't wanna die
I always wanna cry
And I don't know why
My family doesn’t care
My friends ain't even here
Tomorrow is so unclear 
And my life just seems unfair

Man I don’t get it
Why am I always feeling like I'm just regretting
Learn no lesson
I wanna feel better and live without depression
Search for heaven
Think I need therapy 
Cause your issues causing me
No sleep bad dreams can't even think
Listen when I say 
I am here for you today
Other people wanna play
I am honest with my stay
What you think imma do
Trust me I've been hurt too
Why would I do that shit to you
Can see my point of view
I know it's tough
Living life trying not to give a fuck
You’ve given up
I see it your eyes that you don’t keep it tucked  
In the cut 
Keep on acting it don’t matter much
But it does
Can you see that I'm just tryna to pull you up
I know what it's like when the world turns on you
When people point fingers like you’re the one who
Broke everything
Don't trust a feen
Just before your spring
Not care what you bring
Because

It's gotten to a point where I don’t feel like eating
Like the devil is proceeding 
And he’s coming for a feasting
I don’t know why I feel like this
Should I slit my fucking wrist
And end this bullshit
Cause no one really gives a shit
Now I don't wanna live
But I don't wanna die
I always wanna cry
And I don't know why
My family doesn’t care
My friends ain't even here
Tomorrow is so unclear 
And my life just seems unfair

Unfair (Prod. Soba & Alex Apelantado)

Lyrics :

Now I'm just a city boy living out in Queens(Queens)
Posture really strong, you probably think that I'm mean(mean)
I don’t really drink, yeah my blood really clean(clean)
And my stomach full from that baconeggncheese(cheese)
I'm just a mamas boy and grandmas boy(boy)
Family comes first, I don’t really got a choice(choice)
I be making moves still be making all that noise(noise)
But people think I'm lacking, but I'm real like McCoy(coy)

So take a walk in my shoes and see how I live(live) 
Justified by the shit that I have to give(give)
Got a lot issues, don’t be blowing up my phone(phone)
Gotta help my family just to take em back home(home)
So take a walk in my shoes and see how I live(live) 
Justified by the shit that I have to give(give)
Got a lot issues, don’t be blowing up my phone(phone)
Gotta help my family just to take em back home(home)

Just wanna let you know family’s on back(back)
Got no time to spare, got no time to relax(lax)
Mom and dad getting old, return all that tax(tax)
You can just imagine where the fuck my head is at(at)
I'm thinking about them and I'm thinking about me(me)
Use my money for the team or for a shopping spree(spree)
Have a couple kids, but I'm only 23(three)
Man I gotta fix me for the family tree(tree)

So take a walk in my shoes and see how I live(live) 
Justified by the shit that I have to give(give)
Got a lot issues, don’t be blowing up my phone(phone)
Gotta help my family just to take em back home(home)
So take a walk in my shoes and see how I live(live) 
Justified by the shit that I have to give(give)
Got a lot issues, don’t be blowing up my phone(phone)
Gotta help my family just to take em back home(home)

So it's 2020 and I'm still a little bit depressed(pressed)
Cause my head is in the past and can't seem to forget(get)
Living check to check, man my life a living mess(mess)
But with family and friends you can say I'm pretty blessed(blessed)
Got a 88 DeVille, yeah parked in the driveway 
That's just a hand me down, don’t believe what the public say 
Got a few more things to solve yeah to this day 
But you can call me Frank cause of how I’ll do it my way

So take a walk in my shoes and see how I live(live) 
Justified by the shit that I have to give(give)
Got a lot issues, don’t be blowing up my phone(phone)
Gotta help my family just to take em back home(home)
So take a walk in my shoes and see how I live(live) 
Justified by the shit that I have to give(give)
Got a lot issues, don’t be blowing up my phone(phone)
Gotta help my family just to take em back home(home)

Home (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

I wanna go back in time, wish I could just rewind
Loop to my old ways
Kiss her like the old days
Kiss her face
Slow my pace
Take a second to embrace
Have her pray for me every-time that I leave her place
Man I'm oh so hurt
Feels like everyday my heart's about to burst
The stress on my chest, ima end up in a hearse 
I'm carrying all this weight and it's feeling like a curse
But I just can't quit
Even if I'm sick my ego wont allow it
My family needs my help and that just won't sit
I gotta make that money so that check can split
So nowadays I'm alone
Always tryna find my zone
Without her with me
It's just like I lost my clone
Hold myself accountable 
Yeah it kinda hurts my soul
But I play like super bowl
Cause peace for me is possible

Mad everyday I can't go back in time
Had a dream I saw my grandma and she spit some lines
Prayed for me and said that things will be fine
She knew I was lost but her love will straighten mine
Yeah, thanks for that
I'll probably do anything just to have you have you back
It's been a long time since I cried on your lap
It's hard for me to sleep without you rubbing my back
Yeah, but I know I'll carry on
Keep you in my thoughts, you'll help keep me strong
I know with you above, you'll help me move along
You also give me strength just to help me write this song
Things will fall together in time so let's see
I know one day I'll be the man I'm suppose to be 
Take care of my friends and of course my family
Oh goddamn you'll be so proud of me, yeah

Loop (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

I'm thru with love
I'll never fall again
Said I do to love
Don't ever call again
For I must have you
Or no one
And so I'm through with love

Yeah
Now when I date girls I don't really got a plan
All I really know is I don't really want a friend
I've been afraid for a while yeah, just to let them in
But seeing you makes me wanna change direction
Now my brain is telling me not to ever fall again
Cause if I do, I'll drown, cause I never learned to swim
I'm probably better off alone until I fix my life
But you being so perfect makes me wanna try a bite
I know that I'm wrong, I know I'm not right
You wanna stick around, sleepover every night
But I promise you girl, that's not your typa life
I'm heartless sometimes cause of what my ex did out spite
But I'm sure I'm an issue, are you sure you wanna stay
I'm telling you right now I'm not calling everyday
It's not me, my plans just got in the way
Now look at us, we just fighting over again

HERE WE GO (EXTENDED VERSION)(Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

I’m tired of feeling like this
When I’m caught up with a bitch
I don’t really mean bitch
But it’s just this rap shit
Just got used to it
Verbally abusing it
My mind is always losing it
Can’t figure out what to spit
So women on my mind 
And it’s taking up my time
But it’s hard to spare a dime
Let alone spare my time
So ima drink vodka lime
Just to see what I can find
Cause my thoughts just going blind
In this life that I designed 
I just off a Roadbumps
Still a bumpy road
I ain’t talking about my beats
But the future I’ve been told
If you ain’t getting right
Then the moneys looking tight
You’ll never take flight
Even if you have sight
So I’ll restart on my path
Take notes like a class
Learn mistakes from my past
So I can just fucking last 
I need get outta bed
Hit the gym hit the legs
Ignore my comment thread
Build a base that’s German bred 
Ima go hit up splice
Get the beats get it right
Spit a verse make it tight
For a check to come at night
Read the market when it’s time
Find a goal find a sign
Place a trade hit the line
Ride the wave bass line 
Gotta focus on my sound
Get the dollars get the pounds
No time to fuck around
Obi-Wan higher ground 
Dick is soft time to go
I don’t wanna stress a hoe
Life is not a cup of joe
I remain a free soul
No job, fuck a boss
Different day different loss
Opportunities come across
All comes with the sauce
So this a loosie, like my hooptie 
Move around my footing
Better get comfy 
So you see what I am doin

[Mastered by Dephnik]

Loosie (Prod. Soba)

Loosie (Pitched Down)(Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

She said don’t call me again, maybe I should I listen
Back away from women, cause I fail with consistence
I’m no good for her, she’s the best one for me
Best girl I ever had, who could get me off my feet
But defeat, is my winning streak
I have too many losses, my heart is feeling weak
And now she’s gone
No reason to hold on
It’s hard to make my bed when I’m tryna build my shed
Broken by exes, they left me all the pieces
For me to start from scratch and put together with adhesive 
But it’s hard, it’s only getting harder
I’m sheltering all the pain, because I don’t talk problems 
Worried I won’t be accepted, everyday's a new perspective
Cause a friend passed away and I don’t know how to comprehend it
And now I stay away from church I seen too many caskets
It’s adding more tension to my problems in my basket
And I wouldn’t put it past her if she didn't understand 
It’s a complicated life she never had with her fam
She said she knows my pain, but I don’t think she do
Only just because she never walked in my shoes 
And haven’t done the same, I always had my dad
Always had father figures, something she barely had
And now I’m upset because now she feels alone
Cause my support sucks and I can’t answer the phone

She said
Be more responsible 
I’m sorry babygirl, responsible is impossible 
I ignore most my pain and I push aside my work
Habit of forgetting things, cause that shit just make me hurt
And I’m tired of hurt
Tired of making things work
When isn't priority, man that’s what you want from me
In 2019, I felt my most confident 
Nothing bothered me cause the pain was irrelevant 
Cause I never dug deep, but you brought that shit out
Now I don't know what to do, especially figure it out
But I’m trying, but doesn’t feel like enough
Yeah I'm coming to the end, I think I’m giving it up
Just know
I hope you come around
I hope you wanna see us go from this to wedding bound
My goal is you
And I hope I am too
I know I’m the worst, just wish you never thought it too

[Mastered by Dephnik]

One You Love (Prod. Soba)

SO WHAT'S NEXT? (Prod. Soba)

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU (Prod. Soba & Cyphvin)

THIS IS... (Prod. Soba)

NOT AGAIN (Prod. Soba)

LLILY (Prod. Soba)

AM I GONNA SAY (feat. Fuego Diego)(Prod. Soba)

SOMETHING STUPID INTERLUDE (feat. M. Silvair)(Prod. M. Silvair)

OUR FIRST DATE (Prod. Soba)

HERE WE GO (Prod. Soba)

FIGHTING AGAIN (Prod. Soba)

INDECISIVE (Prod. Soba)

A DIFFERENT FEELING (Prod. Soba)

LOVE IS A PAINFUL KINDA HOPE - A POEM BY DIMO ORTIZ (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

I'm fucking exhausted

Yeah

Yeah

At this point in my life, I don't know who I am
I used to be that guy who had it mapped out with a plan
I was all about that business and that personal development
So much advice, woulda thought I was heaven sent

I used travel around the states to learn what I can
Now I sit in my bedroom acting like my only fan
I don't know about this and I don't know about that
And I'm finding it hard to move, or motivation to rap

I'm a little insecure, and I lack in my confidence
I got a hole of regrets, and It seems to be bottomless
Things aren't going my way, definitely aren't the same
Looking over to compare when I should stay in my lane

Cause I tend to overthink and rotate all my issues
I wish I could block them, but I don't know jujitsu
Like I really wanna know why friends don't agree with me
Missing the subject when I talk, kinda like truancy

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do, yeah

It's hard to get my words out, even harder to explain
I can't make sense of the thoughts inside my brain
Sorry in advance my actions never make it through
So I'm writing this as a reintroduction letter to you

Yeah I gotta admit, that I'm little upset
That my relationship didn't work between me and my ex
Even though I blame myself because I used to neglect
When all she really did was treat me the best

And I really wanna know where did all of my drive go
Confused on where I dropped it, kinda like my FICO
I used to had all this power yelling screaming out dreams
Now I can't get a word out without questioning my belief

Man why am I bitching, man why am I snitching
On myself with self reflection when I can't make a decision
I'm angry all the time, with the time that's flying by
And I wanna bring peace, but when will I get mine

I question my commitment that's why I never do it
Quick to kick a chick out the crib after she done blew it
Self damage with my grief, now I'm putting up these blocks
I'm demanding it to stop, and I just need em to drop

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do, yeah

It's hard to get my words out, even harder to explain
I can't make sense of the thoughts inside my brain
Sorry in advance my actions never make it through
So I'm writing this as a reintroduction letter to you

A Letter to You (Prod. Axel & Soba)

Lyrics :

Now how do I confess
That I’m severely depressed
That I’m lacking any rest
Back to pressure on my chest 
The only pressure I apply, is the pressure to survive 
Cause I hate when I lie, and I hide deep inside
There’s just a lot going on
All my energy is drawn
My mind is somewhere gone
And it’s hard to write a song
What the fuck do you expect?
Still drowning in debt
Still getting over pressed 
From women who never left
And therapy recommends with the stuff inside my head
Instead of laying in bed, I should rant it out instead  
Yo you bet that I try, at least what I can
Cause I’m always feeling judged 
for the person that I am
How many friends you lost?
How many uncles have died?
How many mothers figures you called, just to find out they ain’t alive?
Yeah that’s why I hide, always feeling the grief 
Everything coincides, never get the relief 
Yeah that why I freeze, every moment I seize 
Never a moment of ease, til I’m down on my knees
Never seem to please every person I squeeze
Cause they never believe that I’m asking for peace
And they’ll never get it
Even with the albums I make
Or with the singles I drop
Man it’s always a lot
Unless I’m 2 like Pac
Or I’m true like Chainz 
But I’m wild like Ye
Tryna configure my brain
And all I do is my best
In a search for reset
I never banged a set
But I’m shooting at threats
And my anger reflects
And they still don’t get
Even my eyes still sweat
Even alive and yet
Instead of asking about my life 
Yeah it’s always the same
People focusing and worrying yeah about something lame
How many bitches you fuck?
And who the fuck is that girl? 
And was she once an important
someone in your world?
Are y’all still friends?
Man what’s the situation? 
Do you always let em know 
when you’re around their location?

Man, I don’t give a fuck
I don’t give a fuck

But since I’m writing a song about it, 
it implies that I do
But I’m over thinking an opinion 
Who never walked in my shoes
None of this shit applies to you
So hope off of my views
Stop wrinkling the truth
Like a pair of some trus 
I’m tryna get back to my roots
Even out some scores
Empty out some drawers 
Tryna fight all my wars
Cole said love yourz
Russ said it was you all along
But I’m avoiding all my problems, like I’m avoiding this song

[Mastered by Dephnik]

VOID (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics : 

I’m getting fed up
Got no time to let up
I’m tryna get my bread up
I need me a set up
I bet they’re gonna dread us
Probably wanna dead us
Tryna remain calm 
But they don’t want to let us
I got my romaine strong
I ain’t talking lettuce
I’m talking money homie
They walking and I’m running homie
If they shooting just know I’m gunning homie
Walk in with a lot of money on me
Probably go n get your honey on me 
If you really want it try and take it from me 
Gotta let you know man, that shit ain’t gone be easily done
With the way this track’s sounding, I’ve easily won
Tell the DJ drop the record it’s easily spun
This for a quarter of the problems that I’ve overcome 
So I ain’t cooking up no beef that shit’s overdone
I’m getting gone with this energy that I’ve been on 
Nipsey taught me run your laps into marathons
So I’m out here making hits like Barry Bonds
Boy I been about the bag like a carry on
Haters talking I just carry on.
Really hope my family live a life that’s long Ima keep it going strong till I’m very on
And I’ll prove that shit in every song


And I’ll prove that shit on every song
All my problems til they’re gone
Til my past and present self all could just get along 
I don’t know why I’m strong, cause this journey hella long
Barely seeing any progress cause I tend to think beyond
Instead of remaining in the present, and remember what I do it for
I got all tangled up dramas, tryna even out some scores
Cause I spend time tryna fix my mistakes
Instead of embracing all my pain and just spit out some game
I’m yelling at myself got me thinking I’m lame
And losing all my hope in believing I’m sane
But I don’t want that blame
And I don’t want that shame
And I don’t want that fame
Just wanna stick to my lane
Yeah have beautiful girl who can be my world
Yeah tell her that I love her, have my feelings uncurl
Maybe move Queenstown just to find some peace
Outside of my bag just between two seas
And trust me I see, a clear vision for me
Of Howl I get to Sophie on my own two feet
Just gotta believe, what my heart still seeks
Yeah follow my ring to bring me back to my peak
So if you wanna say some shit, I probably heard that shit
But real question is, do I do deserve that shit
No I won’t stop, quit
Never slittin my wrist
Always fighting with fist
So stop taking the piss

[Mastered by Dephnik]

VOID II (feat. Av Dyli)(Prod. Soba)

Lyrics : 

So why can't I refrain from half the shit I say
When I complain about my day or how that shit's the same
Shit's so lame, I needa pick a different game 
Maybe switch a different lane so I can feel like there’s more to gain
And switch the flow up and not same shit twice
Spit a couple bars that make me feel nice
Something I can listen to to fight all my fights
Encourage me and others to make em feel right
But my problems are reoccurring by my failure of assuring 
This is something that I'm learning, but I guess that I'm maturing 
Dwelling on the past just seems so wack
Yo so matter of fact, let's get some shit off my back

I lost my brother Axel, back in January
Shit is really scary, I don’t know if I can bury 
He was just a little kid, who always gave shit
Who loved his friends and family no matter what they did
He even loved me too, no matter what I do
I felt like a fuck up, but he understood my moves 
He can always spin a loop, better than I ever could do
You can never understand what that shit just put me through
And then in about 5 days, my girl sends a text
Saying I'm done with the shit you put me through, so I'm moving next 
With me trying my best, had to put that shit to rest
Cause I can't sit and think about something that leaves me stressed
And at that very moment I get struck by a car
Now I play a mental game at home stuck behind bars
When it comes to hitting cars, this is my 5th so far
And I guess that I'm a magnet to damaging my lumbar

This shit just seems routine, just rinse and repeat 
Just constant defeat, so how I can I stand to my feet
Seems to be my life, another heart break
Another passed away, and another damned day
But I don't wanna stray, I wanna fight head first
I don't wanna keep acting like my life is so cursed 
And I know honesty is just clenching for thirst 
It's just hard to come clean when I'm admitting my worst
But I wanna keep pushing, never quitting for shit
Regardless if I have those days acting so bitch
This is not to get rich, or for my dick get licked 
This is so I can live and be an example for kids

[Mastered by Dephnik]

Growing Pains II (Alternate Version)(Prod. Soba)

Young Broke and Uninspired - Instrumentals

Track 3 - Instrumental (Prod. Soba)

Stream :
https://open.spotify.com/album/678o9Vax3hD5qFbX06dSsv?si=KN0I988ESgyLeKkpck9VPw

Purchase :
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/lifes-only-valuable-emotion-vol-1/1347439966

L.O.V.E. (Life's Only Valuable Emotion) : Volume 1

HOPE FOR US (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

Who needs friends when they can't seem to help
Only need you when it benefits themselves 
Ask em for a favor and don't seem to care
Seems like they what I'm doing seems like something rare
Who needs friends when they can't seem to help
Only need you when it benefits themselves 
Ask em for a favor and don't seem to care
Seems like they what I'm doing seems like something rare

And why can't you become my gas and electricity customer
Don't you know this will help me from going under
Why can't you understand that I need help
Can't keep my pants up cause I cant afford a belt
So helping my family isn’t a good excuse
My grandma dying is not enough to seduce
Is it cause I'm hiding and acting so recluse
Just know that one day I wont fuck with you
All I really ask is a simple favor from you
So maybe one day my place will have a nicer view
So my bills get paid and no notice to review
So I can park my future Jeep next to the BMW

Who needs friends when they can't seem to help
Only need you when it benefits themselves 
Ask em for a favor and don't seem to care
Seems like they what I'm doing seems like something rare
Who needs friends when they can't seem to help
Only need you when it benefits themselves 
Ask em for a favor and don't seem to care
Seems like they what I'm doing seems like something rare

Yeah maybe sometimes I ask for a lot
But in return I might give you a little bit of guap
Just know that I'm not ever gonna stop
And I'm not gonna stop until I reach the tippy top
I can't find nobody whenever I want help
But when they got problems I end up being the shelf
"I'm sorry Soba but I don't see this for myself”
“I’ll support you in some way in something else”
But what about this, this is what I need
Nah, if I try it I'm afraid my eyes will bleed
So how the fuck can you wish me to succeed
If you can't help me on this little thing to proceed
And how you gonna say that I should do something different
When your income is the example and it's inconsistent
When your paid on Friday, and Saturday insufficient
When it clearly works when I only put in commitment 

Who needs friends when they can't seem to help
Only need you when it benefits themselves 
Ask em for a favor and don't seem to care
Seems like they what I'm doing seems like something rare
Who needs friends when they can't seem to help
Only need you when it benefits themselves 
Ask em for a favor and don't seem to care
Seems like they what I'm doing seems like something rare

Who Needs Friends (Prod. lloell)

Lyrics :

Up all night, and I'm sleeping all day
Sleep apnea is keeping me awake
Don't be upset, this is just me
This all come from my anxiety
I'm okay, don't you worry
I'm doing fine just please comfort me
This really ain't, my cup of tea
But I gotta live so it don't really bother me
Probably cause, my life is full of stress
Many things weird, everything's a single mess
I don't like my bills, I don't like my rent
I wish I could keep all the money that I spend
I just want some love, I just want some rest
All of these thoughts put pressure on my chest
I don't wanna nag, I don't wanna blame
I don't wanna be the same man I am today

I don't wanna be the same man I am today
I don't wanna be the same man I am today
I don't wanna be the same man I am today
I don't wanna be the same man I am today

Up all night, sleeping all day
Sleep Apnea is keeping me awake
Don't be upset, this is just me
This all comes from anxiety
This really ain't, my cup of tea
I'm okay, don't you worry
I'm doing fine, just please comfort me
But I gotta live so it don't really bother me

[Mastered by Dephnik]

Apartment

Sleep Apnea (feat. Cyphvin)(Prod. Soba & Cyphvin)

Lyrics :

I think it’s about time to unfollow you on the gram
I wanna keep chasing, but respect who I am
Time to stop writing, if you could understand
If only you knew the pain that I’m in 
I hope you know this wasn’t the plan
Heart took a bullet, can you please jump in
What do you want me to do, just keep on trying
What do you want me to do, just keep on crying
Even if you hate me, or mad at my decision
I only wanna see you cook in my kitchen 
You in my apartment is the only thing missing
You and your lips, I wanna keep kissing 
I know it’s going to take time just to recover
I feel like we’re both really missing each other
I don’t want anyone else under my covers
But always know that, you’re the best lover
And I don’t want to see you with anyone else
And I don’t want anyone entering my house
I wish that you would just come back
But you ignore my letters, can you please write back
Can you just send back, can you see the message
I know I that I’m acting a bit aggressive 
Me catching you is my objective 
I’m being super picky, I’m a bit selective
Look at me trying, do you see progression
I’m little bit in love, that’s my confession 
I don’t really wanna bother and be possessive 
But with you I come out just a bit obsessive 
I’m not with other girls, I learned my lesson
No need to hide, or raise a question
To be honest with you is my suggestion
Just a lot of things that I need to mention
I don’t like cursing, I’ll try vegan food
I act really calm, when I’m sitting here with you
Being with you makes everything better
You’re my highest goal, and I want nothing lesser
Me touching you is my biggest pleasure 
Me holding you is my biggest treasure 
I’ll go anywhere, take any measure 
So for you and I just to be together
Saw a person on a train who looked like you
Was about to talk to her, to see if was you
Stared at her for about at least a minute
Then started crying because it hurt my vision
Have mercy on me, I need therapy
Committed a crime, is this penalty
Can you trust me, I’m not the enemy
Or is this the beginning of my destiny
Now I self destruct, put alcohol in my body
Can’t feel no more, wanna go hit up parties
This is what happens when I feel lost
I wanna run to your house and knock just because
I’m going super crazy and yelling at the fact 
I’m not getting a reply, could you please do that
I just want you, I want everything back
I really want you and everything that we had
Have mercy on me, I’m just a kid
I’m still growing, I’m still learnin’
I know I made mistakes, I know what I did
Should I hold on, or should I just quit
You completely done with me, is this really really it
Are you really gonna act, like we never even met
This is how it is, we’re just gonna set
I guess move on, time to reset

[Mastered by Dephnik]

Soba

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