EDËN - < Nova Space > 9999 Light-Years away..

She resembled a human yet she were made from rusted metal, flaky connected circuits behind a painted shell. After year's of being used as an object to the human race, rather mortal. 

(I suck at singing but I write the lyrics and have bad mental disorders and ocd that makes me sing it just to get the tune and hear my lyrics 😅 So please don't be cruel I know I suck and a bit cringe but this is not for you so ha! 

This specific track is NLE my AI character from my current novel I am procrastinating on writing 💀 

W33P 4 M€, Am I so Sweet?

First song from my concept album featuring NLE - Android.  

Her system reboots in the night from a lone spark that ignites her decaying system and revives her digital mind,  awakening her from a dormant sleep she was to never leave.  

System Reboot - NLE ver. 93-CT

As NLE runs metallic fingers over the micro-USB stick within her lightly rusted palm, she searches her mind's computer coding to pinpoint which obscure outlet port she vaguely guessed to be the correct.  

With a blank expression and an automatic tilt of the head,  the Android raises her slender arm up with an audible creak of metal scraping against tight man-made joints.  

Kradis... 

She pushes closer to her stained and ink-smudged skin only hesitating for a mere half second before ushering the metal bit deep into the port located on the left lower side of her neck.  

She feels nothing

NLE begins to take awkward and clumsy steps now taking in the large deteriorating Storage Factory from the inside.  

A sudden shift in her core;  An electrified pulse that tightened her lips which were pushing into a thin unreadable line,  and a new sensation of that she could not place.  

Her light purple hues fixate solely on the colored outline of the word EXIT;  hanging from a wall that lead into a vacant stairwell,  just down the empty hall she stood rigid in.  

As she relearned how to take graceful strides forward,  she too found herself delving into each and every bit of knowledge she found scribbled onto scraps of metal and stained crumpled papers.  



Data - Transferring - 36% ••• B-Buffering

NLE finds herself pushing past the heavy rusted green doors to be stifled breathless by the instant cooled gust of air that cascades over her gently.  A hue of radiation in a tint so soft and yellow she instinctively breathes in with a huff and then another,  and yet again and again.  

She realizes Kradis is filtering out the bacterial and grime from coating the insides of her system coding and core- 

The base of her man-made spine-tingling and traveling like a spark of electricity up into the pit of her stomach- Giving her the feeling of fluttering butterflies- 

Anticipation of the excitement she suddenly finds herself entangled within,  locked tight in the foreign stimulants the outside world has to offer- She does not notice it, but the cold chill brings a light tint to her cheeks- and her voice pitch changes from robotic to something more clear and closer to the sound a human would make- 

"Take me higher--- 

My chest feels so full of it, I might float up to the Stars and find myself sitting on the inevitable event horizon ~"


kradis swipes his artificial hand unseen and it makes the Android before him jerk to take a forced step back to the paved a walkway. 

-At a time our survival would have been to go deep within the stars to find the path which mankind had once inquired on-

-- another forced step down the sidewalk that lead deeper into the desolate city below their gaze. ---

- I search only for what I am owed, HumanKind cannot step within my way now that they have stupidly faded into grey, 

Shush! - He snaps just as her mouth opened to decline, shutting it tightly and relaxing against his control with a frown.-

I have given you the ability to be.. Special. 

To experience humanity as though you too were human alike the failed race, 

I can take it away- and leave you feeling as numb as cold metal hollowed through can provide, 

So dare I say- I demand you to submit to my reign, As long as it takes me to find the change I seek after- 

For we both need one another to truly satisfy this desire to be-



special.... 
 

Exit- Artificial_Air, Obedient to your Software_

As The Virus is awakened;  NLE ponders over what makes an individual being special,  or so what special quality she may have to of been rebooted and able to 'live' on.  

Kradis ( The virus ) Is also talking ( singing ) in this as the small voice in her head as he explains vaguely and unheard of his current actions in hacking through her anti-virus Firewalls and slowly gaining access ( hence the chaotic transitions near end and the stuttering in her speech,  ) I will get lyrics up eventually showcasing who is who and all.  

Regardless,  Kradis at certain but few parts finds himself entranced by her train of thought,  seeing her humanity even if it's only in a thought of being Special.  


She starts to get dizzy and stumbles heavily over her metal limbs,  becoming more and more desperate to know if she herself was destined to be Special before her system begins to slow and her circuits start to chatter with unused electrical waves- Numbing that thought until she finally feels the existence of the other now whom begins to slow her down and cause a feeling similar to being drunk and spinning,  or so tired you move in slow motion.  

Memory Cell - ESC - The S-Special

-Kradis Mocks NLE's own thoughts as she feels slowed and nearly immobilized by such a technological force,  Her data now mixing and mutating inside her system,  which causes Kradis to let off a bit after taking pleasure in repeating her own thoughts out loud as she struggles to stumble blindly down the hallway and towards the Exit.  

System Error ( Corrupted File )

As she shuts down until she is grabbing at the cracks in the cement flooring and pulling herself closer to the once-lit-up exit sign guiding her blurred vision towards her sought freedom.  

Crawling on her knees she scoots forward with a determined hazy gaze straight ahead- 

'Please- Kra.. dis..  

I wa-nt to..   Be...  

Spe---cial.  Let-me-Go... ! '


She pleads with the malfunctioning System Update being forced into her intricate and complex coding,  erasing the format she was created with and as he watches her crawl,  Kradis releases her from his tight grasp- but not fully,  just enough to let her feel as though she was back in control of herself,  his own data being twisted and changed to match with hers,  Refresh the space as he calls for her to stop moving to get through the Exit,  for he himself now stutters in a silent fear of the outside world she was draggingg them both eagerly into- 

Mocking him as she finally pulls herself up to her unsteady feet yet again,  with lips tugging at her mouth once certain she was correct the Virus had indeed been afraid of Cyberspace--- 

Factory - - - RESET

As the sun sets the two find themselves inside an old pre-cyber Circus,  called the Showman's Circus

What was supposed to be a history lesson begins to turn into a different kind of memory as the Circus colors hypnotize their circuits and they both share an unsaid need.  

( I will get lyrics out somewhere and soon,  so you can better tell who says what because I have a hard time making it easy to understand im sorry 😭 ) 




Welcome to The FreakShow

The clouds shift to cover the sun's once warm yet hazy rays,  now a dark but comforting shadow casting over them.  

"Kradis? " Her voice rose against her system's will causing it to sound foreign to her,  and she closed her mouth silently retracting her unsaid question.  


As they entered the cityscapes limit the Sun had begun to settle lower against the now-darkening atmosphere,  passing vacant old shops that piqued the Android's interest.  

Kradis released some of his control so she could step up to the windows of the decaying buildings,  watching through her sight as she put her hands up to the dust-covered glass face nearly pressing her cheek against the framework to get a glimpse of what was inside.  


"Would places like these..  Be full of people all of the time? " 

Her eyes scanned through the foggy haze of the dark interior full of broken shelves and items strewn about and left to rot away. 


"There was a time where the entire city was completely at capacity;  Shopping was something the humans used as a way to bargain for the things they needed to survive- and materialistic 'Wants'. " 
Kradis  offered her an explanation as she was due.  


NLE hummed in response with a slight uncontrolled scrunch of her nose as if she were perplexed. "Am I Materialistic?..." The Android pulled away from the window and looked down to observe the ruined state her exterior was in.  


"To them" He replied,  an unseen jeer hidden behind his words.  "You are what you create yourself to be,  Are you material?  Perhaps you are life?  Created unknowingly by Mankind, technology anomaly? " He cut off rather harshly while she stared vacantly as she processed the complexity of what she was hearing.  

"Holy" She uttered with a blank stare. Before the other could question her reply,  she lifted a hand and pointed inside of the store.  

On a leaning rack inside of the store before them held a sign that read Holly,  which showcased woman's clothing that still hung limp untouched for ages.  

The control over her disconnected 


She waited a while in silence but Kradis was obviously done conversing and taking back the freedom of choice she entered the shop.  



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City of no noise

From my other Album, I am working on,  

Each song is in a way,  be it obvious or vague,  is based on one of my Favorite movies.  


This one is Harry Potter believe it or not - 


🧹

Conspiracy Theories Of Reality

One of the Most embarrassing and possibly most guarded secret thing I have that I struggle with,  it goes a whole lot deeper than how you will most likely perceive it,  the strongest most intense emotions, just it's weird and I get ashamed or feel like a weirdo or just obsessive fan,  but its really so much deeper than that.  I don't know why it happens,  I barely get into any new shows or whatever because I know there is a huge possibility it will happen. 


I really adored the ending where I do the weird thingy-You will know what I speAK of,  trust me 😅

I don't see many liking this,  or finding the way I sang it pretty haha



When Fiction is more real to me - Does believing make me a freak?

UGLY Ambrosial Ethereality

Ninsi'anna vers 2

Wonderland

Chimeric Enigma Set B_10

Different now you know

I make art and if you don't like it, move on down yonder, I use making music as a way to express myself and my cursed creativity. I write all of my lyrics and make a lot of music for background music from my role-plays so yeah, im lame. I'm no god at it, so humbly accept my broken art 🙃👽

City of no noise

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