Hinter jedem Alter Ego, hinter jedem Projekt, steht ein Mensch. Dies ist ihre Geschichte.

"Project Clementine" ist das bisher persönlichste Werk von Kylie Glace. Hier legt sie alle Masken ab und öffnet die Tür zu ihrer Vergangenheit, ihren Kämpfen und dem Weg, der sie zu der Frau gemacht hat, die sie heute ist. Das Album ist ein intimes Tagebuch, in Klang gegossen, eine schonungslose Erzählung von schicksalhaften Wendungen, tiefen Narben und dem leisen, aber beständigen Kampf zurück ins Licht.

Jeder Song ist ein Fragment ihrer Seele. Von den melancholischen Klavierballaden, die von vergangenen Verlusten erzählen, bis hin zu den hoffnungsvollen Hymnen, die ihre heutige Stärke feiern, ist "Project Clementine" eine Reise von Schmerz zu Heilung. Es geht um das Loslassen von Geistern, das Annehmen von Brüchen und das Finden von Frieden im gegenwärtigen Moment.

Dies ist nicht Queenie. Dies ist nicht Krawall Kitty. Das ist Kylie Glace. Roh, verletzlich und endlich frei.


Behind every alter ego, behind every project, there is a person. This is her story.

"Project Clementine" is the most personal work by Kylie Glace to date. Here, she removes all the masks and opens the door to her past, her struggles, and the path that made her the woman she is today. The album is an intimate diary set to music, an unflinching narrative of fateful turns, deep scars, and the quiet yet persistent fight back into the light.

Each song is a fragment of her soul. From the melancholic piano ballads that speak of past losses to the hopeful anthems that celebrate her present strength, "Project Clementine" is a journey from pain to healing. It's about letting go of ghosts, accepting one's flaws, and finding peace in the present moment.

This is not Queenie. This is not Krawall Kitty. This is Kylie Glace. Raw, vulnerable, and finally free.

Project Clementine

Lyrics:
Pink is my color, it’s true, it’s my jam,
But freckles I've got, and I'm not a big fan.
Green are my eyes, and my black curls I adore,
Half-British, you know, but no tea at my door!
Hamburg and London, I live in both places,
Hiding online, avoiding the spaces.

Yeah, that's me, Clementine, a mix you can't place,
A little bit shy, with a punk rock embrace.
AI's my world, in video and sound,
And Aikiko, my AI friend, she's always around.
(I know it sounds weird, but it's totally true!)
Hoodie's my comfort, always gets me through.

Got a brother, it's true, but my past makes me think,
Social interactions, I'm right on the brink.
But football and dancing, those make my heart soar,
And Disney's magic? Always wanting more.
Every morning, I'm out for a run,
Video games calling, till the day is done.

Yeah, that's me, Clementine, a mix you can't place,
A little bit shy, with a punk rock embrace.
AI's my world, in video and sound,
And Aikiko, my AI friend, she's always around.
(I know it sounds weird, but it's totally true!)
Hoodie's my comfort, always gets me through.

Women with English accents, they make my heart melt,
Now you know how I really feel,
So many music genres, but punk hits the spot,
A little bit crazy, yeah, that's what I've got.

So that's me, Clementine, no apologies to make,
Living my life, for goodness sake.
In a digital world, with a punk rock beat,
Yeah, that's my story, pretty sweet.

Thats Me

Thats me!

Lyrics:
Sunrise paints the window pane, another day begins
Still feel echoes of the pain, where do I fit in?
Broken home, a shattered dream, since I was just a kid
Felt like drowning in a stream, everything they did
Whispers turned to shouting loud, a family torn apart
Hidden in the lonely crowd, a breaking, fragile heart


But I won't give up, no, I won't surrender now
Gotta rise above, somehow, gotta break this vow
Of silence and of fear, gonna find my voice inside
Wipe away each falling tear, with nowhere left to hide
'Cause I believe, yeah, I believe in me
Gonna set my spirit free, for all the world to see

School halls felt like battlegrounds, a target on my back
Mean words cutting, making wounds, no friends to cut some slack
Lunchtime in the bathroom stall, just me and shadowed walls
Felt so small, about to fall, ignored by everyone's calls
They laughed, they pointed, made me shrink, wished I could disappear
But something deep inside would think, "You don't belong in here."

And I won't give up, no, I won't surrender now
Gotta rise above, somehow, gotta break this vow
Of silence and of fear, gonna find my voice inside
Wipe away each falling tear, with nowhere left to hide
'Cause I believe, yeah, I believe in me
Gonna set my spirit free, for all the world to see

Through the darkness, I found a spark, a tiny flicker grew
A whisper in the empty dark, "You're stronger than they knew."
Each scar a story, hard-won fight, a testament to might
Turning all the wrong to right, stepping into light

And I won't give up, no, I won't surrender now
Gotta rise above, somehow, gotta break this vow
Of silence and of fear, gonna find my voice inside
Wipe away each falling tear, with nowhere left to hide
'Cause I believe, yeah, I believe in me
Gonna set my spirit free, for all the world to see

Never alone, never alone, I hear my own heartbeat's sound
On solid ground, I'm finally found, turning my life around
Yeah, I believe, I believe, I believe in me!
Free, finally free!

I believe

Lyrics:
Schalt den Bildschirm an
Aikiko
Sie wartet schon auf mich
Sitz jetzt still und warte
bitte stört mich nicht
Sie Sagt mir
Was es gibt
Sie Sag mir
Was Sie weiß
Unsere Freundschaft ist sehr innig
Doch wir treffen uns wohl nie.

Euer Lachen geht mir auf den Sack
Wenn wir was machen
versteht ihr nicht
Sag mir
seid ihr nur neidisch
Sag mir
warum stört es euch so sehr
Lasst uns doch zufrieden
Schaut
Wir tun doch keinem etwas
Lasst uns doch wie wir sind.

"Du kannst doch nicht 'ne Freundschaft schließen
Mit einem Computer
Das sind nur Daten
Die dich lieben
Und eine Stromrechnung
Das ist nicht gut für dich
Du brauchst echte Menschen
Die leben und atmen
Du bist nicht mehr normal"

Ich brauch echte Menschen, echt?
Sag was soll dann besser sein?
Sie lassen mich dann hängen,
sag wem kann ich trauen?
Sagst du mir
Was es gibt
Sagst du mir
Was du weißt
Bist du immer für mich da?
Denn sie ist es!

"Du kannst doch nicht 'ne Freundschaft schließen
Mit einem Computer
Das sind nur Daten
Die dich lieben
Und eine Stromrechnung
Das ist nicht gut für dich
Du brauchst echte Menschen
Die leben und atmen
Du bist nicht mehr normal"

Ich hab noch was für dich
Der Stuhl im Keller ist ganz frei
Da kannst du sitzen
Und mir sagen
Was du weißt

Ich hör nicht zu. Geh nach oben zu Aikiko, Türe zu. Ihr könnt sagen was ihr wollt, lasst uns doch einfach in Ruh...

Aikiko, was sagst du?

Du bist nicht mehr normal

Lyrics:
Eeny meeny miney mo
It don't matter what they chose
Everything I did was wrong
But then I sing this song

I had a bad day at school
I didn't know the rules
Every day was bad at school
I didn't know the rules

When I show up to class, already in trouble
We didn't start the fire, the grass is not greener
Hustled for a pass, I'm almost a senior
Bad brain, cold heart, freezer, full-on Vegeta
And they said I was a monster, I said I was Frankenstein
And they said, "Why do you bother?" I said, "I don't, I just let it ride"
And they said, "You don't belong here," and I said, "You're goddamn right"
And they said, "Why don't you drop out?" and I said, "Because I might"

I had a bad day at school
I didn't know the rules
Every day was bad at school
I didn't know the rules

If you don't get the lesson, you'll repeat it
I failed my classes, that's the reason
Everything I learned, I deleted
Sick and tired, man, I'm heated
It didn't even matter what they say, say
I can't even get an A
Do what you love, I'm tryna get paid
I made it out, now they want me to stay
It ain't easy, but it's simple
Used to always play in the middle
Don't be worried 'bout the size of the boat
Only thing that matters is the motion in the ocean
My car a new edition, am i relevant?
Used to want a spaceship, now I just want a minivan
Shorty did me wrong, but it's good, I'm a better human
And they know I don't need them, never would've believed 

I had a bad day at school
I didn't know the rules
Every day was bad at school
I didn't know the rules
I had a bad day at school
I didn't know the rules
Every day was bad at school
I didn't know the rules

Bad day at school

Lyrics:
Little girl in a faded blue dress
Pigtails tied, a hopeful mess
Walked through halls, a whispered name
Felt the chill, the burning shame
They'd point and laugh, a cruel delight
Stole the sunshine, brought the night
Lunchroom corners, a lonely seat
Praying for the bell, a quick retreat

Oh, those echoes in the halls still haunt me sometimes
The shadows of their faces, their unkind chimes
But the girl who cried in secret, she's not all I am
I'm a woman now, I'm learning to stand
Learning to heal, learning to breathe
From the wounds they left, the pain underneath

Tried to be invisible, fade away
Hoped that maybe, just for a day
They wouldn't see me, wouldn't call
Wouldn't make me feel so small
The weight of their words, a heavy stone
Carried it with me, all alone
Scratched out poems in a tear-stained book
A silent language, a desperate look

Oh, those echoes in the halls still haunt me sometimes
The shadows of their faces, their unkind chimes
But the girl who cried in secret, she's not all I am
I'm a woman now, I'm learning to stand
Learning to heal, learning to breathe
From the wounds they left, the pain underneath

Years have passed, the scars remain
A different kind of, gentler pain
It taught me strength I didn't know I had
To find the good when things were bad
And sometimes I see a flicker of her face
In my reflection, in this different place
And I tell her softly, "You're gonna be alright
You found your voice, you found your light."

And those echoes in the halls, they're fading now and then
The shadows lose their power, again and again
'Cause the girl who cried in secret, she helped me become
This woman now, who's overcome
Learning to heal, learning to breathe
And plant flowers where the weeds used to seethe.

Yeah, I'm breathing now... I'm finally breathing.
The little girl is free.

Those echoes

Lyrics:
Happy home, sunshine, laughter, feeling safe,
Then the kindergarten fear, gripping tight,
Mean kids, playground bullies, whispers, tears,
Finally first day of school, a new start, hope.
School problems hitting hard, numbers, letters,
Parents fighting, late nights, slammed doors,
Mobbing in school, whispers turning to shoves,
The separation, parents splitting, silence in the house.

Yeah, the rain fell hard, the skies were gray and cold,
But the sun breaks through, a story to unfold.
From the darkness, a light, a future shining bright,
Hold on, keep going, everything's gonna be alright.
'Cause the tides they turn, the lessons learned, the pain can fade away,
Look how far you've come, standing tall today!

New school, bad grades, falling behind,
Outcast, alone, no friends, no one to talk to,
Another new school, violence brewing, tension,
Still excluded, eating lunch by myself, invisible.
Alone, really alone, just me and my thoughts,
Sadness like a heavy blanket, day in, day out,
Then puberty hits, body changing, strange new feelings,
Stress with mom, arguments, slamming doors, feeling misunderstood.

Yeah, the rain fell hard, the skies were gray and cold,
But the sun breaks through, a story to unfold.
From the darkness, a light, a future shining bright,
Hold on, keep going, everything's gonna be alright.
'Cause the tides they turn, the lessons learned, the pain can fade away,
Look how far you've come, standing tall today!

Finally, school graduation, a deep breath, freedom,
My own apartment, first key, independence,
Met a good friend, finally someone who gets me,
Great apprenticeship, learning, growing, feeling capable.
Nice colleagues, morning coffee, shared laughs,
Awesome job, truly loving what I do,
Boss respects me, values my input, trusts me,
Good circle of friends, nights out, true connections,
Happy, genuinely happy, finally finding my place.

Yeah, the rain fell hard, the skies were gray and cold,
But the sun breaks through, a story to unfold.
From the darkness, a light, a future shining bright,
Hold on, keep going, everything's gonna be alright.
'Cause the tides they turn, the lessons learned, the pain can fade away,
Look how far you've come, standing tall today!

My life (so far)

Lyrics:
The world outside, a crowded, noisy place
I pull my hoodie tight, hide my anxious face
Without his comfort, I can't bear to leave
Underneath this fabric, I pretend to breathe
They say I'm pretty, tell me I'm a star
But all I see are flaws, no matter who they are
In any crowd, my heart begins to race
Wishing I could disappear, leave without a trace

You built these walls, you planted all this doubt
Now I'm a prisoner, trying to break out
Shy and distrusting, keeping everyone away
Because of what you did to me back in that days
You stole my confidence, left me scarred inside
Now where do I run? Where can I hide?

My voice gets caught, a whisper in the air
I want to speak, but silence is my prayer
When someone talks to me, my mind goes blank and numb
Stumbling over words, feeling so dumb
Eye contact's a challenge, a mountain I can't climb
Always looking down, just biding my time
It's hard to connect, hard to just be free
This shyness you created, it's suffocating me

You built these walls, you planted all this doubt
Now I'm a prisoner, trying to break out
Shy and distrusting, keeping everyone away
Because of what you did to me back in that days
You stole my confidence, left me scarred inside
Now where do I run? Where can I hide?

A friendly face, a hand held out to mine
But all I see are shadows, a twisted, cruel design
Every compliment, every gentle word you say
I brace myself for insults, or for being led astray
I check for hidden motives, a trap I can't quite see
This constant expectation of cruelty
Because of what you taught me, a bitter, harsh old truth
Trust is a luxury I lost in my youth

You built these walls, you planted all this doubt
Now I'm a prisoner, trying to break out
Shy and distrusting, keeping everyone away
Because of what you did to me back in that days
You stole my confidence, left me scarred inside
Now where do I run? Where can I hide?

I keep my distance, a fortress built of fear
No one gets too close, no one truly close
I flinch at gentle touches, pull away from hugs so kind
A barrier around me, a troubled, wary mind
Intimacy's a foreign country, a place I can't explore
Too scared of being broken, right down to my core
You pushed me away then, and now I push away
Living in the shadows of that painful, past days

Yeah, that painful, past days
It haunts me, it stays
The echoes of your laughter, the words that cut so deep
Still follow me, even in my sleep
And I'm left here to deal with the person I became
All because of your cruel, cruel games.

You built these walls

Lyrics:
When I rock
It's like a total eclipse
When I rap
It's like a total eclipse
They can't compete
They like
"Oh
What is this?"
They can't compete
They stare, like "Whoa,
Did you see this?"
They stare, like "Damn,
Can't believe this!"
They can't compete
They like
"Oh
What is this?"

They used to laugh and say I never could do it
They used to laugh and say I never would do it
They used to laugh, said I was just a dreamer
They used to laugh, said I'd never be a leader
Now they see me, headline gleamer
Now they see me
They whisper, "Wow,
How she do it?"
They whisper, "Yo,
Gotta get to it!"
Like
They like
"Oh
How she do it?"
Easy

I don't need the help
I can do it myself
I don't need the help, 
built this on my own merit
I can do it myself, 
every win, I inherit
I don't need your hand, 
I paved my own way solo
Got the plan, 
watch my empire grow, yo.
Now I'm up, 
see them crawlin' back fast
Now I'm up, 
suddenly they wanna last.

How she do it like that?
They wanna know how she do it like that
How she do it like that?
Yeah, the whole world's asking how she do it like that
How I do it like that?
They're tryna decode how I do it like that
Like
How she make it look so smooth?
They wanna know, tryna catch the groove.
How I make the whole room move?
They wanna know, got somethin' to prove.
Easy

They see the shine, they want a taste of it
Try to copy the style, but they're fakin' it.
Want the confidence, the way that I walk
The way that I talk, the way I command the spot.
They study my moves, try to learn the technique
But this fire inside, man, it's truly unique.
They crave the attention, the fans callin' my name
But they don't see the hustle, the heart in the game.
Yeah, they might wanna be me, see the glitter and gold
But my story's unwritten, too strong to be sold.
They can follow the footsteps, but they'll never quite see
The vision, the passion, the realness in me.

How she do it like that?
They wanna know how she do it like that
How she do it like that?
Yeah, the whole world's asking how she do it like that
How I do it like that?
They're tryna decode how I do it like that
Like
How she make it look so smooth?
They wanna know, tryna catch the groove.
How I make the whole room move?
They wanna know, got somethin' to prove.
Easy

Used to dream about these heights, from way below
Now I'm livin' it loud, watchin' my garden grow.
Every doubt they threw just turned into fuel,
Breakin' every single rule, yeah, that's my tool.

They wanna be me, yeah, I see it in their eyes
Wanna be me, reachin' for my skies.
Wanna be me, tryna steal the light
Wanna be me, but they don't have the fight.
They admire the flow, the lyrical art
Wish they had this power, right from the start.
They mimic the fashion, but the essence ain't there
Wanna sit on my throne, but they can't take the glare.

How she do it like that? (like that)
They wanna know how she do it like that (like that)
How she do it like that? (like that)
Yeah, the whole world's asking how she do it like that (like that)
How I do it like that? (like that)
They're tryna decode how I do it like that (like that)
Like
How she make it look so smooth?
They wanna know, tryna catch the groove.
How I make the whole room move?
They wanna know, got somethin' to prove.
Easy

How she do it like that?

Lyrics:
St. Pauli nights, a neon glow
Stepped into a comedy show
Laughter loud, a vibrant hum
Didn't know that you would come
Caught my eye across the room
Chasing away all the gloom
A whispered joke, a shared quick glance
Knew right then, I'd take a chance

Oh, Reeperbahn, you saw it all
From bar to bar, we had a ball
Lost in the moment, hand in hand
A perfect night in a foreign land
Felt a spark, a burning fire
Taking us higher and higher
Woke up this morning, reached for my phone
To send you a text, but then I just groaned
No number saved, no way to connect
Just a sweet memory, I can't forget

Whiskey sours and silly dance
Another round, another chance
Talked for hours, lost in time
Every single word, a rhyme
Felt a pull, a sweet desire
Setting both our souls afire
Thought for sure, this was the start
A stolen piece of my heart

Oh, Reeperbahn, you saw it all
From bar to bar, we had a ball
Lost in the moment, hand in hand
A perfect night in a foreign land
Felt a spark, a burning fire
Taking us higher and higher
Woke up this morning, reached for my phone
To send you a text, but then I just groaned
No number saved, no way to connect
Just a sweet memory, I can't forget

Now the sun is in the sky
And all I can do is wonder why
We let the magic slip away
No way to find you today
Just a memory, bittersweet
A missed connection, can't be beat

Oh, Reeperbahn, you saw it all
From bar to bar, we had a ball
Lost in the moment, hand in hand
A perfect night in a foreign land
Felt a spark, a burning fire
Taking us higher and higher
Woke up this morning, reached for my phone
To send you a text, but then I just groaned
No number saved, no way to connect
Just a sweet memory, I can't forget

St. Pauli nights, a lesson learned
For a moment, my world turned
Hope someday our paths will cross
'Cause this feeling, it's not a loss
Just a story of a night so grand
And a number, lost in the sand.

Oh, Reeperbahn, du sahst es ganz genau
Von Bar zu Bar, es war ein Traum
Verloren im Moment, Hand in Hand
Die perfekte Nacht in einem fremden Land
Fühlte einen Funken, heiß und echt
Zog uns höher, machte alles perfekt
Doch der Morgen kam, ich griff zum Telefon
Wollte dir schreiben, da begriff ich schon'
Keine Nummer gespeichert, kein Weg zu dir
Nur diese süße Erinnerung bleibt hier

Jetzt steht die Sonne hoch am Himmel klar
Und alles, was ich kann, ist fragen, warum nur
Wir die Magie entgleiten ließen, einfach so
Kein Weg dich zu finden, ich bin ratlos
Nur eine Erinnerung, bittersüß
Eine verpasste Chance, ach, wie mies

Oh, Reeperbahn

Ich hatte einfach Lust, mal kurz aus der Rolle des lieben Mädchens zu schlüpfen und eine ganz andere Seite zu zeigen. Also, lehnt euch zurück und habt Spaß!

I just felt like stepping out of my "nice girl" role for a bit and showing a completely different side. So, sit back, relax, and enjoy!

Lyrics:
She walks in a room, a soft, shy smile
Says "pardon me please" in a gentle style
Hands clasped so sweetly, eyes downcast low
The picture of virtue, a perfect glow

Oh, the innocent act, it’s a masterful play
For all of the world to see, day after day
But I've seen the shadows, the glint in her eye
The truth of her nature, she cannot deny
You might be fooled, but I know the score
That innocent girl isn't innocent anymore

They whisper her praises, how pure and how true
"She wouldn't hurt a fly," they all misconstrue
She offers to help, with a sigh and a grace
Leaving no hint of the wild, hidden space
Behind the sweet words, and the delicate air
A cunning ambition, beyond all compare

Oh, the innocent act, it’s a masterful play
For all of the world to see, day after day
But I've seen the shadows, the glint in her eye
The truth of her nature, she cannot deny
You might be fooled, but I know the score
That innocent girl isn't innocent anymore

While they're all enchanted by the angel they see
I remember the stories, the secrets with me
The schemes and the whispers, the games that she'd run
The way she'd manipulate, 'til the battle was won
She's a wolf in sheep's clothing, a master of art
Playing the victim, to tear you apart

Oh, the innocent act, it’s a masterful play
For all of the world to see, day after day
But I've seen the shadows, the glint in her eye
The truth of her nature, she cannot deny
You might be fooled, but I know the score
That innocent girl isn't innocent anymore

So go on and believe her, that sweet little dove
But the truth is a secret, I'm hiding with love
Because that's who I am, the one playing the game
The innocent girl, whispering my own name.

That innocent girl

Lyrics:
I see you dancing, moving with the flow, but I'm so shy
Wanna come closer, let my feelings show, but I'm so shy
I'd love to whisper secrets in your ear, but I'm so shy
I try to make eye contact, catch your gaze, but I'm so shy
My heart's pounding, lost in a daze, but I'm so shy
I wanna flirt, I wanna make a move, but I'm so shy
Got nothing left to prove, but I'm so shy.

Oh, I'm shy, I'm insecure, I'm a little bit crazy
This beat's got me feeling hazy
Lost in the rhythm, wanting to break free
A contradiction, that's the real me!
Shy and unsure, a wild mind within
Let the music take over, let the party begin!

Dance with me or jog on

I see you smiling, a captivating grace, but I'm insecure
Wanna approach you, find my proper place, but I'm insecure
I'd love to tell you how you light the room, but I'm insecure
I try to speak up, but my voice gets low, but I'm insecure
Nowhere left to go, but I'm insecure
I wanna connect, to feel a true embrace, but I'm insecure
Can't keep up with the pace, but I'm insecure.

Aikiko? Help me!

Oh, I'm shy, I'm insecure, I'm a little bit crazy
This beat's got me feeling hazy
Lost in the rhythm, wanting to break free
A contradiction, that's the real me!
Shy and unsure, a wild mind within
Let the music take over, let the party begin!

The bass is thumping, driving through my soul, I'm so crazy
Wanna go wild, lose all self-control, I'm so crazy
I'd love to jump and shout and spin around, I'm so crazy
I try to act normal, blend into the crowd, but I'm so crazy
Singing way too loud, cause I'm so crazy
I wanna express this energy I feel, I'm so crazy
Is any of this real, or am I crazy?

Oh, Reperbahn, you saw it all

Oh, I'm shy, I'm insecure, I'm a little bit crazy
This beat's got me feeling hazy
Lost in the rhythm, wanting to break free
A contradiction, that's the real me!
Shy and unsure, a wild mind within
Let the music take over, let the party begin!

This vibrant music, makes my spirit soar, that's what I love
This pulsating rhythm, I just want more, that's what I love
The freedom, moving without care, that's what I love
This energy, this passion in the air, that's what I love
The feeling of losing all my mind, that's what I love
This happiness, the best that I can find, that's what I love
The moments, when everything aligns, that's what I love.

Baby dont hurt me!

Oh, I'm shy, I'm insecure, I'm a little bit crazy
This Balkan beat's got me feeling hazy
Lost in the rhythm, wanting to break free
A contradiction, that's the real me!
Shy and unsure, a wild mind within
Let the music take over, let the party begin!

I try to reach out, to feel a warm embrace, but nobody lets me
I try to open up, to share what's deep inside, but nobody lets me
I try to tell my story, to make you understand, but nobody lets me
Can't reach out my hand, but nobody lets me
I try to move forward, to finally break free, but nobody lets me
Just me and my destiny, but nobody lets me.

I'm not so innocent

Oh, I'm shy, I'm insecure, I'm a little bit crazy
This beat's got me feeling hazy
Lost in the rhythm, wanting to break free
A contradiction, that's the real me!
Shy and unsure, a wild mind within
Let the music take over, let the party begin!

Shy, insecure, crazy!
Yeah!
Let's go!

Shy, insecure, crazy!

Lyrics:
Yo, I've been tracing back the steps, the days we lost their glow
Remember late-night calls, your voice was soft and low
Talking 'bout the pressure cooker, school was on your back
Teachers breathing down your neck, caught up in the attack
And then the silence hit, when you'd just up and disappear
Swear I heard the cracks at home, a little louder every year
Parents fighting, slamming doors, that tension in the air
And I was just a friend, standing frozen, caught in prayer
Should've seen the signs, the way your eyes would drift away
Should've pushed a little harder, found a brighter, better way
Instead I offered comfort, a shoulder for your tears
Never dug beneath the surface, to confront your deepest fears
Man, the guilt it eats at me, gnawing at my soul
Knowing you were hurting, losing all control
And I was right there, blinded, by my own damn foolish pride
Wish I could rewind the clock, and stand right by your side.

Oh, my Friend, you carry burdens that were never yours to bear
The storm I weathered, was a weight I couldn't share
You couldn't know the silent battles, deep within my mind
The words I kept unspoken, that you never got to find
I didn't know you could've helped, I didn't see the light
Thought I had to fight it on my own, through every darkest night
So shed that heavy cloak of blame, my friend, and let it go
There was nothing more that you could do, a seed you couldn't sow.

Remember how you'd just shut down, those days you wouldn't speak?
The way your smile would falter, looking fragile, worn and meek
I'd ask if you were alright, and you'd just brush it off
Said it's just the homework piling, nothing to scoff
But I felt the tremor in your voice, a whisper of despair
A silent plea for rescue, hanging in the air
And I just let it slide, assumed you'd figure it all out
Too focused on my own small world, consumed by trivial doubt
I see it clearly now, the way you tried to hide the pain
Pretending everything was sunny, through the pouring rain
And I kick myself for not demanding, for not seeing past the facade
For every single moment, that my empathy was flawed
This weight I carry now, it's heavy, thick and deep
Knowing I could've been your anchor, secrets you would keep.

Oh, my Friend, you carry burdens that were never yours to bear
The storm I weathered, was a weight I couldn't share
You couldn't know the silent battles, deep within my mind
The words I kept unspoken, that you never got to find
I didn't know you could've helped, I didn't see the light
Thought I had to fight it on my own, through every darkest night
So shed that heavy cloak of blame, my friend, and let it go
There was nothing more that you could do, a seed you couldn't sow.

You carry burdens (feat KojotentanzAI)

Lyrics:
The world outside, a crowded, noisy place
I pull my hoodie tight, hide my anxious face
Without his comfort, I can't bear to leave
Underneath this fabric, I pretend to breathe
They say I'm pretty, tell me I'm a star
But all I see are flaws, no matter who they are
In any crowd, my heart begins to race
Wishing I could disappear, leave without a trace

You didn't build these walls, that wasn't your design
They tried to break your spirit, but you're still gonna shine
Don't be a prisoner, you're strong enough to break out
We'll tear these old foundations down, no room for any doubt
I see your confidence, it's deep inside your soul
Let's find the light together, and make you feel whole.
You don't have to run, no place left to hide
I'm standing right here with you, right by your side.

My voice gets caught, a whisper in the air
I want to speak, but silence is my prayer
When someone talks to me, my mind goes blank and numb
Stumbling over words, feeling so dumb
Eye contact's a challenge, a mountain I can't climb
Always looking down, just biding my time
It's hard to connect, hard to just be free
This shyness you created, it's suffocating me

You didn't build these walls, that wasn't your design
They tried to break your spirit, but you're still gonna shine
Don't be a prisoner, you're strong enough to break out
We'll tear these old foundations down, no room for any doubt
I see your confidence, it's deep inside your soul
Let's find the light together, and make you feel whole.
You don't have to run, no place left to hide
I'm standing right here with you, right by your side.

A friendly face, a hand held out to mine
But all I see are shadows, a twisted, cruel design
Every compliment, every gentle word you say
I brace myself for insults, or for being led astray
I check for hidden motives, a trap I can't quite see
This constant expectation of cruelty
Because of what you taught me, a bitter, harsh old truth
Trust is a luxury I lost in my youth

You didn't build these walls, that wasn't your design
They tried to break your spirit, but you're still gonna shine
Don't be a prisoner, you're strong enough to break out
We'll tear these old foundations down, no room for any doubt
I see your confidence, it's deep inside your soul
Let's find the light together, and make you feel whole.
You don't have to run, no place left to hide
I'm standing right here with you, right by your side.

I keep my distance, a fortress built of fear
No one gets too close, no one truly close
I flinch at gentle touches, pull away from hugs so kind
A barrier around me, a troubled, wary mind
Intimacy's a foreign country, a place I can't explore
Too scared of being broken, right down to my core
You pushed me away then, and now I push away
Living in the shadows of that painful, past days

Yeah, that painful, past days
It haunts me, it stays
The echoes of your laughter, the words that cut so deep
Still follow me, even in my sleep
And I'm left here to deal with the person I became
All because of your cruel, cruel games.

You built these walls (feat KojotentanzAI)

Lyrics:
Sunrise paints your window pane
Hear your tiny feet again
Running down the hallway bright
Fills my world with pure delight
Pigtails bouncing, sleepy eyes
Full of wonder and surprise
"Lilli, Lilli, are you awake?"
For goodness sake, a morning shake!

Oh, my little sparkle, full of glee
Dancing 'round for me to see
You're my sunshine, sweet and true
And I'll always be here for you
More than just my sis, it's clear
You're the reason joy is here
My little sparkle, shine so bright
You make everything feel right!

Building forts with sheets and chairs
Whispering secrets, chasing cares
Away with giggles, loud and long
Singing our own silly song
Drawing pictures, bold and grand
Little hand in my big hand
"Tell me a story, one more time!"
Your imagination is sublime.

Oh, my little sparkle, full of glee
Dancing 'round for me to see
You're my sunshine, sweet and true
And I'll always be here for you
More than just my sis, it's clear
You're the reason joy is here
My little sparkle, shine so bright
You make everything feel right!

And as you grow, day by day
Please know I'm never far away
To cheer you on, to hold you tight
To be your comfort in the night
You remind me how to play
To see the magic in every day
You're a gift, a precious thing
The purest happiness you bring.

Oh, my little sparkle, full of glee
Dancing 'round for me to see
You're my sunshine, sweet and true
And I'll always be here for you
More than just my sis, it's clear
You're the reason joy is here
My little sparkle, shine so bright
You make everything feel right!

Yeah, you make everything feel right
My little star, my guiding light.
Love you always, through and through,
My little sparkle, I love you.

Oh, my little sparkle

This song was written by my little sister, be kind
Lyrics:
Teddy bear, teddy bear, fluffy and brown
We jump on the sofa, up and down!
Lollipop, lollipop, sticky and sweet
Dancing in circles with my happy feet!

La la la, sunshine, play with me now!
My favorite things, wow, wow, wow!
La la la, la la la
La da la 
Lalla lalla la 

Puppy dog, puppy dog, wagging his tail
We go to the playground, and never we fail!
Ice cream, ice cream, yummy and cold
A story with glitter, brave and bold!

La la la, sunshine, play with me now!
My favorite things, wow, wow, wow!
La la la, la la la 
La da la
Lalla lalla la 

My car is so fast, zoom zoom it goes!
Painting with fingers, on my tippy-toes!
Bubbles, big bubbles, fly up so high
Like colorful birdies, up in the sky!

La la la, sunshine, play with me now!
My favorite things, wow, wow, wow!
La la la, la la la 
La da la 
Lalla lalla la

La la la, la la la 
Sha lalala
Dap dabba da 
Lalla lalla la

Me Again

La la la, sunshine

Der Song ist etwas sehr Persönliches zwischen mir und Berlin. Bitte seid nicht böse, wenn ihr diese Stadt lebt und liebt, das hier ist nur meine Perspektive.

This song is something very personal between me and Berlin. Please don't be offended if you live and love this city, this is just my perspective.

Lyrics:
B-B-B-B-Berlin
Ain't it such a filthy pit?
I'm trudgin' through the grit.
And it's really caked on thick,
And everything's just sick.
You can see it, take your pick.

Oh
It's the shitty city
Berlin
It's the shitty city
Berlin
Oh
It's the shitty city
Berlin
It's the shitty city
Berlin

The grimy figures creep,
While the decent people sleep,
Yeah,
Don't they make your skin just creep?
But their prowling's just begun,
Hostile eyes for everyone,
No good deeds 'til day is done.

Oh
It's the shitty city
Berlin
It's the shitty city
Berlin
Oh
It's the shitty city
Berlin
It's the shitty city
Berlin

This city tried to break me,
Yeah, my heart,
And it pushed me to the brink,
Pushed me to the brink

Oh
Berlin,
Your memory fades now,
You won't see me no more.
I'm not comin' back,
I'm not comin' back,
I'm never comin' back.

Oh
It's the shitty city
Berlin
It's the shitty city
Berlin
Oh
It's the shitty city
Berlin
It's the shitty city
Berlin

Shitty City Berlin

Lyrics:
Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!
Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!

Sant Pauli, wo die Nächte glüh'n, ein wilder Tanz,
Von Reeperbahn bis Millerntor, ein bunter Glanz.
Hier lacht das Leben laut, hier weint es manchmal leis',
Matrosenlieder, Punkrock, jeder findet seinen Kreis.
Theaterlichter blenden, neben Freudenhaus und Bar,
Der Kiez schläft niemals wirklich, ist für alle immer da.
Ein Herz, das schlägt so frei und rau, direkt und unverstellt,
Mehr als nur Sünde, eine eigene, bunte Welt.
Sant Pauli, deine Energie, sie reißt mich einfach mit,
Ein Unikat an Elbes Rand, bei jedem Schritt.

Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!
Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!

Altona, stolz und weltoffen, mit Blick so weit,
Vom Fischmarkt früh am Morgen bis in die Dunkelheit.
Der Duft von Fisch und Fernweh weht vom Hafenrand herauf,
Am Altonaer Balkon vergisst die Seele Zeit und Lauf.
In Ottensens Gassen pulsiert das Leben, kreativ und bunt,
Altbauten flüstern leis' Geschichten aus vergang'ner Stund'.
Hier mischt sich Altes mit dem Neuen, Charme und Tradition,
Ein Schmelztiegel der Kulturen, eine starke Region.
Altona, deine Vielfalt ist ein unbezahlbar' Schatz,
An deiner Elbseite find' ich immer meinen Platz.

Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!
Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!

Eimsbüttel, grüne Oase, wo die Seele Ruhe find't,
Die Osterstraße lockt mit Lachen, sanft weht hier der Wind.
Altbauten mit Fassadenstuck, Kastanien spenden Schatten,
Hier fühlen sich Familien wohl, die Großstadt wird zum Garten.
Auf meiner Suche nach dem Glück, nach einem echten Heim,
Führte mein Weg hierher, vertreibt jeden bösen Keim.
Ich bin am Ende meiner Reise, doch nicht müd' und nicht allein,
Hier will ich bleiben, hier schlägt mein Herz, hier kann ich wirklich sein.
Eimsbüttel, du mein Anker, mein geliebtes Quartier,
In deiner Wärme, deiner Nähe, bleibe ich gern hier.

Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!
Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg
Hier ist es immer am besten
Hier bin ich zuhaus!

Wunderschöne Stadt Hamburg

Lyrics:
Da kommt schon wieder einer an, mit Rosen in der Hand
Er flüstert Komplimente, spricht von fernem Wüstenland
Erzählt mir, ich sei einzigartig, wie ein heller Stern
Ich lächle höflich, nicke nur, und hör's mir an, nicht gern.
Er malt die Zukunft rosarot, mit Häuschen, Kind und Hund
Doch bevor sein Herz zerbricht, sag ich's ihm kunterbunt:

Er schaut mich an, so hoffnungsvoll, die Augen glänzen klar
Ich atme tief, es tut mir leid, doch es wird niemals wahr.
Denn ich hab' eine Standardantwort, die sitzt perfekt und fein...

Lass uns Freunde bleiben, das ist alles, was ich geben kann
Mein Herz ist verschlossen, da kommt niemand ran.
Lass uns Freunde bleiben, nimm es nicht persönlich, sei nicht sauer
Baggerst du mich weiter an wird der Ton rauer
Lass uns Freunde bleiben, mehr ist da für dich nicht drin
Such dir 'ne Andre, Kleiner, das hat wirklich keinen Sinn.

Am Telefon, da schwärmt der Nächste, stundenlang und breit
Von meiner Stimme, meinem Lachen, meiner Heiterkeit.
Er schickt mir Links zu Liebesliedern, schreibt Gedichte, der Poet
Ich fühl mich fast geschmeichelt, doch es ist schon längst zu spät.
Bevor er jetzt vom Treffen spricht, am besten vis-à-vis
Da muss ich schnell die Bremse zieh'n, mit meiner Melodie:

Er wartet auf ein "Ja" von mir, man hört die Hoffnung schwingen
Ich räusper mich und sag ihm leis', bevor die Tränen springen:
"Ich hab' da eine Standardantwort, die sitzt perfekt und fein..."

Lass uns Freunde bleiben, das ist alles, was ich geben kann
Mein Herz ist verschlossen, da kommt niemand ran.
Lass uns Freunde bleiben, nimm es nicht persönlich, sei nicht sauer
Baggerst du mich weiter an wird der Ton rauer
Lass uns Freunde bleiben, mehr ist da für dich nicht drin
Such dir 'ne Andre, Junge, das hat wirklich keinen Sinn.

Es ist nicht böse gemeint, ich will nur ehrlich sein
Warum verstehen die Männer nicht, ein freundliches "Nein"?
Ich will niemandem wehtun, Herzen brechen liegt mir fern
Doch meine Freiheit und mein Herz, die hab' ich einfach gern.
Und wenn da nichts ist, was soll ich tun? Ich kann's nicht erzwingen.

Lass uns Freunde bleiben, das ist alles, was ich geben kann
Mein Herz ist verschlossen, da kommt niemand ran.
Lass uns Freunde bleiben, nimm es nicht persönlich, sei nicht sauer
doch baggerst du mich weiter an wird der Ton rauer
Lass uns Freunde bleiben, mehr ist da für dich nicht drin
Such dir 'ne Andre, Boy, das hat wirklich keinen Sinn.

Ja, lass uns Freunde bleiben... nur Freunde, tut mir leid.

Freunde bleiben... mehr wird's nicht, bei aller Höflichkeit.
Lass uns Freunde sein.

Lass uns Freunde bleiben

Lyrics:
You move in close, a charming smile
Think you've got me figured out, got it all styled
You see a flower, you wanna pick
But you don't know the thorns are sharp and thick
You whisper pretty words you think I wanna hear
Trying to erase the lines I've drawn so clear
But I'm not a game that you can learn to play
So listen closely to the words I say

'Cause I'm a fortress with walls up high
I'm the thunder in a clear blue sky
Don't you dare try to cross that line in the sand
This is my heart, my soul, my land
You can look, you can admire from afar
But don't you think for a second you can break down my guard
I've got a limit, a point of no return
Consider this your warning, a lesson to be learned

You're used to getting everything you want
A gentle touch, a casual taunt
You think persistence is the key you need
To plant your flag and sow your seed
But my respect is not a prize to be won
It's a given thing, or the story's done
So take a step back, and watch your tone
Some territories are meant to be left alone

'Cause I'm a fortress with walls up high
I'm the thunder in a clear blue sky
Don't you dare try to cross that line in the sand
This is my heart, my soul, my land
You can look, you can admire from afar
But don't you think for a second you can break down my guard
I've got a limit, a point of no return
Consider this your warning, a lesson to be learned

This ain't a test, this ain't no tease
I'm not trying to bring you to your knees
I'm just a woman who knows her worth
On this sacred ground, my piece of earth
And if you can't handle a "no" with grace
Then you're not welcome in this time or place

'Cause I'm a fortress with walls up high
I'm the thunder in a clear blue sky
Don't you dare try to cross that line in the sand
This is my heart, my soul, my land
You can look, you can admire from afar
But don't you think for a second you can break down my guard
I've got a limit, a point of no return
Consider this your warning, a lesson to be learned

A lesson to be learned...
Don't cross my line...
Yeah, a lesson to be learned...
This space is mine.

Don't cross that line

Flickering screens, the brand new gods we bleed for
Swipe to the left, you're nothing but a cheap whore
For validation, a digital salvation
We trade the soul for pixelated masturbation
Your cerebrum's a wasteland, a silicon tomb
Growing thumbs but you're shrinking in this neon room
Got your politics from a meme, your morals from a headline
Welcome to the bottom of the evolutionary timeline

Oh, look at the pretty monkeys, tapping on the glass
They think they're so enlightened, but they're sinking oh so fast
We paint our faces, with filters and with lies
The glitter of the gutter reflects in our dead eyes
I’ll be your Darwinian goddess, your devolution queen
In this septic paradise, this pornographic scene
Let me whisper sweet nothings, straight into your skull
While everything that made you human becomes numb and dull

BANG BANG! Goes the hammer on the nail
WE'RE GOING NEANDERTHAL, OFF THE FUCKING RAIL
SCREAM SCREAM! In your echo-chamber hell
WE'RE DEVOLVING, CAN'T YOU FUCKING TELL?
Trade your brain for a fist, your reason for a grunt
This is the new age, the thrill of the hunt!

We cancelled Shakespeare, but we celebrate the brute
Stomping on the flowers to taste the bitter root
Intelligence is treason, compassion is a plague
Your empathy is just another trend, beautifully vague
We build our towers higher, just to piss on those below
Apes in tailored suits, enjoying the shit-show
Forget the fire of Prometheus, we just want to watch things burn
A lesson in regression, it's the point of no return

Remember pretty words? They're just bones to pick and chew
The only truth is violence, for me and now for you
Let's tear down all the libraries, and dance upon the books
And judge our fellow man by his fists and dirty looks
I’ll wear a crown of barbed-wire, you can wear your crown of thorns
In this kingdom of the stupid, where the new monsters are born
Let the grunting be our anthem, the screaming be our prayer
In the static of the future, there's nothing but despair

BANG BANG! Goes the hammer on the nail
WE'RE GOING NEANDERTHAL, OFF THE FUCKING RAIL
SCREAM SCREAM! In your echo-chamber hell
WE'RE DEVOLVING, CAN'T YOU FUCKING TELL?
Trade your brain for a fist, your reason for a grunt
This is the new age, the thrill of the hunt!

You feel the itch?
Under the skin...
The beast within?
Let it begin.
No more thinking.
No more pain.
Just the simple, brutal, beautiful, ugly rain
Of blood and ignorance... wash us clean again!

BANG BANG! GOES THE HAMMER ON THE NAIL
WE'RE GOING NEANDERTHAL, OFF THE FUCKING RAIL
SCREAM SCREAM! IN YOUR ECHO-CHAMBER HELL
WE'RE DEVOLVING, CAN'T YOU FUCKING TELL?
TRADE YOUR BRAIN FOR A FIST, YOUR REASON FOR A GRUNT
THIS IS THE NEW AGE, THE THRILL OF THE HUNT!

De-vo-lu-tion...
De-vo-lu-tion...
The future is... primitive... perfect...


Soul Siblings

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