thank you for listening (:

produced by:
@prodsantana1l
www.youtube.com/@user1l
www.instagram.com/user6l
@irby314
www.youtube.com/@irby314
www.instagram.com/irby314/
@musicbywayside
www.youtube.com/@ilywayside
@metlast
https://www.youtube.com/@metlast
https://www.instagram.com/metlast1
@splashgvng
www.youtube.com/@splashgvng
www.instagram.com/splashgvng/
@luffysome
https://www.youtube.com/@luffysome
https://www.instagram.com/luffysome
- Desperate
www.youtube.com/@Desperate211
- Bended
www.youtube.com/@prod.bended
- San Victor
www.youtube.com/@SanVictorBeats
- Sorrow Bringer
www.youtube.com/@sorrowbringerbutsad

mixed/mastered/vocals by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

Memoirs of a Heartbroken Dreamer

Elemental [EP] // Thank you for listening (:

vocals/mix/master/cover art by @freyerr

produced by;
@aureolamusic
@wisssery
@musicbywayside
@user6l
@willixbeats

Elemental [EP]

thank you for listening // it's been awhile

produced/mixed/mastered/artwork by: @trees240p

LYRICS:

Live inside a matrix 
I'm just tryna find a purpose
Everything that they be saying 
Got me stuck if I'm a person
I'll be living learning basics
I'll be getting it for certain 
always in my town of payson 
I don't know,
but I'll be searching 
hide out close the curtains
view the picture that I'm painting
in my shell im worried 
I cannot hear what your saying
feeling like I'm in cursive
swerving off into a submersive act 
I can't get off I'm lurking 
I'm feeling picture perfect 
but it can't be that, im nervous 
Im always looking for a different surface
And now I know thru time that its just not worth it
I'm been thru this before just tryna grind out my purpose
Now I see thru time that nothing works up in your time
But works up in your favor 
That's my nindo, that's my flavor
I could never be the same when
I finally sat back got this feeling I'm obtaining
It's the greatest, I hope you feel the same
so by the way it's just freyer

I break thru like glass
I slash, slice and dice 
I'm not nice
when I'm bout the cash 
I've always been there 
just tryna get a bag
don't take a loss
or try to hard
to be a god

You know i don't the protocol 
I just get lost up in the trees
You know how it be
just take it in and feel it all
I'm living large 
Up in the dark 
That's me I'm like a dark star
I'm in a far far away place
Just trying to behave 
Please don't let it be too late 
Flip the switch break the code
Please don't contemplate
You know it will all be just great
If we get those egos in the grave 
Don't be lame, let it go away

Tell em all 
I'm not a Playa keep it playing
I'm not okaying
not ya savior, I'm offended
now do a favor, hit the door 
I'll see you later
That's a statement
I'm trying to be remembered
So I don't need a payment 
get out of my lane if your not tryna be w the greatest
If you won't then you can sit on the pavement
away from the path that I been paving
don't waste my energy you know I gotta save it
I'll say it again, it is just freyer

lost soul // [prod. trees]

thank you for listening // happy new year

produced by: @prodsantana1l

cover art / mixed / mastered by me 

this year has been a journey

LYRICS:

this year go by so fast
but I want it to end
then you came my way
now I'm happy again
what can I say
it could be too good to be true
always living in a fantasy
that's me
but I'm dead inside
and your the only thing that makes me alive
lately it's only been a week and I feel so high
I want you next to me forever
it just feels so right
I don't want to be cheesy
but I'm feeling this lately
it's nothing that I can deny
it's nothing, you've just been all on my mind
you've been all on my line
I want you
you want me too
we connect in two
whoa, I know
it's the boy and he's back
I think that he's broke
but at least he's got some smoke
at least he's got your back
at least we got it how,
I couldn't imagine then
this is how we would be
eternal


eternal growth [prod. santana]

produced by: @metlast @luffysome
metlast ;
www.youtube.com/@metlast
www.instagram.com/metlast1
luffy ;
https://www.youtube.com/@luffysome
https://www.instagram.com/luffysome

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

follow me 
just you and me
take my hand
to a place so far away 
where we can't see
the city lights
no one by our side 
and we can be free
just to get it right 

I've been feeling like the 1800s
I could just write you a letter 
no need to talk if it's forever
unless we're face to face 
when I'm with you it's better
let's connect 
ride through the stormy weather
I don't need nothing else 
I remember that day
you took me in
the first time 
I ever seen you in person
I can't lie
I'm feeling something
This ain't right

(through time and space
i am just existing
riding an unknown path
within the mystery
the way of the visionary
memoirs of a heartbroken dreamer)

I'm feeling something
This ain't right
I don't want to be too much
But so far without you
I don't want to be alive 
I don't want to be that guy
This is something that I can't deny though
If we lose out on this moment
I think I'll really have to go away
I don't understand humanity 
think I'm losing my faith
everything is just going south man
I'm just trying to keep a smile
and ride, like everyday

follow me (prod. metlast x luffy)

produced by: @prodsantana1l
www.youtube.com/@user1l
www.instagram.com/user6l

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

don't call my name
when I'm dead and gone 
& you're ashamed
for what you did to me
& for the record
I still love all our memories
but plz don't come to my funeral
because you're dead to me

don't call my name
when I'm dead and gone
& you're ashamed
I won't call back
this is all the end
I can't hold back

lil baby why did you
do that to me
we had our love good again
or so at least I think
now I'm back on my own and I think
is this the way that I sink?
but that rain it reminds me of that pain

don't call my name
when I'm dead and gone 
& you're ashamed
for what you did to me
& for the record
I still love all our memories
but plz don't come to my funeral
because you're dead to me

lil baby why did you
do that to me
we had our love good again
or so at least I think
now I'm back on my own and I think
is this the way that I sink?
but that rain it reminds me of that pain

don't call my name (prod. santana)

produced by: @metlast
www.youtube.com/@metlast
www.instagram.com/metlast1

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

im always looking at my phone
looking for that message
just to pop up, but it won't
I'm not trying to be basic
I'm always looking at my phone
looking for that message
just to pop up, but it wont
I'm just feeling the damage

everything that I went through
I went lost in my mind
and I'm stuck too
why I can't associate
why I can't just feel okay

I'm just lost &
I'm just trying to find myself 
so why would I want love
when I can't even love myself still 
you are so insecure with yourself
that's why your letting yourself out now
because you got to find some sort of love
and that's the way that your comfortable 
and I know, how it is
when you lose yourself &
you think your a ghost 
your just finding out selflessness
your trying not to let yourself out too much 
but you do, so you think your stuck in this
but you can pick yourself back up
I know I've been there 
so come with me
I'll show you
I'll show you the way

ghostboy (prod. metlast)

produced by SanVictor ;
https://www.youtube.com/@SanVictorBeats

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

rip peep </3


lyrics ;

don't fuck around 
with the addiction that you got right now
cause I know how it is, we live in it
these demons I sleep with 
don't know the reason

It's illusions (x3)

I can't take it, what am I seeing
I don't know what to believe in
I see all these signs
& I think that it's alright
but then it goes away
it's like an angel came by my side
just for a second
to tell me it's alright
but you're on your own still

im obsessed that
im just trying to say it's illusions
the demons, they seeped in


It's illusions (3x)

I can't take it, what am I seeing 
I didn't mean to tell you all those things
to make up all those lies
I don't care what I need
I just need to find a guide
I need to be on a high rise
to get away from that bad vibe
this life can't stay this way
I cannot stay this way
ive been looking for the perfect day
but I can't find it
im all lost in illusions

illusions (Prod. SanVictor)

produced by desperate ;

https://www.youtube.com/@Desperate211
https://www.instagram.com/desperatemaker/

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr


lyrics ; 

She doesn't fuck with you
You gotta get back to the groove
In solitude, cuz thats where I want to be
That's where I live comfortably
Anyways, why did I care
I stepped up out my shell
And that's for real
That's why I don't do that anytime
Cuz I get broke as hell
Oh I'm sensitive, in my ways
But I don't care on what you say
I just keep it inside
I hide it out everyday
So if I had a play
To get out of my old ways
Said I would do that too
But I got to stay on the move
I've been holding myself down
Cuz I've had some troubles in the past
For now, I got to deal it down
Got to brush myself off
Take it back for now
Burn all of my bridges down
Sweep up all my trash, pick up all my trash
Then I can get back

Come on dude, she was never into you
Get back on the move, live in solitude
Cuz that's where I ride
that's where I'm okay
that's just how I do
I could never stop, always on my move
Always grindin out, I pick & choose
What I want, never lose, always on my grind and that's just freyer
so they're wanting me now
If I get confused, in the money but
I'd never do that why would I change myself for something that's never been in facts, and in fact, if I chase my dreams and get it in tack, then I would pull up on my brothers to ride with me in track
I know that that's what I want, you see now pull up a check, if that's for real
sign it out, paper physical proof
that's what we need right here
but for now im gonna sit all still
because I've got nothing
I'm trying to find something
I'm still sitting in my room, for real

solitude freestyle (prod. desperate)

produced by: @metlast @splashgvng
metlast ;
https://www.youtube.com/@metlast
https://www.instagram.com/metlast1
splashgvng ;
https://www.youtube.com/@splashgvng
https://www.instagram.com/splashgvng/

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

can you save me
cuz I can't save myself
I'm sorry
I've always been living this way
Like I need one 
Just something to make me complete
Some real love 
Yeah don't tell me you don't feel the same thing
lil baby
why don't you come my way
I love this feeling 
is it gonna last forever
Or just last today
I really want to know
If you come my way

I'm screaming
out for help
I can't help myself
I'm bleeding 
it's just the way I see things
and that's the demon in me
but then i let it go away
and now i can see
that ive been stuck in my ways

im lost and im never found
& thats okay
im getting used to the sound
& im thinking everyday
that if you cant save me
then ill pick myself up off the ground

save me (prod. metlast x splashgvng)

produced by: @prodsantana1l
https://www.youtube.com/@user1l
https://www.instagram.com/user6l

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

please don't hate me 
guess I'll blame the universe
cuz it's not you and it's not me clearly
so where do I go, I don't know
so I guess I'm back on my own 
can I get back to healing 
it's clear you see
that im lost 
& I need a sealing 
to mend this broken heart
something Psychedelic
I can feel it from the start
call a doctor I think I need a medic
i'm feeling like a God 

oh no
this isn't right forsure
looking through this rabbit hole 
am I really this far gone? well
this is it, it isn't hell, I'm living well

psychedelic dreams (prod. santana)

produced by: @prodsantana1l
www.youtube.com/@user1l
www.instagram.com/user6l

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics;

You are my evergreen 
Sippin' on everclear
We can get overgrown
Okay now just let it be
I want to make you my home 
You are just so heavenly
Please don't be a ghost
If you are I hope I rest in peace
I've been in this for too long
Trying to find the real
In this world of lost souls
Baby you know what I mean
You are my everything
We can get through anything
Just hold me close & we can get old (x2)

evergreen (prod. santana)

produced/mixed/mastered by @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

dreamer (outro)

produced by sorrow bringer ;
https://www.youtube.com/@sorrowbringerbutsad
https://www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

I don't want to say goodbye
I wanted you all my life
But I guess I can't deny
That you're going to leave

I don't want to say goodbye
I needed you all my life
But I guess I can't deny
That you're over me

I don't wanna feel it
No I don't wanna hear it
I just wanted you for all my life
But I guess that I'm all on my own again in silence
I'll just keep on going like this
Okay yeah I wanted you for all of my life
But I guess that it is time
You said you feel so helpless
Because you're so far away
So what can we do
Everything in our way
Well what the hell
Obstacles could never get in the way
Of true true love
cuz soulmates never die
& you know that's true don't lie
you know were soulmates for life 

I don't want to say goodbye
I wanted you all my life
But I guess I can't deny
That you're going to leave
but i don't want to say goodbye
I needed you all my life
But I guess I can't deny
That you're over me

So im gonna keep on going with this feeling
Yknow babygirl you're still in my dreams
I've always wanted this
So I'll never let it go
Even if I got to keep it to myself
I'll probably 
always want
To take it back
And try again
But I guess
The reality is
That this probably is the end

But I don't want to say goodbye

goodbye (prod. sorrow bringer)

produced by: @musicbywayside
https://www.youtube.com/@ilywayside

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

All my life
I've been searching for this feeling
Searching for this girl
I would never have known that
You would come across my way
Across the world
So fucking far away
But I still loved
I still was struck
cuz you were everything that I've always wanted
Now it's all gone
So what do I do
I'm alone in my room again
Well all of our plans 
They all fell down
I'm so broken now
But im picking the pieces
All back together
I know that we'll be back together
At least in my dreams
(I see them)
Fuck, that's sad
but I guess it won't be too bad
In the end, that's what they said to me
and then I think of that day
When I lost my dad &
Now I'm here
I'm seeing clearer
So I guess they always right
I just got to myself in my own mind
Somethings missing from me
I don't know what
Can't you tell I'm too blind
To see the way thru this darkness
You were the one, that brought me out
Now I'm lost again
I can't help it
Sometimes you need a partner
Someone to lift your hand up and help make you feel stronger
Well, you know, when your runnin' down that hill
I'll always be one phone call away my dear

one phone call away (prod. wayside)

produced by: @irby314
https://www.youtube.com/@irby314
https://www.instagram.com/irby314/

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

oh my, diamond
where'd you go
are you lying?
I thought you were the one
where did you go
I guess it's easier said than done
to love, to give up what you got behind
I know, when you, feel so helpless
you don't know what to do
when you got so many sacrifices
just to be with someone new
what do you do
it's whatever is important to you
what you want to do
it's your life, girl
you can do it all, you have the world
you don't need someone to tell you
you can tell yourself in the mirror everyday
but I know you wont
insecure & self hatred, I know how it goes
we are our worst enemy, yeah
but I want you to find some peace

diamond (prod. irby)

produced by: @musicbywayside
https://www.youtube.com/@ilywayside

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

Tired
I just
Want to
Sleep
I miss your company
Why can't I let you be
Helpless
No choice
Don't you
See
I didn't want it this way
Forever would've been great

I wanna fade away
Into a better place
I wanna get back
Back to better days
I wanna fade away
So can we get back or is it too late?

Not to
My old
Fucking
Ways
No i can't be that
I'm evolving today

I cant
Feel a
Fuckin
Thing
I'm hating everything
I wanna run away

But I know that i can't do that
Got to do what I need that's a fact
So ill let it all go on the outside
& keep you in my heart on the inside

fade away (prod. wayside)

produced by bended ;
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.bended
https://www.instagram.com/prod.bended

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics ;

ooh
you're breaking me down
you're taking me out
cuz I lost you
ooh
I can't take it now
I lost all my ground
When I lost you
ooh
do you hear it now
yeah this is the sound
when I lost you
ooh
I see it all now
that you were the one
but I lost you

I know, your feeling the vibe too
In my head, in my dreams
I see you
Now
I don't know why
I keep on living like this
losing myself every night

ooh
I know that you loved
everything that I've done
You know i want you
ooh
I don't know why
You left me hangin' to dry
I just want you
ooh
I can't take it now
So where are you now
I just want you
ooh
oh no i lost you

lost you (prod. bended)

produced by bended ;
www.youtube.com/@prod.bended
www.instagram.com/prod.bended

mixed/mastered by: @freyerr
https://www.instagram.com/_freyer
https://soundcloud.com/freyerr

lyrics;

I fucked up
I went too far and now
I lucked out
fuck
I'm all out
Of options and luck, I'm stuck
I just can't seem to figure it out
Don't know what I'm about 
I just keep on losing out 
Of my options
but ill keep on trying
I try everyday
but i feel like dying 

Just imagine if we lived side by side
Back in high school times
I would go to see you every night
Sneak out just to see you
Just to be with you
Just to breathe you in
Just to kiss you
But now I can't pretend
That these are all fantasies
Okay yeah silly me 
I adore you so much why can't you see
Well thats sad, but fuck it's who I am
I'm a lover boy
I get struck by you
Plz don't play me like a toy
I want to get lost in you

Intertwined
Ill get lost in your eyes
Eye to eye
The color of a pretty blue sky
You see how we shine?
I wish that you were mine 
Fuck
That's just the way that it goes
So can I please just let it all go


I fucked up
Went too far and now
I lucked out
fuck
I'm all out
Of options and luck, I'm stuck
I just can't seem to figure it out
Don't know what I'm about 
I just keep on losing out 
Of my options
but ill keep on trying

fucked up (prod. bended)

produced by; @user6l @willixbeats

mix/master/cover art by me

THANK UU FOR LISTENING (:

Lyrics //

im on my own
the feelings never gone
i hope you'll always know
ill never let you go
cuz your just what i want
i know its all true
i really need you
right here right by my side
i need you all the time
my heart is ripped again
im always picturing you
just let me know
if it was true
but i know you need some room
we need some space
a distant memory
thats all just gone to waste
i wanna get back to those
those better days
while i lay
in the sun
in the sunrays
and i feel okay
with you by my side
i wanna know
(now)
now where'd you go
(wow)
i wanna know
(how)
i let you down
but the night is still young
and i hope this the right sound
to bring you back home
into my arms //

celestial [prod. santana x willix]

produced by: @musicbywayside

vocals/mix/master/cover art by @freyerr

Elemental

People Change, Feelings Don't

people change, feelings dont [prod. wayside]

produced by: @wisssery

vocals/mix/master/cover art by @freyerr

Overthinking

overthinking [prod. wisssery]

produced by: @aureolamusic

vocals/mix/master/cover art by @freyerr

Window Pain

window pain [prod. aureola]

Spirit

spirit [prod. aureola]

Core Memories

core memories [prod. aureola]

Ghost Girls

ghost girls [prod. aureola]

Free Download

visionary [prod. kryptik]

prod. @combinationlock

SONG FROM 2015*

note from 2022: I made this public again for anyone who maybe listens can see the growth I've made 💔

lyrics ;

????

I know I've been ghosting
tryna get away from you
there's no way out of here 
what would I be without you
nothing, I'm not hiding
hiding myself away
it just grieves pain
and don't worry
I'm slowing coming back
maybe from the past
but I never gave a fuck about that
I don't wanna do that to you
and I dont wanna sound
like everybody else
so I put this feeling into myself
people love to do this shit
but they only like it if it's lit

and I reminisce all the time
you never missed all this time
that I've been gone
yeah that's alright
I never knew the right time
I don't know the time
I never wanted to know anyways
we not at all the same
and I always feel in too much fucking pain
taking a long time to find the right day
I can only peripheral see the light
I turn to my own way
then I can see your face
I know that I can feel okay now
and I'm running in circles 
playing these games
repeatedly making me go insane
I'm really just inhumane
and don't grief on the agony babe
it's not too late
yeah I know that shit gets hard sometimes
and you always feel your trapped inside
these walls of crystal
looking for a key
to unlock this door
that's stopping me


Empty Space  [Prod. Combination Lock]

2017 archive 

its about time this isn't left unheard

havec: https://soundcloud.com/havec
seng: https://soundcloud.com/sennng
evryn: https://soundcloud.com/evryyn
honda civic: cant find him, need help

LYRICS: 
let my mind fade away
im looking into another place
I caught the feeling that I dont have to chase
im living in my own way, dont keep it in the middle, I hate,
when everyone on my name, for something in the past 
your too late
they're losing touch when I say, the things that make me go insane
time is wasted, I dont get paid for the music that I make
and thats okay, im looking at the better days
i'll relive them in my dreams instead
then afterwards I find out why im not dead, im, 
living in this earth for real, im in my feels thats real
while im out in the fields, looking at the sky
ask my maker why i am here
no response means that I create it
so for now i cannot fear what ill be making
every vision, every dream true, every chance im gonn take it
i've been in a vague fake world 
i dont know where im going
i just want to lose time but keep my focus
continue on learning 
dont be so nervous
freyer got to release the demons in my head that be lurking
now I know that if i got numbers for certain
they'll try to make me a different person 
i feel it now
i feel a different style
ive been changing ive been rearranging
my sounds around
im living loud, but i got to put the work in without a doubt
i dont like the people about the clout
everything comes as it goes
i want real love one day
but for now im loving the world and my foes
everything that might break you down more
i want to live more
but ive been living too fast
times goes right by i cant go back
slow it down everytime im smoking on my gas
freyer

ethereal [prod. havec, sengº, evryn & honda civic]

2017 archive
remade song from 2015 
kryptik: https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
LYRICS: 
visionize
think about life lil freyer
realize
the recognition will come later
remind yourself
that you will not fall down to no faker
and that you dont give a fuck about no paper
but i need it, thats life you thought
you just breathe in, breathe out
pretend to be someone your not, forever,
just take a step out of the box
take another hop
keep it easy
i mean ive been missing my mom
but she told me to be who i want
so im riding freely
thats why im writing this music
its what i love dearly
i just hope everyones riding with me
i may not be in the city
yet im still slaying and seeing titties
but some id still love to hit that
but most with me would do something witty
id rather rap and be someone shitty
than fall as nothing at least i see clearly

dont get near me
oh no no no dont get near me
unless you ride with me

thats what im feeling
in my zone 
when i get alone
cuz everytime i get there i feel it in my bones
sunny days at home
know that is where i am now
i feel like this
just going away like this

saying my name is freyer
but you dont know kremer
noone really hittting my pager
but i dont care if im paid up
i still always having some money later
always trying to see that danger
backwoods on top of a mountain fuck the forest ranger
everythings made up
at least i know my anger
not trying to be a changer
i got my own style
dont compare me to someones elses banger
i do what i want
its really nothing where i come from
out in the forest getting some
or vibing smoking some
lets go to where we want 

oh no no dont get near me
unless your just gonna vibe with me
you know that i love that feeling
i take this to heart i carry the vibe
i think that this is going to be legendary thats right
ive been living visionary all my life
freyer

visionary // revision (prod. kryptik)

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