leave the world behind

prod. sickboi

where are u at
all this time ive been searching for u where did u go
i can hear ur voice echoing off my fuckin walls
getting tired getting tired getting of it all
oh we cant no we cant keep our heads up straight
i know its hard but im asking you to look the other way
cus i dont want u to find out who i rlly am
goddamnnnnn
i was searching for you every single day
but i wasnt looking in the right place

i was looking in ur eyes then i blinked u disappeared
i was looking in the mirror
and i punched the fuckin glass
and i know ur tired of hearing the same shit again
but i cant express how much i feel lost without u here

searching

its over im done

prod by me ofc

rot all day inside my room
im to a point I can undo
what's left for me, a glass of booze
I drink it all, think about you

want to be left behind
I can't withstand this tiring climb
make one wrong move, the rocks will fall
just lay in bed drink through it all

bedrot

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whats wrong with me

pls js stay away from me

prod. me (duh)

You’re a hopeless soul
It’s funny how
You can’t feel the love ensure
Inside

I’m drowning out
I’m burning out
Your polaroid
Leaving sparks
Outside

Don’t take me home
They don’t want me there
Take me with you
Inside

Keep my secret
Keep my whole
Embodiment of love
Inside

inside

lyrics:

im drinking myself away, theres no one to help me anyway
ive been stuck on my knees begging for you
i say this so much i need something new
feel like you wanna sacrifice me to the wolf
what goods that gonna do?
know you hate me but i love you to the moon
it feels so good
im drinking myself away, theres no one to help me anyway
ive been stuck on my knees begging for you
i say this so much i need something new

drink away, dont worry

take a brick and smash my face 
im still ugly anyways 
no good for me anyway
I’ll see you in another place 
maybe in another life I could be a pretty guy 
your friends laugh at you all the time 
they think you like that ugly guy 
take a gun and shoot my face 
im ugly i dont need it anyways 
im chopped like dabo i dont like my face 
if been ugly was a crime im not winning that case 
I fill my lungs with pesticides
I goon all day commit genocides
cus these girls don’t like ugly guys 
I’ll cut my wrists until I die

smash my face

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prod. meee

@junkermail

Oh
Guess I won’t see you tonight
Guess I just can’t do anything right
Just fall in my arms I won’t bite 
Slow dancing in your eyes

Does it matter if I’m not so bright
If you’re scared stow away with the mice
Wait for the thunder to burst into light
When I see you I fill with delight

@requiem-for-you

I would say sorry but I can't say it right
Can't resist my habits cant put up a fight
I don't think I could let u leave me twice
You are the only light to my life

Can't see your point of view
Are u sick of me
I'm not sick of u oh
But it seems like you're hating me
I'm sitting patiently
Waiting for my chance to see u tonight

slow dancing in your eyes w/ requiem

wake up
destroy myself
i hate it here
im so complacent 
get out my head
you fucking bitch
made me lose dedication
swallowing pills
im nodding off
such an abomination
my body shaking uncontrollably 
should stop the drinking
fuck it im numbing it all
fuck it im calling her up
fuck it im numbing it all
fuck it im calling her up
i hear her voice in my head
im such a loser for her 
your pretty eyes and your body
im way too pathetic for her
shes such an angel bitch
and id strip her wings from her
shes such an angel bitch
and id strip her wings from her
she plays a game with me
and im sitting here waiting for her
shes such an angel bitch 
and im just permanently in love

shoutout to my brothers- @nthngbutaprettyboy @grimsies
#jealousbastards



im such a loser for her

do you wanna see me at my worse
every little thing just seems to huurt

will i be like this till the end
 (i dont wanna play the game anymore, my hearts sunken to the floor, and it hurts more)
can we just pretend that it didnt happen
but it really happened to me
( and it can never really leave my life)
it really happened to me
(cause it huurts more)
it really happened to me
( can i just be happy)

prod. sabishi22

it really happend to me

Fr!dge

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