i mean, do you even remember?
______________________
in the vacuum of space you called my name, but i can't hear you
rot and decay, there's locusts in my brain but they're see through
know you already got acrylic stains on that sweater i gave you last week

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

achromatopsia

song sent from torr in the old server !!
luckily we still have it :)
i dont have the lyrics 4 this sorry :(

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torr + gabby start — The Ledge

a short rework I did from Reality Club's 2112. I really liked the spoken word part in the middle of the song and figured it would fit in this botanical setting. plus I've been experimenting and practicing more botanica stuff.

2112‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

purity prayer.

i miss every moment now i better make it count
i miss every moment now i better make it count

breathing out the testimony of what life is like without
all the social interaction and it really has me howling

apologize 
to the stranger on the camera
cant see his eyes
but he is crying showing his private parts
crying from lack of love
i know how much that hurts
so brother go put on a shirt,
let's go get your life together

you miss every moment now you better make it count
you miss every moment now you better make it count
and i miss 
every moment 
and i better make it count

i am accountable

@ferlite

so can we
talk it all out
ive been losing my mind 
and im losing my mouth

think im losing it
i dont wanna die
i dont wanna fucking die
can we please just stop this now

i think that
im losing it
do i stop now 
and just give it up
ill forfeit it

i know what youll do for attention
i dont really care much theres just tension
(on my lungs oh my god)
can you just grow up and can we just stop

can we just stop
can we just stop
i dont care

Tension prod ferlite

vocals by @1kayro
produced by me 

lyrics:
if u love me jus say it
i dont want u to treat me like im brainless
and i dont kno if i can take it
u glance my way an now im makin funny faces

but i hate that
i dont know how to take it back

i wish that i just held my toungue
it feels like im straight back to square 1
i saw u smoking and i felt it in my lungs

i think i like you despite
all things that u said
all those pictures that u sent
feel like i might end up dead

but now ur leavin me on read
i know i shouldn't this way but i do
i know its wrong but i like you

and i could tell u bout it
i could talk to u for hours if u would allow it
and i keep telling all my friends "i cant think straight around him"
but even so im still the only one that i keep doubtin
but please dont worry bout me

kayro - funny faces prod. friendd

this is my version of @user_n33t & @dobimusic - try!

this version is produced & performed by me.

original song: https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/n33t-x-dobi-try

try!

quickly made this today
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I felt a higher power
She said it's not my time yet
She's a savior to me

I drank a bit of poison
My chest was filled with nothing but regret and I said
"What's going through my head?"

I woke up in my old place
I wish I knew what's wrong with me again
Should I talk to my friends?

I don't wanna be a worry
So I yell in to the void until the very end
"What's going through my head?"
---
art is from The Apothecary Diaries

shoutouts Emperor X

Savior

.gav guy guy: why'd i let you go baby i,

need to know if you're not around now, i need to go now

oh im breathing slow, dont you know how to let it go?

https://soundcloud.com/loveywill guy guy:
I think we’ve gone too far, this time.
The olive branch was broken, as the bullets fly.

I don’t how to save you, this time.
The battle roars and rumbles, as we lose our lives.

So tell me… was it worth the war? Was it worth the bloodshed? Was it worth the gore?
Was it worth it? Was it worth it? Was it worth it?
Was it worth it? Was it worth it? Was it worth it?

gav guy guy: (dont lie to me) (dont lie to me) (dont lie to me) (dont lie to me)

olive branch w/ loveywill

Despotem - Show Me

starcrossed w/ivu out now!

also seen on @artbyform