Goodbye November. 

@https://soundcloud.com/kanehl
@https://soundcloud.com/how_lovely

never gonna be the same w/ kanehl [prod.youngwhack]

i need some fucking help </3 
outro - https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke/i-hate-fucking-being-numb-prod-93

january 24th, 2019
LRYICS

Yeah I need some fucking help
Can I get some fucking help?
Cus all the hands I’ve been delt
Well they make me feel like hell
And I ain’t really got much wealth
So I’ve been staying staying inside
And every night yeah
Well I wish to fucking die
Every fucking night I swear I wish to fucking die
I just don’t wanna see my fucking momma cry
But right now she is snoring
So I gotta keep it quite when recording
Yeah I gotta keep it quite
So ima keep on writing
All these fuckers hating
I don’t really know why they do that shit
And I’ve they were in my shoes Well
I bet they would feel like fucking shit
Like right I just think about hanging myself
And every fucking night
Yeah I talk with the devil
I’ve been living on a negative level
I just wanna feel better
Can someone please hand me a latter

Yeah I need some fucking help
Can I get some fucking help
Cus lately I’ve been tryna kill my fucking self
With all the drugs up on my shelf
All the drugs up on my shelf
Lately I’ve been tryna kill my fucking self
Can I get some fucking help
I really need some fucking help
Can I get some fucking help
I really need some fucking help
I really need some fucking help
I really, I really, I really

I really need some fucking help
Can I get some fucking help
I guess not so I’ll do it by my mother fucking self
With the drugs up on my shelf
So fuck it ima do it one more time
Ima take one more pill
And ima fuck one more
And ima Flex with that
And ima hold it back
Untill I can’t get up
And then Ima trow it up
And then I’ll take em again until my lungs give up
Until my lungs give up

But until my lungs give up
Ima go hard as fuck
Cus I’m sick and tired of sitting like a mother fucking duck
So ima chase this fucking bread
And I’m not gonna give a fuck
And when let these mother fuckers get up in my way
Let me know that I ain’t sitting back down
Yeah Ima stand my grown
I’m standing tall, Standing long
Until my moneys too long
And then Ima disappear
Into the mountain tops
Taking all the drugs until I’m at the top

i need some help [prod.leothekid]

Look I don’t ever leave my fucking town
Always wear a fucking frown
Cus everybody always telling me they down but they really not
Nah they really not
They always gon fucking lie to me and tel me that they not
And I understand that I’m not that cool
Yeah I understand that I’m not that cool
I might be a fool
I take everybody else as one so why not me? 
Well I guess I’m a tool
And honestly that’s fucking fine that u left me in the shed to rot
Cus ima die right now
Rather u like it or not
I’ve been dead for awhile so why the fuck am I talking like it ain’t already happen
Like it ain’t already happen
Remember love that we shared
Like it ain’t ever happen
Cus you don’t
Look at me you look the other way
Like a stranger in this lonely place
I’m Like a stranger in the lonely place
Every time I see ur fucking face
I try to escape
Cus every fucking time I see your mother fucking face I break down, I break down yeah

(BRIDGE)
It’s fucking sad Cus I knew that u wouldn’t last
Yeah they told me we wouldn’t last
Yeah they told me we wouldn’t last
Yeah they told me wouldn’t
Want you to come back to town
Need you to hold me down
Cus I wear my frown
As I wear my frown will u hold me down
Baby never leave this day
Kay

your face [prod.gum$]

As I fall
As I fall
Will you watch me waste it all?
As I fall
As I fall
Will you watch me waste it all?
All the love
All the pain
Will you watch me as I fall?
As I fall
As I fall
Will you watch me waste it all?


As I fall
As I fall
Will you watch me waste it all
All the love
All the pain
Sorry I’m not worth it all
I just hate
All of myself
Trapped up in my brain
Everyday
I’m awake
But I feel like I’m in hell
Every day I’m just tired
Tired of all the rain
I won’t run
I won’t hide
I’ll just take away my pain
With the meds Or the lead
Fuck it better off dead
I’m just done
I’m just done
Life really isn’t fun
Hey

As I fall
As I fall
Will you watch me
Waste it all
As I fall
As I fall
Will you watch me
Watch me fucking waste it all.

Waste it all
Waste it all
I don’t really care at all
Fuck my love
Fuck my pain
No one really cares at all
I’m insane
Not okay
Wonder when it all ends
I don’t know
I don’t care
I just hope it ends quick

as i fall [prod.leftfordead]

Be my everything
Be my nicotine
and Be my LSD
Break you down like trees
Back you in the bong
Inhale smoke
All night long
I know you can’t stay that long
Pull me close
Hold me now
I know we don’t have too long
Take my heart
and Hold it close
Don’t you ever let it go
I’ve been broken
Need to soar
I’ve been on this road too long
Need to learn
How to breath
Need to learn how to be me
Need to learn
How to breath
Need to learn how to be free

learning how to be free [prod.misery]

Too many I can’t feel
Too many I can’t deal
Too many I can’t feel
Too many I can’t deal

I Wonder if your real
Are you real
Were you sent just to kill
Just to kill me
I’ve been wasting all year
All year
I’ve been by myself
Just me
And I’ve wasting all my time
Reaping history
And fuck it who I use to be
I don’t know, I don’t care
Why the fuck you hit my fucking phone
On the low
Still I love you
But fuck You
Get up out my face
I don’t want you

And I still love you
But now it’s fuck you
Yeah I still love you
But I don’t want you
Girl, I don’t want you
No I don’t want you
I still love you
But I dont need you

too many i cant feel [prod.trbldboy]

producer https://soundcloud.com/oceanonthebeat
dialogue snippet I used "deadly class"
LYRICS

I just want to be happier
But every night these dreams get scarier
And I can’t move on
Can’t let go of her
Now I’m stayin up
Wishing it was over

Wishing it was over
Demons steady chasing
And I’m growing older
Wish that I could fake them
Chase them
Gotta keep it
Keep the blade on tuck now
Running from the past
And I’m scared to look up now

Going through changes while everyone changing
Looked in the mirror
I ain’t wanna face him
Looked at my phone
No I ain’t gonna text em
They ain’t around when I’m down
They only around when I’m up
They only around for the rounds
Pouring up now I’m too drunk
Damn
Pouring up now I’m too drunk

2 in the cup I feel love
3 in the cup we like doves
4 in the cup We throw up
4 in the cup i throw up
2 in the cup I feel love
3 in the cup we like doves
4 in the cup I throw up
4 in the cup we throw up

i just want 2 be happier [prod.oceanbeats]

nothing to do, nowhere to go

lyrics

iPhone no better than a fucking note pad 
Tryna fix my life from a fucking mouse pad 
Everyday alone and I’m always fucking sad 
Everyday alone and I’m always fucking sad 
I guess too bad 
Shawty too bad 
Now I’m all alone 
And I’m always fucking sad 
Where I crash at 
Where my friends at 
Where the fuck we crash at
I don’t fucking know 
Drink alone and relive the past 

Nothing to do 
Nowwhere to go 
All of my time spend it alone 
All of my friends, they left me alone 
All of my friends, they left me a Ghost 
Nothing to do 
Nowwhere to go 
All of my time spend it alone 
All of my friends, they left me alone 
All of my friends, they left me a Ghost

Get out of my head now 
I need to find more drugs 
I need to learn self love 
I’ve been swimming deep end
You’ve been steady feigning
On the floor I’m leaking 
Blood drips from my ceiling
Come and won’t you lay down 
Leave it at the door now 
Hit the blunt and pass out 
Hit it twice then tap out
Say you gotta go now 
But there’s no place to go now 
There’s no place to go now 

nothing to do and nowhere to go 
I’ve looking been feigning for something new
I don’t know what the fuck to do now 
Missing and I’m wanting someone like you now

nothing to do and nowhere to go [prod.prettywhenicry]

its been a real trip, thank you forverythiing I love you all. WILL YOU LOVE ME IN THE NEXT LIFE?

lie and say im fine [prod.majinaru&yungdog]

forget the way we said i love you [prod.killedmysel]

i know how it feels [prod.rhodes]

thank u for everything but its bout that time i say goodbye ly u all </3
so long and farewell [goodbye]
                         may 31st, 2019
</3 gloom,-emodreams,-ninth,-friendlyfire </3

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