12 bux and a dream

I Wonder

I Wonder (prod. shxrkz & JoelDemora)

all an illusion (ft. Killing Art)

Dylan Longworth

these feelings wont end

Hyper pop

Ig: @procaineissad
@jadedloner

Speed of Sound (ft. Jadedloner) [1nder + Plxce]

upset (with poetics)

The Fog breathe on your window
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

U said we were ment to be
I but think we wernt ment to last
You ran away
Now i want you back
Guess ill stay in the dark
And I ran out of matches
I gave you love
But thats in the past tense 
And If ur here now 
Would u tell me what happened 
(Would you tell me what happened)

Me what happened…

The Fog breathe on your windows
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

I met a girl who said she wouldnt leave
And now thats all left is with her in my dreams
Now all i can see if her face in the past
Why fall like the leaves
Everything drags on
Cuz I couldn’t see the present tense
And im dead inside but no one can really help it

Cuz i got problems on my belt
And i got people to fucking regret
I got things up on my chest that i would never tell anybody
Nobody really fucking cares about anything 
Nobody fucking gives a shit 
So why the fuck should i care.

die slowly (IOF)

trying something a little different
tysm for 500 followers & 100k total plays
i love y'all thank u for supporting me

produced by @hellahaunted and @jolst <3

lyrics:
bottles on my desk so i don’t look back
think i got the symptoms of a heart attack
fuckin up my system so i write that
put all of my pieces in a notepad

i can’t see the road everything is gray
i can feel my heart drop, how the times change
memories in my pocket feel like our remains
i thought i was good now, what a shame
tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
im fuckin exhausted, im swimming in saline
what is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
between what is lost and whats goin to save me

im losing it
i melt into your touch and then im bruised and it hurts
im scared of fucking up cuz then i’ll be at my worst
i’ll fade into the grass and let u keep all my shirts
cuz i know you still care
and i know you’ll be tattered
i cant fucking leave
but my mind has been scattered
im all over the place now
just wait for the breakdown
not scared to be face down
i’ve been there before 
i’ve been there before 

bottles on my desk so i don’t look back
think i got the symptoms of a heart attack
fuckin up my system so i write that
put all of my pieces in a notepad

i can’t see the road everything is gray
i can feel my heart drop, how the times change
memories in my pocket feel like our remains
i thought i was good now, what a shame
tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
im fuckin exhausted, im swimming in saline
what is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
between what is lost and whats goin to save me

saline [p. caspr x jolst]

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saline [caves x jolst]

just a lil summin I made for fun. been challenging myself to produce everyday and I liked the way this one came out

Had Enough [prod. weepings]

bored. ft. ninetyseven, anxxiouswreck [prod. ninetyseven]

prod. Mantra | ft. @sheamichael
artwork by @intomisery
available on ALL streaming services

The Last Time w/ Shea Michael

A song for premature goodbyes. 

Second single off the EP "Liminality: Volume II" out 2/26

Liminality: Volume II

Swan Song

Bad Days

[hook]
Why you run from me 
Why you make me bleed
Why I'm so confused?
Why you cry for me?
Why you begging me?
And not holding me
Why you treating me like that?
I'm not going to chase your love
I know that won't be enough
Move on, got to be strong
Move on, Move on

[verse]
Move on from all the sore
You caused me
Living a life
Built upon all your lies
Built upon all the cries
For you
I got no more love for you
You tried to play me for a fool
We used to call right after school
Until the rising of the moon
Hope we're cool boo
Wrote another song for you
Didn't sleep all night cause you
I was counting just on you
(I was counting just on you, all night)

[hook]
Why you run from me 
Why you make me bleed
Why I'm so confused?
Why you cry for me?
Why you begging me?
And not holding me
Why you treating me like that?
I'm not going to chase your love
I know that won't be enough
Move on, got to be strong
Move on, Move on

Move On [prod. tsurreal x IOF]

#444
@bloody.mouth
@_lilsp00k
@jolst_
@burnoutarchive
@ilyaxshes

I Miss You Freestyle [Prod. lilsp00k x Jolst]

Prom Night (Prod Splashgvng)
Key E Major
Bpm 105

No samples used - guitar by Splashgvng 🎸
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Prom Night

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning

Villain

villain

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Lyrics:

nevermadeithome

I use to send iMessages 
to your phone 
are you at home?
baby yeah you missed my calls

I use to send iMessages
to your phone 
all day and night
I guess its alright 

that you just wont reply x2 
A tear sheds from my glassy eyes

I'm walking home 
Didn’t make it but I won’t fake it 
Broken screen on my phone 
Lost my mind but I’ll face it 

I'm caught up in my thoughts again always thinking the worse 
I must admit I must admit 
It is kinda hard

I must admit its kinda hard 
This pain in my chest getting dark 
I'm the sad boy sitting on the park 
With my mind just thinking question mark

cherryrizla

You used to text my number now you leave me alone
now I wonder who you call now when your going home
I hate myself for reading through our old messages
fuck
I guess your in my head again

backspace on your dm I cant send it
I wanna delete your contact but i prevent
myself
from seeking closure
I don’t wanna know that its over

Socials; 

pekarot;
https://www.instagram.com/prod.pekarot/
https://traktrain.com/pekarot?t=746383

cherryrizla:
https://soundcloud.com/chxrryrxzla
https://www.instagram.com/cherryrizla/

Loveless:
https://soundcloud.com/lovelessgroup

12 bux and a dream

Cereberus