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@xelfiy
https://www.instagram.com/xelfiy/

everytime i try to sleep
the demons devourer me
softlocked in a memory
dissonans in a symphony

i can't understand
what a man that i've become
won't u take my hand
save me from all that i have done

devourer me (feat. XELFIY)

Prod. Michael Harrison

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through
this is my heart 

Oh my god, where are you right now 
I want you here to hear your sounds 
Why the fuck can’t you teleport 
I know it’s kinda funny but I wanna see you more 
And I hate it, I wish that you were closer 
And everyday I say this, you want me to come over 
And I hate to leave you waiting, but I’m scared of your mother 
I want to meet her soon, but for now I’ll just suffer

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through 
this is my heart

why tf can’t you just teleport

i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t have to say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

ain’t no freedom when i pay the price for living
i get crossed inside the function like a christian
living in regret for all the shit ive been missing
these people don’t listen
tossed all my coins in the well i’ve been wishing
wishing i get paid back for all the time that i’ve given
who am i kidding?
i ain’t even have good luck inna minute
cigarette smoke in the sky
this the type of love that make u wanna die
u wanna spread your wings and fly
i promise i’ll remember those eyes
i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t gotta say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

just go

just go (michael harrison)

i could not provide u all that u needed
but it hurts me more
knowing somebody else like me met those needs and exceeded them
well good for him
trust me im so happy ur together and u feel the same way about him
i could write a million letters about this unique pain so I did and then I shredded them
im ur little keepsake
stuff me in ur shoe box
when he makes ur heart ache
ill be here to cry on
i would never judge u
cause im already long numb
ill be here to cry too
when he does u so wrong

shredded lettrs interlude w/notcursed (cover)

Shout out my man wraith for killing his verse in this song, go check out his music and tell him swamp sent you!❤️

https://on.soundcloud.com/LmhrUsjh5Pws53rJ8

Lyrics:

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared 

I tend to choke on my word’s they just never out 
Guess the cats got my tongue somewhere tucked in his house 
I’ve spoiled beyond all return so please turn around before I let you all down 
It’s too cold here in this realm that I call my head such a lonely hell 
The airs so thin throughout this shell 
Inthe catacombs of my former self 

Leaving my texts unread
Don’t even care what's said
Why even bother send
Baby it’s time this ends

I have my hands in my hair
I rip and I tear
I’m scared of a memory
Lost in the air
Deep in despair
It’s all into ashes
They fall off my blunt like a flare
I’m barely scared
But also
I’m barely here
I got an eighth
In my bloodstream
Feeling like nothing
Fuck up this body
I guess that I never was someone to care

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared

comfortable w/ Wraith

you got it.

thanks to my dad for cover art again


@user-642636378

you don’t wanna talk, but it’s not up for discussion
clean me out your thoughts
seems you really wanna rush it
breaking it apart
while i’m here thinking i caught it
should’ve seen it from the start
i only pictured what i wanted

holding on
keep up you’re changing like the seasons
next minute you’ll be gone
and the winter air will breeze in
call it off
why help when you could watch me bleeding
i reminisce the days
the golden lights were gleaming

i could really use a day off
to clear my mind, collect my dark thoughts
turn out the lights
to hide all my wrongs
keep me alive
let bygones become bygones

ima shell of myself and that kid i was
2012 slowly realised they’re not showing up
i dunno where to go can you show me love
i dunno where to go ima no one

they’re so quick to point and judge
got me staring in my mirror
cuz i hate what iv become
must be something in my water
cuz im puking out my guts
girl you shouldn’t even bother, cuz i know i'm not enough

she won’t say it to my face
she won’t ever come around
unless i’m laying in my grave
soul is heavy she can’t pull me to the top
say a sorry to my mom
feel it leaking out my jaw

bygones (ft. halfhearted) [prodsecre x threemvsk]

prod stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

ft @xav0id

her soundcloud - 
https://on.soundcloud.com/vMttEe6irRmQ5eXX9

(and aydan)

lyrics:

(hey j, um it’s aydan, ur kinda of a bitch now, so. anyways. bye bye)

ARBYS WE HAVE THE MEAT

stezzyxl-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”
they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all my friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?
ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?

xav0id-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

shit
shit
shit
shit

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“brizy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all his friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

LOL

u dumbass ass bitch how did that fist taste?

watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

how did that fist taste?
LOL

snitch w/ xav0id

everything by me
be as well as you can be;
thank you for being here.

i've seen what they're after,
those piles of fiction,
drawings of answers
warping perceptions

o mother, or father, 
doth cast a reflection?
they weasel and balter 
to distance from lesson

out of grace,
i fall from the arms of armistice
lack every card but the ace,
played when he longs for not a thing

studies of readings inscribed by the feeble
distorted, then imported to feed and fuel an ego
though karma is nothing but patience and sermon
for evil and ugly of heart are persistent
the paling and devoid of taste cheer
tagged and collared, held in place
does it ever pose you great fear?
were we ever meant for aim?
to strain
to ache
to strive
to break
to bend on command,
do you not feel disdain?
i'm awake for age of negation
and stripped away of certain relation,
but i believe in better days,
though how does one both go and stay?

out of grace
i fall from the arms of armistice

cyanide skin

Vails, Cxrter and notcursed - underneath (prod Mackk)
#vails #cxrter #notcursed #mackk #emorap #sadrap #single #soundcloud #guitar #ambient #chill #lofi #lofirap

underneath (feat. cxrter & notcursed)

Featuring @sewerperson
Produced by @noahmadethiss & @horoshavibes
Mixing, additional vocals & guitars by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks
Art by @melmige

LYRICS
(sewerperson)
All alone on this Summer night
Look for me in these velvet skies
Pray for me while I walk this fire
Anything just to see you smile
November came and our Summer had died
Leaving us with nowhere to hide
When everyone dropped dead like flies
I had no choice but to make you mine

When we fade away where do the feelings get dropped
'Cause I got boxes of these things like home videos
I'm away like half the year
She doesn't miss me though
All while I'm thinking about her touch
It makes me miserable

(Carlby)
Somehow I'll find a way to reach you
Drag you through the screen
This time I'll tell you everything
How much you really mean to me
And all I am today
Because the bleakest weather is better in your company
Although you're long gone now
I hold tight to your memories
Like home videos
Just know I'll never forget these

I still stare at old photos
Wonder where does the time go
How can I get it back

(Horosha & Carlby)
The past is dead and yet I still I feel it
A shadow sliding over concealing
Anything in the present that would bring me joy
And still I miss the pain

I knew our time was short
But your summer eyes
They captured me by force
A willing prisoner
Even with a painful ending you made every moment shine like gold

Listen on Spotify!

Home Videos w/ sewerperson (Prod. noah thomas)

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the world is colder than u think.
love hurts as much as it gives


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credit for coverpic:
@lofi_no

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devourer me (feat. XELFIY)

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