Baby got me fucked up, tryna keep these drugs up 💊

ANXIOUS (Prod. Siem Spark) (official music video out now)

prod @ilyertu x @jolst
special thx to jane for voicing the outro <33

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

4 blank walls blood splattered on em all
picking up my phone pretending like u called
tell me it’s not finished tell me everything’s on pause
or else i’d rather lay down n wait till i dissolve

everything that i ever wanted was just out of my reach
but now the only thing i want is some peace
but now the only thing i want is some sleep
but now the only thing i want is u n me

tear stained cheeks on my face when i walk thru
sometimes i wish that i never woulda caught u
smile on my face feels like i’m wearing a costume
photos of the past are like an artifact, a fossil

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

“””
The San Francisco therapist kept telling me I shouldn't be terrified of creative experimentation.
"I don't know what's going to come out of me," I told her. "It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.
"Why?" she said.
"To make up for it," I said. "To make up for the fact that it's me."
“””

tear stained cheeks (ertu x jolst)

audio snippet from prisoners
prod rodger

lyrics:
under club lights
on the weekend
i stick my head up
oh its freezing

i stick my head up in club lights
i feel my eyes start 2 roll back
i really miss all the good times
i dont regret everything u do

she told me to forget it tho idk
but i cant ever get it tho
i guess its my fault

n u said its 4ever tell me something i aint feeling better
in the dark these feelings got me on a one way path
n it hurts oh my god it rly hurts my heart
but this time i can make my mark

i can try but can u feel this
these emotions gotta pill this

@grim-sesh:
Ima be okay thats the shit you try to tell me
Money comin in but im still feelin lonely
I dont need a bitch thats the shit you tryna sell me
thats what you think then you didnt really know me
Sauced up coke up on the table an i fade back
Hate me for my habits maybe you should just say that
Baby got me fucked up
Tryna keep these drugs up
Cuz you left me in the dust im struggling just to keep up
When im all you see in ur feed  keep the block up
When im in the club keep the peace 
i keep the piece tucked

everything u do w/ grymthamyth

lyrics

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

one night
in my eyes
is 2 days
without u
i try
and tears dry
and finally
ive found u

i just start to rust
i just start to rot
tell me what u love
gimme what u got
i promise we’ll be fine
u promise me were not
i cant check the time
cuz w u the time stops

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

Trees + Rot (tiedforsilver X Sorrowbringer)

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many (tiedforsilver X Jupiter)

living without you - p!nkcasperr, soLuvSig ft. mitoriasa (prodsecre, heyrick)

count my losses (prod. dercept)

Lyrics: 

Wish I could see you time to time 
Yeah you’re always on my mind 
I think of you all the time 
When you ask I’ll say I’m fine 

Oh I love it when you smile 
Call my phone right on speed dial 
Oh Id go one million miles 
Just to see you makes it worthwhile

Oh I’d go to make it worthwhile 
Oh I’d go a million miles 

Oh, I can talk to you for hours 
Feels like time stops when you're next to me 
Oh, I wish you could see yourself 
the way that I do every time 
you say you're not enough
even when you look away 
when I make you blush 
if only you could feel
the way my heart races, how you mesmerize me 

I never really liked goodbyes 
but I promise in my heart you'll forever lie 
oh you make me smile
 
Wish I could see you time to time 
Yeah you’re always on my mind 
I think of you  like all the time 
When you ask I’ll say I’m fine 

Oh I love it when you smile 
Call my phone right on speed dial 
Oh I’d go one million miles 
Just to see you makes it worthwhile 

I'd do anything for you

everything u do w/ grymthamyth

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