Calm down and take a step back
Bcs its killing you now, you know that? 
Keep chasing a mind that runs fast
Outrun by a world that collapse
Breathe in slowly you’ll know
How fast it has been running for
Know there are things you cant control
Its been a while now its time to let go
All the scars you’ve carried before
All the wounds that buried deep in your bones
All the people that have become ghost
It’s been awhile now its time to let go
Only god knows where youve been
Faces come close when you sin
They dont know that life that you know
It’s been awhile now its time to let go
All the scars you’ve carried before
All the wounds that buried deep in your bones
All the people that have become ghost
It’s been awhile now its time to let go
All the things that you think that you know
All the hurt that buries deep in your soul
All the feelings that now cease to grow
Its been awhile now its time to let go.

Let Go

It's not finished yet. I couldnt figure out what fits to this whole 'part'. I can't even tell if it's a chorus or a bridge. As of now I can't create a verse that would give it justice. Well not yet. 

A memory somewhere you could write
Now it finds a way to hunt ya
Never seen a chance of light
Seems to be black as night
Ghost by the past that grows
Weave with all the madness
Never thought of letting go
Now drowning all alone.

Memory

at first when i met her
she was nice and all with pretty talk
but now, she's a person tht i dont know
with her true colour shown

(prechorus)
as dark as the sky feel with hatred
filled with all her problems
as dark as the ocean at night
fill with filthy scars and lonely hearts 

(chorus)
now i know, she's a blackhole
sucking everybody's happiness
she is a black hole 
luring everybody for pityness
and all she does is wondering around
searching for people to pity her
with all her problems she run away with pleasure
she's a black hole

roaming around seeking for victims to step into her trap 
serving lies upon lies about a million times
this one time, i caught her looking at me and her eyes were 

prechorus, chorus

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wrote this when i was seventeen and full of hatred,
i didnt realize pityness is not a word. 
i edited it to "luring everybody to pity her"
and also i believe that everyone lies for a million times. 
therefore, i changed it to "serving lies upon lies about her whole life time" just to emphasize how (unconsciously) evil she was to me.
this is little farisha's singing voice.

Black Hole

someone made me feel a little too uncomfortable.

Something Else

Climbing on a mountain
Hoping to find my way home
Listen to my heart saying
Where should I go
I should’ve known

But I'm river deep

Because I'm river deep drowning until i see
More of you that I came to seek
Deeper than the ocean hope I keep
Im yours that's it
Till I die that's it
On my mind I keep
Even the world is everchanging

Came down the night sky
Holding me down they don't let go
Thinking myself out
Shouldn’t be here they should’ve known

But I'm river deep

Because I'm river deep drowning until I see
More of you that I came to seek
Deeper than the ocean hope I keep
I'm yours that's it
Till I die that's it
On my mind I keep
Even the world is everchanging

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Everchanging

trying to make sense of whats on my mind.

farisha

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