NOVEMBER

[Verse 1]
Cold hands, cold heart, I been numb too long
I’ve been emotionally shut off, numb to the pain for way too long.  

You said I’d be fine, but you were dead-ass wrong 
They told me I’d be okay, but they were lying. It’s never that easy.  

Told me I should let go, but I hold grudges tight
They said I should let go, but I can’t. I’m the type to hold onto things, even if it hurts.  

Carved your name in my ribs, now it's stuck inside  
It’s like their memory is tattooed on me. I can’t escape it, no matter how hard I try.


[Pre-Chorus]  
Told myself I’d leave you in the cold
I told myself I’d move on, leave them behind.  

But ghosts don’t care ‘bout doors, something I know that you know
But no matter how much I try to shut them out, the memories keep haunting me.  


[Chorus]
I’ve been all on my own, you ain’t deny it for me 
I’ve been alone in this, with no one truly there for me.  

Setting fire to love letters, you ruined for me
I tried to hold onto the love we had, but now it’s all burned.  

Burned out, no light left, I can barely breathe
I’m exhausted. There’s nothing left to give. I can barely hold on.  

November's just a month that won’t leave me alone
November isn’t just a month—it’s that time when everything fell apart, and it keeps lingering.

[Verse 2]
I tried to forget, but my mind says no
I’ve tried to move on, but my mind won’t let me forget.  

Every time I close my eyes, I still hear your blah-blah
I can’t even sleep without hearing their voice, even if it’s just nonsense.  

Every time I bite my tongue, I still taste you
Every time I hold back, I still feel them, even in silence.  

Tell me, do I haunt you too?
I wonder if I’m still in their thoughts too, just like they are in mine.

[Bridge]
You were never love, just a habit
I thought it was love, but it wasn’t. It was just something I got used to.  

I don’t miss you at all, just hate what happened
I don’t miss them, I just hate the way things ended.

I’ve been all on my own, you ain’t deny it for me
Setting fire to love letters, you ruined for me
Burned out, no light left, I can barely breathe
November's just a month that won’t leave me alone





 


november.

alternative indie rock moody dreamy shoegaze anime

FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST.

soft confession about falling in love too fast. Counting, overthinking, losing track, and tryna play it cool when your heart already told on you.
Dreamy alt-indie / R&B energy, late-night vibe, floating vocals.
Let it hit however it hits.

LYRICS:
Its like youve already won
I keep tryna hide it but IM in love

6789 i try to count
nut im losing my mind
tryna figure with you

cause i get dumb on different occasions when im love
not tryna be that way with you
and i mess it up sometimes i dont even try to
but i think im love with you
I try to hide but i know you knew
but i get dumb on different occasions when im love
not tryna be that way with you
6789 i try to count
but im losing my mind
tryna figure it out

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