someone tell me where my life went.....
😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 

Lyrics:
Oh i know that its hard to let go
I wish i could let go
Of the pain that i know
Everybody gets low
Everytime that im froze
Im froze watching everything grow old



Someone tell me where my life went
I wanna die when i think of all the time left
Im so high, when i think of our time spent
Its alright, they gon pull me down alive

They whisper in the night bitch
My best friend is the silence
Im stressed out i need quiet
No im not fine i was lying


I pull out my hair
What u so scared of
None of its fair
Ur leaving a tear love


Tearing me apart
Scatter into shards
No one knows the scars 
Turn them into art

Stab me through the heart
Yeah
In the dark
Fallin through my arms
Hate my life, restart
Howd u get so far
x2

froze (prod. discent)

🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️
@150lated

Lyrics:
On my own till die, your love 
Put a knife in my chest
Yeah
I dont wanna cry, i dont wanna feel numb
Put a bullet in my head

I forget how to be myself
I just need some help
Nobody help
Everybody just out for themselves

Nobody help
Everybody  just out for themselves
Everybody just out for themselves
I hope i can find you in this hell


On the inside, cut me on the inside
Lookin on the outside, i dont really feel right
I just wanna get high, i just wanna pass time 
You act like this is just fine, baby its the last time

Baby its the last time
Imma take a pill get you out my mind
Baby its the last night
Open my eyes and im in another life

Bird on a wire 
Caught you 
you’re a liar 
Dressed all in designer 
Just like the devil you know
Dying on the coast 
Lungs full of smoke 
Take it all 
And choke 

You’re heartless 
And worthless 
You deserve this 
Cut deep like a surgeon

Your Love Put A Knife In My Chest ft. 150lated (prod. kubsy)

Featuring @pinkcig
Prod: @metlast
Cover art: https://www.instagram.com/nyxxc0re/

Lyrics:
-FRVR-
Drinks to the face
Leave my heart with a bullet hole
Cover up the pain
see it when I fade tho

Memories burning while the blood drips from your blade slow
Now I just feel like the devil layed my grave hoe

Eyes closed driving
Baby are you riding
If we both crash
I hope it was exciting

3am dying
Sorry for the lying
My heart can be blinding
Too much that I’m fighting

Do it over again do it over again
Fall apart cause your in my head
time tears this apart in the end
But time don’t seem to work for making my heart mend

-Pink Cig-
picture running when you cant escape 
getting tired but nowhere to lay 
running circles when i play your game 
i cant change and you just wont change 

wake up to the memories 
drank up and i hope it fades
so numb i can barely see
aint nobody here to stay 

im surrounded by strangers 
careful dangers around
hate and anger
lingers around
pain and anguish
and you're around

-FRVR-
Drinks to the face
Leave my heart with a bullet hole
Cover up the pain
see it when I fade tho

Memories burning while the blood drips from your blade slow
Now I just feel like the devil layed my grave hoe

Eyes closed driving
Baby are you riding
If we both crash
I hope it was exciting

3am dying
Sorry for the lying
My heart can be blinding
Too much that I’m fighting

STREAM EVERYWHERE

Bullet Hole ft. Pink Cig (prod. metlast)

prod @jibaorockin

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7Bw55FUwbp9DNYNy5eFCyc?si=ea41dd273e3c47cc
Visuals: 

// frvr
So sick of all these fake mutha fuckas
Soar to highs, fall to lows, crave the rushes
From the uppers, it reminds me of your touch
How you left me in the gutter
Left me in the gutter

I talk to people who act like they would understand
But they don’t understand
Claim it’s love and switch up, acting all above me
Fake as fuck, i wipe my blood up with my money

Scummy, everyday my nose was getting runny
Druggie, I think that I’m done being a druggy
Love me, even though I know you’ll never love me
Something, make me feel like something

When the truth is that I’m nothing to you
Wearing fabric skin so you can cut through
Walking in this corpse
You let me die at your door

I’ll never be the same as before
Broken hearts they bleed more
Guess I’ll need to pour four
So I feel less empty at the core

// geist
feel less empty at the core
oh let me interrupt
i can tell a fake from friends the way they fill my cup
i wipe the blood up with my money
and i never trust

got a snow white baby
she sleeps until the night time
heads gone crazy
can never find a peace of mind
now everybody says they know me
why they switching up?
cause i remember when they laughed
and never gave a fuck

oh come on spite me
tell me pretty lies
i’ll tell you hun i gotta go
cause you’re all acting funny
chasing money
fuck the love
seems like everybody
has an ego acting tough
i don’t need nobody
need nobody
to feel enough

VISUALS

cut through ft. I'm Geist (prod. Jibaoi Rockin)

prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

SPOTIFY

MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till things move slow

hesitation, can’t take it
Indecisive, can I just stay the same
if I feel fragile again
And let you tear in my flesh
Suffer through, see what remains
Walking in a forest where the path behind decays
Keep on moving forward, we all turn to ashes anyway, 
It could happen any day
I don’t want to look away
Ate the fruit in my garden of dreams
You know I want everything
Is there a reason in anything
Dig a grave 
for my corpses so a part of me can lay

I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till 
I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till things move slow

I DON'T KNOW (Prod. Ushanka Boy)

vocalist:
frvr&alwys
emofruits

producers:
blackpxnybeats

aki art by:
habiba.samahii

lyrics:
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

my mistake was thinking i'd escape before the end
in the end
i just waited till our love was vacant
not pretend
now you got me here
i'm on the run
fuck my past
i'd do it all again
in love shawty
i never been
feelin numb
i crash the whip
fall asleep
my deep abyss
heart of steel
she left my love to rust
now you got me here
i'm on the run

im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

on the run w/ emo fruits [biteki collective]

EMOTIONAL = FATAL

Wishing Well

Budapest

CURSES

Lyrics:
this dead air is leaving me chocked
draw in this smoke, burning holes in my throat 
talk to my ghost, it followed me here to my home
We kissed and you pulled me in close 
the next day you cut it off cold, and I froze
blood in my shoes walk into the unknown
and lately it feels like the worlds monochrome

black and white
tearful eyes
short lived highs
you can lie

pain subsides 
knives inside
kill my pride
I don’t mind 

this dead air is leaving me chocked
draw in this smoke, burning holes in my throat 
talk to my ghost, it followed me here to my home
We kissed and you pulled me in close 
the next day you cut it off cold, and I froze
blood in my shoes walk into the unknown
and lately it feels like the worlds monochrome

I’ve been hurt too many times and now my heart is absent
forget everything just like it never happened
crystalize these fragments need to stabilize 
I’ve been panicked, feeling paralyzed

Shivers (prod. nate2timez, Blocktane, steezy prime)

PLEASE DON'T TURN BACK

Leviathans

DLL iNJECTION

stare at the floor

prod. One Lion Estudio

Lyrics:
I wont wait for the fame
These bullets will pierce my brain
My blood will leak out again
But i dont give a fuck

Imma take it right now
Until my body passout
I got scars to show my doubts
But i dont give a fuck

I dont wanna wait, i dont wanna wait
I just wanna die right now babe
I just wanna lose my life
At the edge of the night
At the edge of the knife yeah

I tat your name right to my heart i loved you from the start
So please dont doubt it when i say it tore me right apart
These scars inside are all i have, their cut into my life
I just wanna make some money before i die

I DONT WANNA WAIT

(PROD. HXRXKILLER) <3 @hxrxkiller <3

Lyrics:
You left my heart black
I don't wanna go back
Smoke my lungs black
You made me have a heart attack

In the all black
goth boy heart smashed
My vision go black
Heart pain, heart trashed

I hope you know that
Id give it up and die for you 
I feel my heart burst everytime i think of you
My fucking chest hurts, i cant keep my promise bitch
If you need my blood, know i keep my wrists slit

These scars are so intoxicating 
I cant feel a thing
Ive been drowning in this void and i cant swim
Its been draining me to death and i cant win

No i dont hate you for all the things you did to me
I cant understand but ill deal with the suffering
I still care about the way you think of me
Every day adds a number to memories 

Sometimes its better if you dont remember me
Dont remember me
Sometimes its better if you dont remember
dont dont remember me

You left my heart black
I don't wanna go back
Smoke my lungs black
You made me have a heart attack

In the all black
goth boy heart smashed
My vision go black
Heart pain, heart trashed

I hope you know that
Id give it up and die for you 
I feel my heart burst everytime i think of you
My fucking chest hurts, i cant keep my promise bitch
If you need my blood, know i keep my wrists slit

These scars are so intoxicating 
I cant feel a thing
Ive been drowning in this void and i cant swim
Its been draining me to death and i cant win

HEART PAIN

[PROD. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS - @iamcjcarter

Lyrics:
[FRVR]
Imma cut the lights out and go in the past
Baby you wont ever fucking love me like that
I got a thousand words that you wont understand 
I know you dont love me as much as your xans

Do you even know the pain that i feel
I could get high till this shit aint real
Baby you were mine fuck i cant stop bleeding
Go to another life, seeing you while im dreaming
[EVOL]
imma cut my wrists and bleed out in the back
i wonder if you think about what we had
i could never love you as much as these xans
sorry im so selfish but you dont understand
[FRVR]
Imma cut the lights out and go in the past
Baby you wont ever fucking love me like that
I got a thousand words that you wont understand 
I know you dont love me as much as your xans
[EVOL]
i know im a nightmare and you hate that
why the fuck wont you leave me in the past
i know that you hate me i heard from your friends
imma be dead soon i promise you that

BLEEDING - [FRVR X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS]

[Prod. Discent] @discent

Lyrics:
Cut me off, just like that
I dont think ill be alright

When im weak, i need you right back
Go back to sleep, give up on life

I dont think that imma be around long
Gotta a lot of issues ill be using em to make a song
I dont think im ever moving on
So i grab my bong and write my fucking wrongs

What were you crying about
You knew it end up like this without a doubt
Now what am i crying about 
If i knew it just end like this why am i in hell

I wanna go back to whats comfortable 
But i know itll break me down
Doesnt seem like theres anything i can do
Without letting myself down

Can u feel the pain inside me
I miss the way you held onto me 
Now everything feels like a endless dream
This time i know you wont come back to me

Because i cant come back to you
It hurts so much just to not say
 i miss you
It hurts just like the things youd do

Cut me off, just like that
I dont think ill be alright

When im weak, i need you right back
Go back to sleep, give up on life

I dont think that imma be around long
Gotta a lot of issues ill be using em to make a song
I dont think im ever moving on
So i grab my bong and write my fucking wrongs

Cut Me Off

[prod. LOOPY] @prod_loopy

Lyrics:
Ive been acting like a stranger
One more text cant take this stress
Girl Im in danger
Im a mess this is the end
No i Cant save her

Stuck in a web of
her fishnets
My visions gone blurred
It hurts so bad
Cant have me back
Lost her forever

Dont wanna leave it all behind
I saw it go down inside your eyes 

And it dont end well for me
I didnt wanna leave
But its the way it be
Its how it has to be

Ive been acting like a stranger
One more text cant take this stress
Girl Im in danger
Im a mess this is the end
No i Cant save her

I see her when i close my eyes
I saw you in my dreams last night
Im a broke boy ready to die
imma smoke bitch i need to get high

I'VE BEEN ACTING LIKE A STRANGER

[prod. Diamoon] @diamoonofnhg

Drain my heart until its vacant 💔

Lyrics:
She was such a blood sucker
Howd i end up a heart breaker
Girl i know that you are a liar
But i really miss the way youd fake shit

Drain my heart until its vacant
You know that i wont try to save it
I just wanna think about her
It hurts because i really loved you 

Feel the rain drops on my skin
The ice below me's getting thin
Sink below and drown within
ill sit and watch the lights grow dim

Lights out i hope it stays that way frvr
This is my one and true surrender
And when its all over
Sucking out my blood, i just hope that i can hold her

She was such a blood sucker
Howd i end up a heart breaker
Girl i know that you are a liar
But i really miss the way youd fake shit

Drain my heart until its vacant
You know that i wont try to save it
I just wanna think about her
It hurts because i really loved you

BLOOD SUCKER!

[prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay

Ill be countin digits
Barely livin
Imma break my limit

I aint ever stopping 
Ill be going past when my lifes finished
Poppin what is given to me
Sayin fuck it if it kills me

I dont want your love
But you can take my blood

Get me high
Break my spine
Feel my pain
Put the knife straight to my veins

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay


My hearts iced out
I just cant take these lies now
Cut me deep until i pour out
Pour my feelings and you break me down

bleeding through all of my scars
Your eyes glow inside the dark
I died slow for you
Now im just a ghost to you

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay



Imma get the fame and meet my death
My hearts iced out
She showed me her fangs and i took my last breath
Who turned the lights out

Its all dark and im outta sorts now
Lost soul what am i looking for now
Cut so deep imma pour some more now
to fucked up imma hit the floor now

DRIPPING ALL ON THE FLOOR

[prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
Theres a reason that ive been so distant 
I figure i can go and hide the pain
ive been on my own for a minute 
And no one sees me when its bout to rain

Dont ask whats going on inside
I dont even know, got death on my mind
Dont ask whats going on inside
Get so fucking high so i dont ask myself why

Like will i always feel like shit
Why do i still love u bitch
Im tryna make it out of this
But is it even worth it

I want to end it all sometimes
Ive been watching all the time go by
Those distant memories 
Feel closer then their meant to

Ive been trying to forget you
Ive been stuck here without you
Was that even the real you
Ive been broken and so bruised

Ive been so stuck in the past
Think of better times, i wish that i was back
i think my whole world might collapse
I think my whole hearts made of glass

I wish that you could tell me
Just don't cry just dont cry
I feel safe by your side
Just dont cry, its alright

Fill my lungs up with smoke
Girl i was waiting, where did you go
Everything hurts me, does anyone know
Where did you go, where did you go

Ill carry on
Imma find a way to make it worth it
As long as im alive ill keep on searching

One more song
Gotta get out all this shit im feelin
Ill be here even when im bleeding

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FORGET YOU

[Prod. WellFed & Irby] @lilduckk @irby314

Lyrics:
Its been getting worse
I know im the worst
She dont really love me, she just love my curses
I have way to many problems and you dont deserve them
Hollow words you told me, pierce me like a bullet

Im empty
With plenty of you in my memory
Im petty
You cut deep, now my wounds needs mending


If you looked right through my eyes
You wont like the things you find
So i just get high
All i do is get high


Get high
Get high
Get high
Erase the pain inside
Like i cant find no peace of mind
Imma be real i just wanna take my life tonight 

Baby i dont wanna fight nono
Ive been writing sad songs all alone

So many people but nobody to talk to
Im on my own and im thinking about you
If you love me i just hope thats really true
Another day where im not leaving my bedroom


Its been getting worse
I know im the worst
She dont really love me, she just love my curses
I have way to many problems and you dont deserve them
Hollow words you told me, pierce me like a bullet

Im empty
With plenty of you in my memory
Im petty
You cut deep, now my wounds needs mending

Ive been sinking
Ive been losing grip
What is she thinking
Dont want to feel like this
X2

IT'S BEEN GETTING WORSE

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

SHE'LL DESTROY US ALL BEFORE SHE'S THROUGH

Lyrics:
Your lipstick, his collar
Don't bother, angel
I know exactly what goes on
When everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess
(Well, which would you prefer?)
My finger on the trigger, or
(Me face down, down across your floor?)
Me face down, dead across your floor
(Me face down, down across your floor)
Well, just so long as this thing's loaded
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking
This all was only wishful thinking
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking
This all was only wishful thinking
Let's go
Don't bother trying to explain, angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on, and
How 'bout I'm outside of your window?
(Well, how 'bout I'm outside of your window)
Watching him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker for a sweet talker, yeah
(You're such a sucker)
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking
This all was only wishful thinking
And will you tell all your friends (The only thing)
You've got your gun to my head? (I regret)
This all was only wishful thinking (Is that I)
This all was only wishful thinking (I never let you hold me back)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens (Why can't I feel anything)
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me (From anyone other than you?)
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens (Why can't I feel anything)
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me (From anyone other than you?)
I know you well enough to know
And all of this was all your fault
And all of this
(It makes things worse)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this
For this simple reason I
Just need to keep you in mind
As something larger than life
I stay wrecked and jealous for this (She'll destroy us all before she's through)
For this simple reason I
Just need to keep you in mind (And find a way to blame somebody else)
As something larger than life
I stay wrecked and jealous for this (She'll destroy us all before she's through)
For this simple reason I
Just need to keep you in mind (And find a way to blame somebody else)
As something larger than life

Cute Without The 'E' - Taking Back Sunday (Cover)

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

I can make it
Why do you fake it
Broke my heart baby why did you take it
Cant fix this mess im in
Wake up every day cant take the stress im in
X2

All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

bleeding now your leavin, lately i dont even gotta reason
Everybody fuckin with my feelins
Got me risking everything to feel shit

Love Me Like A Lie [Prod. Wellfed]

Produced and mixed by Caustyk @caustyk
🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Lyrics:
I been getting high all night
Sippin on wiiine
Im stuck in these four walls
I dont wanna hear that phone call

I dont wanna cry its a waste of time 
You look in my eyes like u wanna die
Running from the pain and withdrawals 
Pretty lips kissing menthol


I never know
Where to go
I never sleep
I black out hoe

It gets hard
But tears dont show
Fall apart
And u never know 
x2


I been getting high all night
Sippin on wiiine
Im stuck in these four walls
I dont wanna hear that phone call

I dont wanna cry its a waste of time 
You look in my eyes like u wanna die
Running from the pain and withdrawals 
Pretty lips kissing menthol


I never know
Where to go
I never sleep
I black out hoe

It gets hard
But tears dont show
Fall apart
And u never know

TEARS DON'T SHOW! [Prod. Caustyk]

ft. @emofruits
prod. @seantseant

MIDNIGHT, STREET LIGHTS

Lyrics:
Midnight
Street lights
Baby your the shadow in my life

Feels like
We died
It might just be a thought inside my mind

It feels like theres just something i cant find
Im goin to the city of stars tonight
I have ghosts that haunt me in the night
Speaking to me under the moonlight

World of darkness
Creatures and monsters 
Feeling so heartless
Everythings so hard now

I need to find a way outside this town
Before i drown 
Before i let you all down again 

Oh my friend 
Is this the end
Is this the end of everything ive ever known
Can you stay i dont want to be alone

Frvr X Emo Fruits - City of Stars [Prod. Sean T]

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

Lyrics:
Goth black hair
You were never there
Let my heart bleed 
I dont really care

I just smoke my weed
I dont need no air
Never getting sleep
Ice cold stare

Take a couple drugs, and i drink, never eat 
Love it when im numb, i dont think, rip
You dont know me, dying real slowly
In a dark room, i b on my lonely

I bin all alone it never ends
Dont know how to cope or get through this
Kurt cobain, dun wanna live
Put it in my nose, it never ends


Inside
Im not feeling fine
Yeah I try to blind
But i still wonder why

i dont want to hear your lies
Cover up the pain, get high

Has it bin to long to cry
If i fucking died
Tonight

Goth black hair
You were never there
Let my heart bleed 
I dont really care

I just smoke my weed
I dont need no air
Never getting sleep
Ice cold stare

Take a couple drugs, and i drink, never eat 
Love it when im numb, i dont think, rip
You dont know me, dying real slowly
In a dark room, i b on my lonely

Let My Heart Bleed [prod. heartbrxkn]

[prod. Diamoon] @diamoonofnhg
ft. @emofruits

COLD BONES, HEART FROZE 
 🥶💀🦴🧊💔💙

Lyrics:

FRVR -
My lips are numb
My body cold
Your gone im done
Stare at my phone

i found someone
They took my soul
Im good at finding pain
But not letting go 

Cold bones
Heart froze, off the cocaine
Geeked out, all alone
And im in the rain

I dont want these fucking hoes, its just not the same
So i put it in my nose
Dying its okay

Emo Fruits -
fucked up 
blue pill
put it on your tongue 
prada jacket 
hide the scars that are on your heart
and its okay 
we are the same
just get me high
just to numb the pain
u tell me u hate it
the pain never leave
and i know it gets hard on u 
im barely alive 
and this life is a bitch 
and i know that she fucked me too
i swear i aint shit 
but they swear that they love me 
but i dont know what i do
im crying and dying 
im just gettin fucked up inside of my cold dark room

FRVR -
My lips are numb
My body cold
Your gone im done
Stare at my phone

i found someone
They took my soul
Im good at finding pain
But not letting go 

Cold bones
Heart froze, off the cocaine
Geeked out, all alone
And im in the rain

I dont want these fucking hoes, its just not the same
So i put it in my nose
Dying its okay

DYING (its okay) ft. Emo Fruits - Prod. Diamoon

Prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair


Theres murder on her mind
But she wanna take her time 
Blue n black heart
Im frvr in line

For a meeting with death
From all the stress
I cant get
Why u obsessed
Why u obsessed
I cant get

Like a tattoo
Your on my skin like i had u
Im fucked up in the back room
Im a goth boy and im bad news

think im see through
Lose my life yeah thats cool
Leave behind your perfume
Fuck a job and fuck school


I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO BE THERE (Prod. Metlast)

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
Im the only one girl fuck yo mans
Let me show you my world, rubber bands
Ive been going through shit, i swear it wasn't in the plan
All year round its cold bitch, no one understands

I might die in the end
Baby come close lets pretend
Suck my blood baby gimme neck
Gimme a break from the stress 

Think i died when you left
Every night i layed there and bled
Suffocate my breath
Its all trapped in my head


I dont know what makes me laugh, or makes me smile and i cant cry
Honestly i dont know why
Everyday parts of me die

Lost myself inside the past, so someone tell me who am i
Cant maintain my confidence
I feel like this most of the time


Money, dreams, and suicide 
Honestly i dont know why
All those nights and all those lies
Honestly i dont know why

Im the only one girl fuck yo mans
Let me show you my world, rubber bands
Ive been going through shit, i swear it wasn't in the plan
All year round its cold bitch, no one understands

I might die in the end
Baby come close lets pretend
Suck my blood baby gimme neck
Gimme a break from the stress 

Think i died when you left
Every night i layed there and bled
Suffocate my breath
Its all trapped in my head

I Might Die In The End [Prod. Wellfed]

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
I need drugs to stimulate me
Vision blurry, dreams are hd
Mind is foggy, heart is racing
Feed upon me, like you crave me

Im a god cant simulate me
I feel something changing lately
All this pain, cant satiate me
Demon bitches, make me crazy


Dont lie, lil shawty
Dont cry, know you want me
Im braindead, like a zombie 
Lil vampire hoe, drain it from me


I got all these issues so i light up and i smoke a bowl
No one ever understand unless i put in a flow
I can see the future baby i just did a lot of blow
I dont think this works no more
I dont think we work no more


I lost love 
till i got numb
Till i felt dumb
Till i had no one

I grab my gun
Cant ever run
Cold and frozen
Cut me open

I need drugs to stimulate me
Vision blurry, dreams are hd
Mind is foggy, heart is racing
Feed upon me, like you crave me

Im a god cant simulate me
I feel something changing lately
All this pain, cant satiate me
Demon bitches, make me crazy


Dont lie, lil shawty
Dont cry, know you want me
Im braindead, like a zombie 
Lil vampire hoe, drain it from me



Everyday, everynight i
Fall asleep, burn my eyes
I
Cannot eat, i disguise
Yeah 
Sick of seeing walls so i light hoe


I cant hold these feelings deep inside no
Baby can you put the knife inside slow
Ill show you that i can never die no

Time froze time froze

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