Green Beans prod. thtrterrible

thank you ...
           nine inch nails x scythe voorhees

wintertime, a soul dividing season

pearl white (sex mu$ic)

december 4th, a day i'll never forget.

prod. geny luv

my luv is only for you

8 B A L L

an·i·mus
/anəməs/
-hostility or ill feeling.

a message to my excuse of a biological father
remix of "blackrain" by citizen kane

lyrics:
wish you would've rotted in that damn cell
hope you have fun in hell
could've had a wife but you cheated when you was freed
wish you really would've grasped how much I needed you in my life
cried every damn time you accepted my calls, should've figured that it didn't mean anything to you
can't believe momma stuck with a demon for so long
used to be sad that you were gone, now I couldn't be happier

i'd rather stick alone than carry the burden of a father
shouldn't have bothered wasting those months if I knew you was gonna leave like the cunt that you are
was it ever your intent to be a father knowing you take shit for granted?
momma told me cut contact?
I already planned it.
never was fond of a deadbeat being a part of me
would've been a dream for you to see my growth but all you are to me is distance memory, history.

i'll always have respect for my momma for staying committed (to me)
that excuse of a father probably wondered how you did it
it ain't worth wasting my anger on someone that's a stranger to my life
why should I give a fuck about you if you didn't wanna show up to my birth
I thank god everyday I didn't become a worse version of you
I knew from the damn start that you weren't innocent
there's a permanent dent in my heart cus of you
there ain't an excuse to not father your son
the damage you've done to me is the work of the devil
i'm glad that you're gone, been slowly moving on
one last message, fuck you.

animus

serenity +joddessy

shoutout to everyone that keeps me going <3

lyrics:
still afraid of whats to come
i'm jus a dumb kid that's waiting for the future to hit
scared that everyone's gonna dip
I wanna call it quits but I gotta keep it pushing for gramps
I was given the chance at life for a reason
just wish sum ppl would treat me better, some decency
still think too much about everything
at the brink of losing it
laying alone with my thoughts every single day hoping for change
i'm always stuck in my damn ways

patients gonna be the death of me
at least i'll be free from this pain
so much rage in my veins
all this love is the only thing keeping me sane
shoutout my bae, my friends, everyone for stickin wit me
glad my artistry brings y'all peace
ima continue to preach on these beats till I fall
shoutout souljahbae, you're the reason i'm making this song
putting in my all till i'm 6ft in the ground

afraid.. pt 2 (8k8 + glowtrooper)

i won't break your heart <3

prod. aozora (with additional help from @lonewolfboi)
sample: beach queen - sports

pinky promise?

lovemelikeimdead

lyrics:
often hated but i couldn't care anymore
wish i wasn't so bad with my wording
wish i wasn't a burden to everyone i meet
why is it always me?
decency shouldn't be a wish, it should be in this reality that i'm living in
y'all never hear what i'm really saying, it's evident
but when i'm laying in my grave y'all will know
saying this right in the moment
grown into the fact no one checks up on me
this ain’t a song, this is a plead for help
was it god’s plan to give me hell?
praying everyday that i'll be treated well
i'm just a shell of what used to be
wishing make believe was my reality
y'all too blind to see that i'm not okay
emotions slowly fading
debating if i should even be here
this pit of despair gets deeper every growing day
i gave up a long time ago, only pushing cus of gramps and my bae
i'll keep you safe, no need to worry
i'm too much in a hurry for what's to come
no ones gonna care about these words, i'm just happy get em off my chest

stuck in my mind // prod. ayazra

you'll never see daylight

prod. aozora
sample: suicide boys - kill yourself part ||| // butterfly boucher - a bitter song

the story always has to end

nowheretobeseen 

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@omegalegion333

my luv is only for you

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