10/10 blessed my ear holes i love u fenix

a prison made of memories im chained 2 by my doubt

lyrics;

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life 
ive never been down so deep.
everything that you wanted to tell me
ive never had wounds that cut deep
ive never felt promises keep
When every single word would just repel me
ive never felt nights that don’t sleep
And im Buried in the ground where you left me
Buried in the ground where you left me
You left me broken, like a record on repeat
I'm dancing in the hallways, and im falling off my feet
You left me choking, on the words I couldn’t eat
Swallowed by the silence, sinking deeper in defeat
You left me hoping, for a love I’d never meet
Running through the fire, but collapsing in the heat
You left me spoken, in a language bittersweet
Tasting every memory like poison on a sheet
You left me broken, with a pulse that skips its beat
Dancing with the shadows where our hearts no longer meet
Wandering the halls where your ghosts and mine still meet
You left me speechless, with a coldness sharp and neat

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life

(prod. sickboi)

bittersweet

[prod 1sickboi] 
song w @jjxxli
lyrics; 
You left me all alone, so ima just collapse.
(FUCK THAT!)
(ima just gonna commit suicide.)
You're just a punching bag,
You're gonna beat me till I die.

I never cut up any picutures, never once.
I'm tired of all the noncince—lose the tounge.
I'm not like them, so don't put me in the bunch.
You'd beat me till I'm bruised, I won't take the punch.

Yeah, I won't fight back; I lost this once.
Yeah, I take the gun right from out your pocket, cock it back.
Oh, did I scare you? I'm sorry—don't be so sad.
You put a razer and a knife inside my back.

And to this day,
I'm wandering, why'd you do that?

I never wanna go back.
I liked you, and you knew that.
I really wanted you bad.

You broke me; I was so sad, sad, sad.
I never wanted someone that damn bad.
You tossed me out like a piece trash,
Like a piece of trash,
Like a piece of trash.

fenix - punching bag w/ sese

lyrics;

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I'm shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

(fuck you, you creep)

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser that's in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I am shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

bleed

secrets

fenix & bastard - dissidents

lyrics;


(fuck you, you creep)
(what's the matter?)

I'm still hanging on, your wrist shall i cut?
toxic waste in my lungs, i give no response
your love is all i want
seen through all your flaws, but you just watch & taunt
left me here to rot, I'm something you forgot
couldn't take the shot, the reason why I'm caught

i know you want me gone
fixed mistakes i wanna right my wrongs
I'm still.. stuck inside (stuck inside)
let me out I'm still trapped in my mind (in my mind)
I've been lost and.. hypnotized

blow my brains out! can you close your eyes?
so excited

(lucille)

it's not turning out
how i thought, you're never shining through the clouds
hope i last forever and i make it out

hope i make it out

oh how you take my breath (away)
(away from me)

like no one ever could
heart beats out my chest
tell me you're not afraid
(i know you'd fix it all)
(i still feel you in the room)

i feel your voice in the walls
think you made my head spin, i
but i see through (i see through)
i'll be awaiting your call
(i'll be awaiting your call)

i know you want me dead
you're sucha zombie you'd eat my flesh
it feels like i am haunted, take off my head
I'll be dead by the morning.. found in my bed
you can see my tears pouring, filled up with dread
and you never gave a warning.. so obsessed
i can hear your voice crawling, inside my head
so tell me why your stalling? you wont regret

obsessed (feat. lucille)

prod. duskydemise
lyrics;

grab my corpse and pull me out,
don’t wanna break in front of you, so don’t you turn me down
i love you but i know you hate me, when i’m not around
you’ll bury all my words in silence, never make a sound.
every time i wanna talk to you... you wanna shut me down
you’ll suffocate my every sentence, buried in the ground
you’re way too deep in this i cannot get you out
a prison made of memories i’m chained to by my doubt.

i’m gonna grab the knife, i think i really miss your touch
and i’m scared to talk to you cause i know i’m not enough
hold me down, when i get out of this town
don’t let me fall apart or don’t let me fall on the ground.

i’m a creep for you,
(i know)
i’m just sitting here watching you
(all along)
don’t lie to me cause i’ve seen the truth,
(oh, awoah)
tell me right now what i mean to you
(what i mean to you)

i’m just a servant i’m a fucking peasant
i’m going straight down to hell i will not see the light of heaven
and i’m sorry that i didn’t get your message
my mind’s a burning cage, every thought’s a wreckage.

(i’m a creep for you)
i’m sitting here watching you
(don’t lie to me cause i’ve seen the truth)
tell me right now what i mean to you

servant

bastard - DARK INTENTIONS

NO DESCENDO (MEGA SLOWED) «ZXKAI,slxughter» Remix by Stongi8

sleeping hoes

"Laisse Vivre" gathers 16 tracks recorded between 2010 and 2025: fleeting smiles, quiet breakups, denied payments, desires sneaking back uninvited. Simple refrains, limping words, harmonies that hesitate, and thats exactly their charm. A bittersweet, lo-fi honest record.

Dans un monde pressé qui rêve de performance et d’efficacité, Pierre Citron choisit de freiner dans les virages. Ses chansons, tantôt lentes, tantôt en équilibre fragile, posent leur vérité sans éclats. Elles s’installent discrètement dans nos pensées saturées, comme un passager silencieux sur un banc public.

Laisse Vivre, c’est seize morceaux cueillis entre 2010 et 2025, autant de petites éclaboussures de vie : un sourire qui traîne, une rupture avalée sans mot, un virement refusé, une envie revenue par surprise.

Ici, les refrains sont simples, les mots parfois bancals, les harmonies hésitent - mais c’est précisément ce qui les rend vrais. C’est un disque doux-amer, honnête et sans costume, à écouter allongé dans un canapé, les yeux perdus au plafond, ou debout dans une after-cuisine à deux heures du matin.

👉 Limited Edition Vinyl - 25 copies (Sold Out)

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