I aint scared of dyin, but im scared of livin 😭

Я говноед

*:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: * being alive's just a phase we're all going thru *:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: *

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktrGms0CT1E

spotify

i dont feel anything (prod. trxpicvl) *video in description*

**official vid**

https://youtu.be/CwDBNYZpbos

ion think i got that much time left

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

Silencieux / Amoureux (feat. Brennan Savage)

its been a while so i'd thought id share this. new project soon. hopefully some videos 

produced by reaper - https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
picture - https://soundcloud.com/nova1599

Lyrics:
Vices got me falling
My plugs' calling
We're sad but balling

These days i wake with an attitude
She's like why you mad at me?
Baby I'm not mad at you
I just hate the world and all the things that I've had to do
Bad decisions with some bad intentions 
Oh baby I'm bad for you
But you're good for me
Fuck it we'll call that chemistry
You want us to grow old together like an oak tree
But baby I'm growing tired and I'm only twenty three 

Vices got me falling
My plugs' calling 
Orange  bottles full we're sad but balling
Young dumb boys making money thats appalling
If we grow old we'll have trouble recalling

I'm living in the now why the fuck you stalling?
Been making money ever since star shopping
I got smile but inside I'm sobbing
You can hate on me but the money keeps coming

Vices got me falling
My plugs' calling 
Orange  bottles full we're sad but balling
Young dumb boys making money thats appalling
If we grow old we'll have trouble recalling

vices got me falling (prod. reaper)

HOW I FEEL

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when theres nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do
every second awake
every step that I take
is another one back
hoping one day you'll ask
if I'm okay
i'll tell you everything if you care to know
what its like in this hell
hoping your doing well
so numb I cannot feel
anything but this guilt inside of me
blame myself for things I can't change
all because of you
I love the way that you fucked me
hate every something that we could have been
again and again and again and again
why can't you just love me for who I am
why am I always so fucking upset
all of my pain and my love is the same
it comes from a place with no one else to blame
other than me its all self inflected
wounds that bleed inside and no one can see
self destruction is such a beautiful thing
how does it feel to watch me suffering
how does it feel to watch me suffering while i'm
wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when there nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do

baby i'm wishing you well
scratching the walls in my cell
the clarity rings like a bell
if only i could say farewell
to the winds that carry me
into the shadows that follow me
they will treat you well
don't forget to carry me
in your heart 
feed my body to my enemies

self destruction (feat. LOCAL ZERO) [prod. Charlie Shuffler]

bury me alive

smile

I cant get over those green eyes
so pale but she's so full of life
I've never seen somebody so lovely
wonder if there's really something
or if I'm just fucking up again
I cant get over those green eyes
her hair her face the way she smiles
im fuckin dead
I love hearing about how you've been
thought about you every single day since
cant believe someone so perfect exists
I cant get over those green eyes
I swear her heart has flowers inside
so beautiful
words cant describe they don't even come close
send you my love inside of a blue rose
just say goodbye and ill leave you alone
I cant get over those green eyes
her hands are so cold just like her fuckin heart
swear that I love how you tear me apart
draw with my blood like its more of your art
miss you so much but I know that you arent
missing me the same
feel so alone now
thought you cared about me
did you ever even feel anything
or was it all in my head
was it all in my head

her heart has flowers inside (prod. slidinmoon)

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqRp4xaZO4w
prod. shrimp

laying in the dirt [video in description]

prod. by @strangerofthepast

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Why you holdin a grudge,
While you holdin a gun,
Why you smokin on somehthing and yal don't know what the fuck it is,
I been focused for what,
Cuz the high hopes I'm running with,
You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling,
Fuck if that's your mentality,
Sadly that ain't reality,
So you battling with the fact that shit never gone change,
That's why these locals they fuckin with what I'm doing in public tryna kick it go suck a dick yal just hope for the fame,
And watch your tone when you talk,
I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough shit why you posing a front,
I'm slightly hopeful but fuck am I bi polar or somethin,
With thoughts of loadin a gun while I'm crying holding it up

(Bridge)
I just wanna be myself,
In a world full of hate and I don't need no help,
You don't know me of well,
Keep thinking you do when you don't,
We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know

(Verse)
More than just an organism,
In a foreign prison,
When this shits in orbit spinnin,
Thinkin that I'm sorta gifted,
Gotta different sorta vision,
Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it,
Through the forest splittin anybody go to war against him,
Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em,
Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens,
Fuck conforming bitch your life is boring to me so I built my own fuckin lane and you can't break outta the norm of shit

(Chorus 2x)
Why,
Why they try to use me like I owe  em something all your fucking lies,
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight,
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like,
But fuck it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night

middle of the night (prod. stranger)

talk2me

never been one to listen...

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uW_1cjuMkoM

FIRST SINGLE OFF WE'LL BE ALRIGHT WHICH DROPS DEC 14

ice out my bones (prod. audioopera) *video in description*

First single from GOOD MORNING CRUEL WORLD

laying in the dirt [video in description]

shrimp

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