I just know I couldn't save you from yourself now I'm stuck here...

A Night Drive With The Windows Down

bitch im in your mental i air it out
i ain't got nothing to care about
bitch what in the fuck is staring bout
fucking wit me is a scary route

baby i'm creeping, i'm crawling
i'ma have you falling
i'ma bring you things
that you ain't ever wanted

when i'm in your bloodstream
i turn to a blood feen
i want them to want me
i let them haunt me

i am one with the violence
i still die inside
let's take our cyanide tonight

i know you wish you had me outta your head
fuck around and leave us both dead
in the backseat, ready the lead
leave the scene, i ain't got nothing left

bacteria

i think it's fucking stupid
i go to sleep and wake up
like what the fuck am i doing
the way i see your fucking face
i get why i'm pursuing
the opposite of what i want
i guess i'm fucking moving, i'm moving

i'm moving towards a direction that i don't like
i think about when you cross my mind once or twice
in a day in a hour
any day, any power
that i can't withhold
that i can't hold back


i think i've got a problem
i think i barely see it
i'm getting fucking clingy
over shit that i can't be in

i dont wanna fix it 
cause girl if i fix it
then i will forget about whatever we had
don't wanna end it like that
i'm not going out like that
i'll never go out like that
i feel the pain and its bad

i know the second that i see you
i'll be fucked up when i meet you
fuck, fuck, FUCK

i don't like where this is going (bloom)

lyrics:
feel like im invinicible, invisible
i know it's hard, to get control
of me, and everyone i touch
what i want to see, is nothing but a front

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
wanna love but my heart so cold
i don't know, i don't know
gets so cold

lost it, i fucking lost it
i think i'm running out of options
while i get toxic
i love to talk so much, i talk shit

hope no one watching
if you can see proceed wit caution
im filled wit toxins
im into dark shit

watching death just don't feel right
let me be there to end your life
cut you up until you can't feel anything
and make you mine

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
wanna love but my heart so cold
i don't know, i don't know
gets so cold

i'm in love with everything
i tend to fall between the seams
when everything just falls apart
is when i show up in your dreams

i know something you don't

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
wanna love but my heart so cold
i don't know, i don't know
gets so cold

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
it gets worse and worse and worse
it gets worse, it gets so much worse
it gets worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse

IT GETS WORSE

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my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my mistake, let you in my mind again
my mistake, let you waste my time, again

bitch i might kill myself, fuck yo feelings hoe don't doubt me
ion give a fuck about it hoe, this ain't about me
go about yo worthless ass life, bitch, without me
want yo remorse, yo regret bitch, i'm drowning

but ion know tho, laid up i'm like i'm dying again
getting cold oh, frozen, it's my time to repent
moving solo, lake of fire, fye to my head
ion know bro, this is how we die in the end

in the end, where i'm thrown, at the end of my rope
cut my ties, lemme choke, yeah i'm tired, losing hope
in the end, where i'm thrown, at the end of my rope
cut my ties, lemme choke, yeah i'm tired, losing hope

my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my mistake, let you in my mind again
my mistake, let you waste my time, again

disoriented

fourteen grams of that shit, then it's ok
always fall asleep when i talk, so i don't say
what i really think, or is this really me

bitch i'ma sip cyanide 'til i die in this ride
i'ma crash this fucking whip, yeah we gon' all die tonight
in the dirt, in the mud, with the blood lie tonight
let the tears that i've held in for years cry tonight

i'm slowing fading away to death i'm impatiently waiting
i can't sustain myself, hate me, falling, i'm falling again
i've fallen, i'm falling again
i've fallen, i'm falling again

i just prayed to god to see you die and now you're fucking dead
it's so many evil thoughts that i cannot get out my head
i have conversations in my room, i'm talking to the dead
if what's in me wants some fucking blood, then i'm gon' have em fed

fuck what i told myself, i'm lying
dead on the floor, blood draining, dying
i couldn't tell myself to stop it
find me alone, post-death, i'm rotting

fourteen grams of that shit, then it's ok
always fall asleep when i talk, so i don't say
what i really think, or is this really me

fourteen grams

i done fell in love with a ghost
and it's too late, nah i up it and go
let the knife go as i cut through my throat
when i die i hope i go where you go
i don't know where to

i done fell in love with a ghost
and it's too late, nah i up it and go
let the knife go as i cut through my throat
when i die i hope i go where you go
i don't know where to go from here

i just know i couldn't save you from yourself, now i'm stuck here
the emotions i can't handle, you're the one that i loved here
i stay isolated, fighting with my mind i hate it
it's just my life, i'll take it, i can't just stay here
forsaken again, forsaken again

i done fell in love with a ghost
and it's too late, nah i up it and go
let the knife go as i cut through my throat
when i die i hope i go where you go
i don't where to go from here

fell in love with a ghost

thought this is what you wanted
paint the walls red
paint the floor red
still on the floor dead
i get so high off the agony i forget
i stay inside the bloody room until they storm in

no reforming
i'm so gone man
stay awake until the walls around me fall in
no one to call then
no one to solve it
i wanna pay for everything i've done i promise

feel like quinn
i got some killas in the fucking "trench dog"
choppa on me shoot a 3
i can't get fucking benched dawg  

and i got that shotty in my bag
like i'm the fucking trench mob
i got this shit from my brotha
you got that from the feds dawg

i just slut somebody daughter
old boy fucking racist, if i see him, call a doctor
this bitch think i love her, but i'm sorry, i can't call her
so fucking obsessed with the mf slaughter

watch him drown in the water
hell, where its hotter
you can blame yourself for the pain
my departure

self important

if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail
if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail

girl it's seven o'clock in the morning
you still up, and you all alone, and u still suck
when my eyes close, thru the bullshit
yeah they still shut
ion ever get to feel nun
when i cut myself it's just to feel sum
only hurt myself so i can feel numb

girl i'm numb to you why you mad at me
had enough of you and yo tragedy

if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail
if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail

bitch i can't fail it's too easy, lets get it
switch on this g17, at yo fitted
134 i'm on i-95, and i promise yo soul
gon be mine when i'm finished
escalade modded butterfly doors
don't give a fuck i'm suicidal
it ain't really nun to take yo life bro
.50 on me now you in my sight ho

girl i'm numb to you why you mad at me
had enough of you and yo tragedy
girl i'm numb to you why you mad at me
had enough of you and yo tragedy

if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail
if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail

p365

fuck it's over, i'm dead again
9mm i put it right thru his skull
make it rumble, i feel like i'm fred again...
i just might quit and go snap
cus i cannot relax, wanna kill the next p********
fuck it, maybe it's the last one
maybe the one before that
either way, i give less of a fuck, cus if i'ma walk in
swear to god that i'm blasting yeah
just give me a minute to plan it yeah
just give me a minute to gather my thoughts
cus im losing it, i cannot stand it yeah
everybody dies, we're not so alike
i see things that make me die
and you see things that give you life


i hate everything
i can't stand this hoe around me
feel like hell, i feel like drowning
feel like shit, i feel like drowning
i hate everything
you see the hate if you just looked into my eyes
when i kill myself please don't act like it's a surprise
everybody dies, every- everybody dies
i just hope to be the one that's get to decide
in my mind i'm standing by, i wither and die
why do i try, oh why do i try
i look at everyone around me in disgust
and i torture myself everyday, i don't wanna get up
i don't like the thought of being here with all of these fucking cunts
but i'm stuck here, what did i expect, that's just my fucking luck

everybodydies


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Apocalypse

recorded December 2015 in Brooklyn, NY

Written by Greg Gonzalez
Greg Gonzalez - vocals, electric guitar, acoustic guitar
Phillp Tubbs - keyboards
Randy Miller - bass
Jacob Tomsky - drums

Recorded by Greg Gonzalez
Mixed by Rocky Gallo
Mastered by Greg Calbi

Cover photo by Ryan Zoghlin
Cover design by Randy Miller

Released on Partisan Records

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