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Sometimes the real death is to just stay alive...

funeral - deus ex prod. k4ne + ycboi

i got way too many thoughts running thru my head  
and all of em picture you dead
it ain't nun to walk up out the fucking house
and fill a pussy mf up wit lead
 
i did what i did, bitch i said what i said
i do what i do bitch i need him to beg
i run that blade down my wrist til i bled
i run that blade down my wrist til i bleed

soul eater, soul feen
take lil bro soul, ak19
choppa on, drum on, make it sing
shooter loud, make my ear ring

big body benz truck at ya hotel
airing out the fucking lobby
call up my demon, like, gimme a reason
like i know my demon really got me

i know my demon really d1 with the bumpstock AR15
i never listen, i don't give a fuck bout what a dumb lil bitch mean
yeah lil bro shot and missed me, better luck next time, get ya aim up
get ya sights fixed, whitney up on the table bitch geeked

we wit a new bitch, she a tweak
i got a new glick, wit a new drum
wit a brand new technique
i got tec-9 on me
i got a tec i'ma go sweep
better luck next time, ion rest i
ion ever get to fucking sleep
nah ion sleep that shit weak

i been awake 13 days
i been so trapped in my own mind
and i never sleep when i feel away
like there ain't a thing that feel today

i start to talk and forget what i say
like i don't even say a word some days
can't go a year without getting betrayed
lost all color, everthing grey

ion see red, vision go black
i been to hell, wanna go back
i got it on me, never lack
like i only walk around wit a rack

tired of hoes, like get off my back
hoe get off my dick, this shit getting sad
like i could never ever go out sad
like i could never ever go out bad

better_luck_next_time

better_luck_next_time [prod. prblm + zephrxd]

trojan w/ crusey (bbyazul x vpnjugo)

lyrics :D
hey is there a problem, i get them too often
i get way too toxic, i can get us locked in
i can make us watch some evil shit until we're rotten
we can rot our brains until we end and we're forgotten
please don't
you know, i know it's what you want
i walk in and start to shoot sum
i could take this so far
i woke up with no heart
there's a lot of things that
i don't understand i'm so far

gone, i'm helpless. i can't help the
things i do. it's so brand new
i'm gone, i'm helpless. i can't help the
things i do. it's so brand new
i've gone too far, i need your help now
rot my mind, i've seen myself do
things i'd never do again
i start to look like you again
something's fighting me
i can't unsee the things i've seen with you 
something's fighting me
i can't unsee the things i've seen with you
something's fighting me
i can't unsee the things i've seen with you 
something's fighting me
i can't unsee the things i've seen with you 

still feel something going on
and i can't help but find out
i been stuck to you too long
taste the poison in my mouth
something so far away from me
i try to reach, i melt away
i'm so gone, so far, so far
i'm so gone, so far, so far

so far gone

bro like what you thought
i got 50 on this glock yeah  
hunnit on this choppa wit a bump
no it don't stop yeah
ion stop and talk to boys in blue
don't let em talk to me
let em find out who i am
no that's that shit that ion need

ion need no hoe, ion need no pole
look into his eyes, take his fucking soul
ion got no soul anymore
i sit alone and close my eyes and ignore
i can't ignore
it's some white hoes in my phone
it's some white hoes in my bathroom
and they all fw that blow
lemme find out where the feds camp
on god i'ma make it blow
on god i'ma air it out like a lil white boy then i'm gone
kill myself bitch i'm gone

bro like what you thought
i got 50 on this glock yeah  
hunnit on this choppa wit a bump
no it don't stop yeah
ion stop and talk to boys in blue
don't let em talk to me
let em find out who i am
no that's that shit that ion need

i don't talk about what i hear
don't like confrontation
wanna kill someone more than myself
asphyxiation

asphyxiation

it's always been the same
ion feel a difference, i still feel this pain
i still feel distain
you reflect me, i see everything i hate
nothing on this earth could ever make me feel the same
no matter what i try, i'll die, if i lie next to you tonight
i fall deep into this hate, it's late i wait to feel alive
ion feel alive, oh no i don't feel alive
i-ion feel alive, live

feel like i'm running out of options
i just fill my body up with toxins
i just lie alone and drown in darkness
everything i do is fucking harmless
in the darkness i thrive
i've done all there is to ever do to feel alive
i'm stuck in this loop but i still don't understand why
i can't end my life, no matter how much i have tried
sometimes the real death is just to stay alive
sometimes the real death is just to stay alive

it's always been the same
ion feel a difference, i still feel this pain
i still feel distain
you reflect me, i see everything i hate
nothing on this earth could ever make me feel the same
no matter what i try, i'll die, if i lie next to you tonight
i fall deep into this hate, it's late i wait to feel alive
ion feel alive, oh no i don't feel alive
i-ion feel alive, live

lemme up this to my head
if i pull this trigger ion care bout what come next
i feel it calling my body just want some lead
i wake up get up out of bed, i live in dread

no matter what i try, i'll die, if i lie next to you tonight
i fall deep into this hate, it's late i wait to feel alive
ion feel alive, oh no i don't feel alive
i-ion feel alive, alive

sometimes the real death is just to stay alive
sometimes the real death is just to stay alive

it's always been the same

funeral - wasteddd prod. 20prettyhusky

Posted at the top, I'm with Sloan like a missile.
prod and feat @1sloan
@chriad
@00clique
@kidavor
@kidavor
lyrics soon i promise

missile. (feat. sloan)

if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail
if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail

girl it's seven o'clock in the morning
you still up, and you all alone, and u still suck
when my eyes close, thru the bullshit
yeah they still shut
ion ever get to feel nun
when i cut myself it's just to feel sum
only hurt myself so i can feel numb

girl i'm numb to you why you mad at me
had enough of you and yo tragedy

if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail
if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail

bitch i can't fail it's too easy, lets get it
switch on this g17, at yo fitted
134 i'm on i-95, and i promise yo soul
gon be mine when i'm finished
escalade modded butterfly doors
don't give a fuck i'm suicidal
it ain't really nun to take yo life bro
.50 on me now you in my sight ho

girl i'm numb to you why you mad at me
had enough of you and yo tragedy
girl i'm numb to you why you mad at me
had enough of you and yo tragedy

if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail
if that's all it take then i might as well
drop 2 cops, pack it up, inhale
i'm outside, p365, in the all black truck
no i can't fail

p365

why she wanna ride with me
same strap pull up to these scene 
same bitch gon snake my team
same shit i cant forsee
bad lil bitch up in the hills
she still off all them pills
still need that bitch for real
my heart don't know the drill 
no i dont know where all of this started
two hearts two souls departed
my heart too light lighthearted
.45 leave his head parted
too soft
ride round with a stick
tell that lil bih to get off of my dick
stressing and stressing
think i need a fix
all of my homies loaded with them glicks  

bitch you break my heart
leave me laying in the dark
i don't know where to start
same day different cut
same day, same bullshit
i don't wanna push it
i would let my soul ascend to heaven
but you took it

bitch don't ever say you got me
marks up on my body
i look in the mirror and i can swear to god that's not me
do this to my body, i do things that ion want at all
i got people that still wanna help me, ion wanna call

drive-by

yes i'm still obsessed with you
you can't hide from me, i see your every move
everything you do, i feel you testing me
i know deep inside, you're still obsessed with me
obsessed with me, obsessed with you
you can't hide from me, i see your every move
everything you do, i feel you testing me
i know deep inside, you're still obsessed with me
obsessed with me

in the end
nothing ever mattered, every day i feel regret
i still can't forgive myself, because i let you in
every waking moment i just hope i can forget
every waking moment i never seem to forget

i never seem to forget it
feel myself attached to you
i'll never learn my lesson
feel my will to live deplete with every passing second
try to speak my mind, but all i speak is my aggression
i guess i'm a dead man
every thought about you that i had is all just dead now
you don't look the same to me, i don't feel like myself now
everywhere i look, i walk, i breathe, it's all just dread now
i wish there was something to just get you out my head now
maybe, this pistol can save me
take me out the gutter, find somewhere better to place me
maybe, maybe, this pistol can save me
take me out the gutter, find somewhere better to place me

yes i'm still obsessed with you
you can't hide from me, i see your every move
everything you do, i feel you testing me
i know deep inside, you're still obsessed with me
obsessed with me, obsessed with you
you can't hide from me, i see your every move
everything you do, i feel you testing me
i know deep inside, you're still obsessed with me
obsessed with me

in the end
nothing ever mattered, every day i feel regret
i still can't forgive myself, because i let you in
every waking moment i just hope i can forget
every waking moment i never seem to forget

so hard to forgive, so hard to forget
i still hope you think of me for as long as you live
every thing is dead now, i hope i forget now
i still hope you're trapped inside yourself, you'll never get out

it's always been the same

funeral

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