this fucking song reminds me no stop with friend that I fkn loved but she decided to used me as fkn tool... good music tho

bro half these comments are so dumb that it makes me embarrassed to love SoundCloud and especially funeral 😭🙏

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

i know y'all was waiting for this one

lyrics
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

we don't need a reason
you part of the reason
that i can't feel it anymore

body on the floor
there's blood on the floor
and you at my door
something can't ignore

oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

walk away
ion wanna talk today
i can't do this everyday
ion wanna go insane

ion wanna go insane
but the second that you talk to me
is the second that i entertain
is the second that i entertain

UNDER CONTROL

mixed, mastered, and produced by me

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
and i run

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

stream

run run run

https://open.spotify.com/track/6P9ls6ezyQDbr9LTFlnh9r?si=6842295c1c4c4131

went to sleep & i went down, but now im back up

prod @prod-plxce

psycho (plxce)

hope you enjoy

lyrics
and then i fade into the background
i pray nobody tries to stop me
what remains of my soul is black now
i feel ur energy, it got me
and it won't stop til i cut it off
and when i cut i fall to the ground in the blood
on the floor that i left here for you
when you walk in the room, ill be drained to the core
cus i did what i told you

i lay in drown in my sin
i think about what i did 
this lake of fire is hot
but not as hot as i feel
when i'm around you i swear
i swear it all feels surreal
swear ur the worst, the worst i know, would i
talk to you nice and take you back, should i
wait til you pass and cry it out, could i
speed up the time i feel like i could die

i feel way too off today
every day i wake up, it's like every days the same
i lose emotion, always
but there's a rage inside me that i know cannot be tamed
talk to myself, sit in the dark
there's not a thing that i can do
to take this darkness out my heart
this knife could take me to my start
flows of red come out my body
soul and body come apart 

we started fading to black
i felt you tap on my shoulder
you said you wanted me back
you said ur sorry for everything
theres a problem with that

and then i fade into the background
i pray nobody tries to stop me
what remains of my soul is black now
i feel ur energy, it got me
and it won't stop til i cut it off
and when i cut i fall to the ground in the blood
on the floor that i left here for you
when you walk in the room, ill be drained to the core
cus i did what i told you

i lay in drown in my sin
i think about what i did 
this lake of fire is hot
but not as hot as i feel
when i'm around you i swear
i swear it all feels surreal
swear ur the worst, the worst i know, would i
talk to you nice and take you back, should i
wait til you pass and cry it out, could i
speed up the time i feel like i could die

drained to my core

lyrics

we only made each other worse
the way i see the end, it hurts
there's a feeling that i doubt
i don't know what it's about
for a second thought you left me cursed
but i guess it deflected 
soul unaffected
don't try a second time
cus the soul that i kept is all mine
it's all mine

i have a one way ticket to hell
i'll be back for you
but in the end you're still the same
every time i think i'm back, i hear you say
it's not me, it's still you
you control what i do
i feel a knife interwine my spine this time
i just pray you fall and it takes your life

guess i'll just let you be my one mistake
and it hurts so bad, won't let you stay
with me, i hope you see your life play out
the way you hoped it wouldn't
no way i thought you'd do this
no way, i really shouldn't
can't feel that way about myself
no way, i really couldn't

only a matter of time
i hope you come figure out
your soul will always be mine
i want you running back to me
cause i would always decline
you're in distress, god i'm so stressed
just know i'm always inside
i'm in your head again
just know it never ends
the way you made feel
is the same way i'd leave you dead

i have a one way ticket to hell
i'll be back for you
but in the end you're still the same
every time i think i'm back, i hear you say
it's not me, it's still you
you control what i do
i feel a knife interwine my spine this time
i just pray you fall and it takes your life

guess i'll just let you be my one mistake
and it hurts so bad, won't let you stay
with me, i hope you see your life play out
the way you hoped it wouldn't
no way i thought you'd do this
no way, i really shouldn't
can't feel that way about myself
no way, i really couldn't

one way ticket to hell

A claustrophobic dive into the mind. Distorted thoughts, inner voices, and rising paranoia. This track is the sound of mental chaos, when there’s no exit, only echoes.

Echoes Below

pls go fw @blxty

*lyrics*
funeral -
blood flow it drips I’m dying
my wrist bleeds slow it’s crying
my spirit goes it’s flying
don’t waste my time I’m trying

blxty - 
can’t think after what has been spoken 
can’t breathe when you move in slow motion 
no heart cus I think it was stolen
shut down everytime I come open

tryin//cry4help

funeral x blxty - trying//cry4help

might make a video fo this song ,, ty 4 2k :>  prod mee

lyrics:
i think u saw me cry the other day
u turned ur head and walked the other way
i’m fine 
thanks for asking :/

and i always reflect before i say 
something that i’ll regret 
when i wake up in the morning 
my life is getting fucking boring
so 
i tried to leave my house today 
walked down my steps and i thought about which way 
to go
but something was off and i decided that i’d just stay 
behind 
in that way i’m fine
and i don’t worry about the things that u do 
but please what is it that makes you think i don’t care

(boom boop)

cause i always fucking cared
yea i cared 
i was always fucking there 
i was there
all the things i ever shared
i never felt so scared 
it was never fucking fair 
i just wish you could’ve cared

i always cared

happy birthday 2 me <3 
all love to hallow
@avit69
@1hallow
cover taken by @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/24Y6ZUvXsrLW9eIQUulaSn
[lyrics]
[verse]
she wish i was good at being something im not 
i waste all my time i think i wish it would stop 
she wake up at 10 and then she put on her makeup
and i still go to bed and hope that i never wake up
my ex just hit me up to tell me im still an asshole
im worried bout the future but im stuck on the past tho
im looking at my phone and i been talking for too long
and you thought that you knew me, you knew wrong.

[hook]
and i think its my insomnia
i could write a book on everything thats wrong with you
and i figured out that aint nobody solid uh
it started adding up i think that im the problem (x2)

[AViT]
can you, feel it
coursing through your veins just like its venom
toxic, posion, its keeping me alive but i feel dead inside
and everynight i stay up thinking how you fucked me up
and every toss and turn i do you haunt my every move
and i need you out my head
so i finally go to bed

[hook]

insomnia

insomnia w/ AViT (hallow)

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

UNDER CONTROL

funeral

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